I am always getting hurt when it comes to interacting with people...
What kind of heart should I use to communicate with people?
I might also be hurting people with my words...
I duno...
Kinda lost...
How to communicate well...?
Never let the other party knows what you are thinking is the best solution? Hiding your true feelings and pretend to be a uber nice person?
I duno...
Sometimes I duno how to reject people... even though I felt like being used...
Should a designer be selfish or selfless?
Should a designer share his/her idea/project/concept or keep everything confidential to himself/herself?
I duno what is it like to be a designer... or worse... to lead a correct life between human...
Everything is so complicated...
I have never felt anyone try to accommodate my schedule, my feeling and whatsoever before...
I always felt that I am the one trying to please everyone and try not to hurt them...
Maybe I really should be selfish.
Maybe I should put on that social mask.
Maybe... there isnt anyone worth my attention.
I duno...
Perhaps I reading too much twisted plots of comics....
My mind felt so twisted now...
All humans are ugly...
I am not moody/sad/depress or watsoever...
I think I am just disappointed...
