haiz...
submissions are finally over... ID passed... ED duno... the rest oso duno...
I felt abit sad... coz I put in so much effort this term yet I dun see a fruitful result...
Felt so sucky... The results are maciam like those last min work I do...
I put in so much effort.. and I am so satisfied by my outcome.. yet, such result...
I did model for ED coz I hope he will collect it... but never... =/
not good enough lah.. Gwen sux.
Both Sat and Mon... I lend my lappy gib ppl render their pic.. end up I couldnt fine tune my stuffs... worse still, tues is ED submission which I am more concern de... but I still choose to lend it to someone to render... end up I do my things damn freaking slow.... so, kinda cock up... =/ Didnt do well in the presentation board...
and worse...... he didnt manage to make it in time to render finish, and add salt to wound, it low batt and the render closed after rendering for 7 hours or more liddat...
Monday nite I didnt go home.... Stayed at a McD near my sch and rush proj... CQ and Ben was there too.. I rush until morning and then rush home to get my stuffs and go to sch for submission... @@;;;
no manage to take photo... Yen left so early too.. banana sabrina why come gib toks. ccb. =/
Overall... this submission is a very depressing one for me....
I saw selfish people... people who make use of my soft heart attitude... people who dun give a damn when I need help... blah blah...
I felt so... sad. lol... cant find another word to puke out from my head... limited vocab...
Looking back at the efforts I put in this term, I felt so wasted... I felt I sux at all things.... Why am I born.... Why study nafa...
I got no talent nor skill in anything...
I dont wana talk anymore... I am tired. =/ might as well die off....
