CQ was rather shocked and said "Dont talk to me, I duno you" when I tell her abt this new gal... haha...
Perhaps she takes it as I am inloyal... which is quite true...
Things somehow are falling into that direction...
Maybe I shouldnt meet her.. and stop relying on her...
Maybe I should just tell her str8 that I have someone on my mind...
Life become so complicated when another bond comes into the picture...
Now I rather stay as what things was previously... secretly waiting for him...
At least I wont have to headache about what to do...
1 cares for me alot...
1 I cares for alot...
Seriously.... I still cant put him off my mind de... I still love him more than anyone else...
But then again... it's totally impossible for me and him...
='(
