Had a nightmare...
Woke up crying...
It's so real...
In my dream, I went to a resort with Dear...
Lazing in a cafe in an evening with Dear...
I bump into a Japanese lady... and somehow we
are tgt and we dated secretly behind Dear...
We 3 went out to sea to play and such...
Dear didnt know...
Then after we return, Dear bump into C...
She was having an arguement with her bf...
Dear went to help her...
Jap lady and me sort of sneak off...
Few days later... Dear and me in a cafe again...
I confessed about the Jap lady's existence...
Dear told me that she and C had something on from
that day she saved her from the arguement... When
Dear sent her back, C kissed her...
We started double dating... though we are still together..
But, I start to find everything weird and broke off with
Jap lady and wanted to be with Dear only...
It's too late...
Dear is so attracted to C again...
I tried to convinced her and brought her to many places that
we built lotsa wonderful memories...
But, she is not coming back to me anymore...
I broke down... I cried...
I woke up...crying too...
I am so scare... it's so real.... I want Dear... I so wana call her now... but... she's so tired with work nowdays... so, rather she sleep more...
Afterall...it's just a dream...
Right?
I hope it is....
