This is perhaps... the first and last time I gona blog about something unhappy about us... clearly.
You never plan of bringing me along to clubbing.
You never thought of bringing me to clubbing after getting your pay.
You never remembered I said before I wana attend herstory parties...
You never remembered you once said I can go out with you and your les frens...
You never intend to let me mix with your friends... and you mixed with hers'.
You never intend to mix with my friends...
You seems to be treating her more dearly than me... from all the stories you tell and I read about, you will just nod to whatever she says. But you sometimes will reject... to mine.
The smses are fine to keep... but the name was never fine. But, I admit I read lastest one u stored, it was her thanking you for the clubbing night b4 we really got together.. it hurts coz u are keeping it.
The friendster issue hurts... not bcoz u nv defend my stand... it's u eventually gave in to her again and come to tell me about it.
When people comment about my looks and size... you actually told me about it...
There are more things I guess.. but I simply laugh it off...
I am so hurt actually... yet I dont want u to know.. coz I dont want u feel guilty or hurt... I dont wana make u cry.. I rather cry when you were not looking...
Maybe it's retribution... for talking so much about jerry and my ex....
I am so hurt... but cant help not let my mind runs wild...
Anyway... just read and forget about this entry... coz I will be all bubbly and sunshine after a sleep later...
No matter what it is... I know you are still the one I love...
Just continue to love me...
Please dont mention anything about this entry.. I dont wana cry infront of u... and... just dont mention her infront of me anymore...
I have reached the limit for tolerating her in between us.
