I was pretty upset...
At times like this, you still have the cheek to bring up regarding hp privacy.
Yes, I admit I like to peep into your phone.
Why? You know the reason.
Since you are not truthful, I will have to force my way to learn about things that you have done behind my back.
I was hoping you will ask me to stop irc and knowing those guys and at least, get jealous over it, but you care you bloody phone more than me?!
I was really angry, at that point, I really find it meaningless to be together. Perhaps, we hang on because we needed a companion.
Is there still love in our relationship?
I cant feel it much anymore...
But, I still choose to be with you.
Why?
I duno...
Habit...
Lonely...
etc...
or
Love...?
I have never felt so lost in our relationship...
Yet, your heart is not there to guide me back anymore...
Every night since then, I have been wetting my pillow...
I couldnt sleep...
I surf, watch anime, chat with random guys...
I just wanted to forget that nightmare, but it wont go away...
Nothing could bring it away...
Nothing...
"I'll be here.."
Why?
"I'll be waiting here.."
For what?
"I'll be waiting for you so.. if you come here... you'll find me... I promise."
Are you still there waiting for me?
