Funny...
The more I am soak in happiness with her...
The more I feel insecured... >_<
I am scared... I dun want history to repeat...
She needs some private space...
No... everyone needs some private space...
Please dont suffocate her...
Please dont throw temper...
Please dont be posessive...
Please dont be jealousy...
Please dont be whatever whatever...
I will give her all I have... Give all the space in my heart for her...
I hope she will too...
I am seriously in love with her...
But, I am starting to wonder how long will it last...
自信はない。
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Guess what...
I met a pervert guy again today. -___- wtf?
I was walking towards TCC@NAFA to wait for dear...
On my way, infront of NAFA shop, there is this black guy stopped me and ask me for direction...
He was asking me where is NYP... then I tell him this is NAFA, not NYP...
Then he go 1 big round saying he is tourist, wana come here study tourism or duno watever shit... say wat he found out that NYP has tourism...(but, I tot NYP doesnt have that course? I think TP has it... duno...)
After that, I tell him this NAFA is for design.. then he say he wana study, where can he learn more about it...
Then I tell him can go to level 2 to enquire... he keep asking if can I give him my contact so he could ask for advice and such in the future, so I told him the NAFA staffs would be very much happy to help him.
He keep begging, and I finally bring myself to say no...
And next, he abit change face and ask, Is it bcoz I am a black? Then I say no... duhz... I dun anti blacks...
Then he keep ask then why kenot gib him my contacts and watsoever...
Then I kinda sense him being very weird and I fast walk off... And again, my fucking mind is in a swirl at such moment.. wanted to run back to staffroom to ask for help again... lolx... got tot of running to security guard for help too.. >_<;;; tasukete~~
But lucky he didnt follow me after I walk to another side of TCC@NAFA... and I faster call dear.. and she was at This Fashion liao... >_<
Lucky she coming liao... if not, I will be so lost again.. >_<
*clings onto dear dear*
Damnit, why always pervert... do I have a bitchy face...? damnit!!!
I am so fat and ugly lor... why all these perverts keep picking on me...
*cries*
