Hmm...
Wednesday -
Went to Levis Fashion show.. and saw Chao Guo Hui...
First time putting on makeup... just simply put all the shits on my face... First time did eyeliner... overall I was quite satisfied except abit too thick and the hot weather caused me have to keep use tissue to gently press on my face to absorb the sweat and not wiping of my makeup...
Had Crystal Jade for dinner with CQ, Ben, Wet and Alvin. Fun outing... hehe...
Thursday -
Went to NAFA to see degree grad show... Ok lah... duno how to appreciate. =X Saw only the ID and ED show.. the rest didnt dare to enter... @_@;;;
Wanted to go see comtemporary writing as it was under XXXXX... but still nv go lah...
Was suppose to meet this fren I knew from fridae who was doing her grad show too... but she have to rush off somewhere thus nv meet up.
Met sis and went for the midnite shopping... just bought a magazine from kino, a jap mag called arena 37°C... DBSK as cover page... 20+ bucks... inside got lotsa Jrock bands... =D~~~
Went far east to shop until kinda late... bt, BAPE start to put price tag besides their product... wakakaka... =x but 1 tee for SGD$170+... =_=;;; I will only buy if I am as rich as XXXXX.. =X
Saw some cool guys street wear shop opening... but inside got these 2 guys wrapping their arms ard eachother's waist... guess they are.. ahem? str8 guys will liddat meh... somemore not awhile nia... wraping while drinking and chatting.. so ai mei.
At nite saw this necklace and this arm warmer from visual shoxxx... ordered them... and collected today... haha...
Friday (today) -
Suppose to meet up Visual Shoxxx to get my things, but I overslpt... @_@;;; Was typing my resume the previous nite till 4am... I started ard 2am... lolx.. mich, I am done with it already... XDDD Was suppose to meet her at 1pm at city hall, but 12.30pm I still at punggol. Smsed her saying I will be late... she said hab to rush off to Tampines by 2pm, so I met her there instead. Nearer and easier for me. =D
Love the 2 things I bought... wakakaka... XDDD
Went NAFA again for the grad show... wanted to meet up the fren... but again, she kenot make it... =_=;;; having some discussion with her lect.... guess we not fate sia.Abit sadded...
Went to carpark to see if his car is ard.. but no luck.
Sat in a 7-11 nearby to rot for 3 hours... first time rot inside a 7-11 for so long... inside got table n chairs.. =D
Was eating ice cream while observing people walking outside...
During this period of time, I smsed alot people... well, not lot lah.. but quite a few... wanted to ask them out.. but none actually able to go out with me. how sad. =/
Some already have date, some don't tell me what they are doing in SG(well, I guess shld be dating with her ahem)and some duno doing what, no reply... and some I know they dun wana go out and somemore last min request so I nv sms... Some working. But those who replied, thanks alot... =)
Actually, my mood today was super duber bad. (aiya, u everyday oso bad mood)
Why?
I had a bad dream in the morning. I was with my nafa frens, and we go to this shop opened by XXXXX and his fren... and who knows.. this fren is his gay partner... and they actually make out in the shop, of coz, not infront of us, but we know they are doing it. =/ (worse is the partner is a damn lao uncle. =/)
Damn, I feel so devastated in my dream. I woke up from crying...
I am trying to forget abt him... Trying real hard... =) I don't bear to forget about him... but I know I have to. Coz I dun wana lost another person dear to me... I am afraid he might find out if I let my lust continue... I am afraid he will avoid me... He is a very nice and good mentor... =)
But, I am grateful that someone once dear to me replied my sms... and chat abit with me... =D It cheers me up.. thanks my dear fren...
After today, I felt much more lonely... coz I really got no frens to accompany whenever I need them urgently...
Maybe this is really my fate and life... Wo de Ming....
Ganbatte Gwen... Go sleep, and everything will be fine when you wake up. =)
Lonely, I am so Lonely...
I have nobody...
All by my own~~~~
Get used to it!
Tmr steamyboat session... guess I will quietly eat again.. duno wat to say... haha...
Oyasumi...
