My heart is dead again... together with my laptop...
After Sat... I am not gona open up to anyone anymore...
Being a single bond never gets hurt by other bonds...
I rather be single bond in all aspects.
I lost too many things in NAFA... I start to doubt about being a designer...
Is this really the path I want?...
Is my character really suits this job?
I start to doubt...
Maybe I am not suitable at all...
Maybe I shouldnt have come to this world... suffer myself and the people around me...
Maybe.. I should just leave everything behind.
I got nothing to look forward anymore.
Yes, I am negative minded.
