I know.. I am just a useless piece of shit... argh... let me rot... I cant be the most important person in anyone's life... I cant totally take over someone's heart... I cant make someone forget someone willingly... I got no qualities that make one's heart stays... I cant even keep her stop thinking about her... I cant even win such bitch even though I love u whole heartedly...
I was not ok... I forced myself to be ok... I told myself to forgive u and gave u another chance... I tried to close one eye about ur hp... I tried to pretend nothing happened... I tried to heal my broken heart on my own... I hate to see u drop tears after I make a drama like previously... but yet, u are awis making me tearing... I hate the fact that, u are siding someone who is such a bitch over ur lao po... u still make frens with ppl whom is such a bitch after they insulted ur lao po... I always tell myself to give u time...coz she might be such a nice gal that is hard to let go off....she might be someone real nice, nicer than me that u cant forget of...but such a bitch. paiseh lor.. I can never agree with such kinda person. I hardly call someone bitch, and this fucking whore is the first and only person I will name her as BITCH. _|_
I am so heartbroken... I am so depress.... more depress than anything...
I duno wat to say anymore.... I love u so dearly...and that's wat i get in return.... for not able to be the one and only in ur heart....
Maybe I shld juz die...
- Dead -
Gwen... u are such a failure... once again.
