Today, I finally realised...
It's hard to stay calm when u bump into PERVERTS.
I was on my way from NAFA to my bustop... wanting to take bus 80 home...
As I was near the China Bank.. got this ah pek apporached me... ask me press the greenman...
I replied, there isnt anything to press... and step away to let him inspect the pole..
Soon, we crossed.. and I was listening to my mp3... I know I am walking quite fast pace... but he somehow caught up my pace and walked up to my side and starts mumbling..
I removed my ear piece and hear what he is trying to say...
He was asking some duno where.. and I could figure out what he said and just tell him I duno... Then he replied something like.. you not stay there meh? How come you duno... and I smile and continue walking...
And now he stop me again and ask me to help him call something.. and he took out his hp and ask me to answer as he dial this duno wat *1620 or duno watsoever.. ask me check wat money.. wat amount.. I like.. simi sai..? yet still trying to be good and try to figure out what he wants..
I help him dial again.. and at this moment... he was leaning so fucking near me... forcing me to lean against the wall... aka cornered me.... I gradually feels his warmth... and.. after a few press.. his hp blackout.. I shocked.. and realised... he was rubbing his fucking dick against my leg!!!!!!! O_O nbnbnbnbnbnbnb.
And he was leaning so close to my face almost touching my face with his face... X_X;;; knn... Could feel his breathe on me too... X_X
I suddenly like realised things are going wrong and push the phone back to him and say I have to go... rushing...
He even ask me where I rushing to.. and I stupid enough to tell him... HOME.
*Slaps self*
I walk extremely fast.. and getting paranoid... I called CQ.. and tell her about that... I looked back occasionally and saw him walking in my direction.. freak me out sia...
I wanted to call XXXXX for help... but I never... kinda too scared.. and lost... and...he is no relate to me.. why I seek help from him...
I was totally clueless.. and I looked back again and realised he is gone... *phew*
Faster got up my bus and.. the whole journey.. I keep feeling phobia and paranoid when guys looked at me.. or sits besides me...
Wah lao.. this almost triggers my phobia for guys again.. X_X;;; I used to jump up when guys touched me accidentally... X_X;;;
Till now.. recalling back the incident makes me so anxiety... so... paranoid.. watsoever....
I wish I had someone close to me whom I could seek help...
I am alone... all alone...
