I am scare to face it...
I wish I could run away... but I know I cant.
There are more responsibles now in my life.
Even if I dont live for myself, I have to live for her...
I am scare... the thought of killing myself appear again in my mind...
I know it's silly to kill myself over such things...
But, it gona be a burden to my family...I didnt wana let them know...
If I cant change what I will face, I think, I have to go loan some money from someone else... like.. Ms Ong? Will she help? haha... Or Ms Foo? XD;;
Had a dream about bumping into Ms Foo this morning at my old house... Perhaps, this is a hint that I can go borrow money from her? XD;;;
I am such a failure... I am good for nothing but a burden... perhaps... I really should stay away from everyone...
*weeps in a corner*
