pissed, anger, sad, depress, lost, insecured, stress...etc...
Everything seems to hit me since morning... X_X;;;
I realised my sch is starting soon, and I am left with a mountain of report... X_X;;; I am stepping into my graduation preparation liao.. kns... *shivers*
Been on very tired and dont feel like talk mood... dont feel like bloggin much, though alot happy stuffs I wana note down.. X_X;;;
Just need to vent out my tots now.. X_X;;; haiz..
Dun like family, dun like them... 1 say wana buy me psp... bullshit since my bday until xmas, now 2008 liao, still bullshitting, still have the cheek to as me wat i want... kns... _|_
Somemore wana borrow my koda kumi cd...and lend fren to convert the MV to his fucking psp... lj... lend, I not happy, dun lend, I am being mean... duno wat shit u want....
Sis keep giving me lj face...for no fucking good reason... talk to her oso ai chap mai chap....cb lor...
Go out...everyone keep ask why I keep go out.. Why I keep hang out with Lina... I hate this kinda bounded feeling again... it was u all bounded me so much till I lost so much frens... are u all gona do it again? _|_
Hate everyone... T______________________T
*weeps...*
I just wana spend more time with her... being pampered under her care and love... why wouldnt u all just leave me alone.... stop forcing me hate u all...
Wat is the point of staying at home when I dont even have someone to talk to...argh..........
I am so filled with hatred.... argh... *burns*
Will u all keep sms of an ex crush/love when u love someone else...? Esp when those arent special greetings or wat... I dun want anything of her migrate to ur new fone... but watever it is... up to u... these are my tots... I stated my tots, wat to do is up to u....
I love ur voice... hearing ur voice over the fone juz now made me tear even more... I am not alone I know.. I have someone whom love me I know... I love u too... just felt so strong urge of tearing just now... and it flow out.... remember I ask b4, if fight too hard with tears, my throat feels pain..? I am feeling that... But, u are the one whom I can show my weakness and tears too... others wont understand... they might even tot I am mad for crying...
At this point of life, I am standing in between happiness/love and screwing life... Everything seems so beautiful and perfect when I am with u... but all crashes when I stepped into the hse... so dead... I actually dun feel warming at home...
I think I shld stop typing... this is getting no where... I am just simply back to dark Gwen.... the negative and depressing Gwen...
haiz...
