first entry via phone... laying on bed... in the dark... typing an entry... felt like blogging but lazy to get infront of pc... great.... this entry gona be in whole chunk as i duno how to enter next line... X.x been quarrelling... been real upset and gave up hope... yet... truth is... i am holding no hope... no expectation... will juz accept wat's lined up for me... ;) got real tired from all the quarrelling... i hate that... to avoid such thing... i have decide to be ignorant... no more insisting on things nor being too concern about one's private life... i am learning to let go and be more independent... well... being independent is tough since i been a slug clinging onto ppl... do wat u want... and i gona... close not one but two eyes... hah! we will juz share our happy times and so on... as for wat i will become... i wan to be a doll again... no feeling... no quarrel... no heartbreaking... juz lead my life as it is... yea... u r so feel like ringing‭ me up now and ask wat happened... nothing happened... juz a tot after our two‭ big fights... well... who ever is reading... the cause of the fights is my fault... for being jealous over treatment between her‭ family member and me... haha.. last time i got jealous‭ over same issue with her‭ ex... and now her family... guess something is wrong with‭ me... hand pain liao... time to bed!

*Fallen AngeL*
x 12/16/2008 01:23:00 AM

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