I am abit suprised and yet abit sad...
My best fren in NAFA nv tell me she moved to SG... 1 week liao.
Well... I have nothing much to comment liao...
Everyone ard me is showing their card liao...
I just quietly sit and watch bah.
Yes, I secured my job...
I am doing a Website+namecard+flyer design for this tution center...
Her husband is interested to hire me do booth designwhich is at HK lor... and also his company's namecard and website... Even asked me wana do bag design anot, but I rejected on this... Not really my field and I will only try it if I manage to finish off the things they gave...
They say after these 2 might be other projects coming up... wah... personal designer sia.
But, I feel abit cheap labour... haiz... I am too soft hearted when ppl beg me for cheaper price... and she is my fren's fren.... harder to be firm at pricing.
My fren say $ not impt, experience more impt. Pi leh... I am so farking in need for $. My family is low cash, I am low cash too. I need to get alot things for my daily life, but I been tolerating. I need to change my watch and hp... these will make me heartache all the time... I wont abandon them, but keep them away safely...
I need more clothes for me to meet clients and stuffs. I need cosmetics for formal events. I need a scanner+printer as part of my surviving tool for work. I need to get better desktop as my 5 years old one is like gona CMI soon...
My cooling sport shoes is spoilt, and I got no bucks to get a new one. I needa wear adidas climate cool series to reduce my feet skin problem... it is all caused by sweaty feet and palm... I consulted doc last time, they suggest me do an op to cut away some of the sweat glands... @_@;; consider a big op as hab to cut inside the chest area.
But anyway, I am overall feeling abit... below average...
I really duno who to tok to anymore, except blogging all my sad things out...
I wish there is some one to listen to me.
If there is really no. 8 pawn shop in this world... I guess I will use my feelings to exchange for more talent... as least I wont feel so easily depress...=)
I am so sick of everything. haiz...
Next week I will get to see XXXXX 2 times... I feel so luan. Of coz I wana see him, but I know I hab to stop all these and forget abt him already. I dun wan to force anyone to accept my feelings for them...
Is this gona be my last heartbeat for others..? =)
But all I know is he will be the first and the last man in my life. I prefer gals if I would hab to choose another guy.. lolx...
What am I man... -___-;;;
Shld I get ODM watch...? It's the brand he is wearing... =/
HAiz... but I just said wana forget him nia. ARGH.
I wish I have a memory lost, but all my knowledge and skills not lost... so I could continue living without having any feelings for anyone. =)
>_<
Xin, yi zhi hao tong... zi cong ni li kai le wode shi jie, wo de xin cong lai mei you zhen zhen zheng zheng de kuai le guo.
haiz...
very emo tonite.
Guess I will blog abt wat I did today tmr...
Tmr nite going geylang, Monday gona go nafa den go find winnie and her frens to play mahjong... lolx....
