I wana hide off somewhere where I would feel safe...
I wana hide off somewhere where I would free from everything...
I wana hide off somewhere where I would not have to put on a fake smile...
I wana hide off somewhere where I would not need to think so much...
I wana hide off somewhere where I would not feel lonely...
I wana hide off somewhere where I would feel all loved and etc...
But then again, where can I hide to?
Sometimes, death occurs in my mind... but, will it totally free me? What will happen after one die? Just everything stop and memory loss? Or there is more they have to face? No one knows unless you have died... but then again, if everything just stop, maybe you wouldnt even know you have died....
Anyway it is... I am just plain crapping...
I am so tired of everything... Just wana shut myself off since no one bother... Guess, I am not suitable to ask for this and that, order people to do this and that, afterall, I dont own a princess life where she could ask for anything and everything. How I wish I could simply get someone to lick my feet kinda life. Haha...dream on. X_x I am nothing but the lowest being among all the beings...
Things just dont go whatever way I want... promises just dont fufill as it was promised. Aims just dont go as it was first set. Targets never seems to reach when it is just infront. Time never seems to be enough even I have the same as others. My mood just never seems to be happy as it shows.
Haiz...
我什麼都不敢奢望
