Been so busy until even depress oso hab to throw it aside and finish up project first...
Thursday nite... CQ, Ben and me was rushing project in school lab... until 10pm+.. We were abt to go back, but my dad is coming over to fetch me...
CQ say she dun feel like going home and such... I offered to let her stay... but she say Ben not around... go oso no use... then I say.. yalor...
I hab to wait for my dad, so they left first... after awhile, CQ called and say she going to overnite at Ben's hse... can do project.. I admit I abit too anxious and naive... I said I wana join them... and I called my parents... tell them no need come fetch me...
After that, CQ called again saying that Ben said kenot too many ppl go... other room mates will not be happy... so ming xian is I cannot go lah... I felt so hurt... yet I hab to act nvm... and smile and joke abt it... =/
I called my parents and ask them come fetch me after I put down the phone with CQ... they ask why sudden change... I replied say they scare roommate unhappy, so all nv go.. I nv say is I being abandoned... lol...
I am always being abandoned at a corner isnt it...?
It's already passed so many days.. but right now, I actually cried while typing this...
Sory, I wont be hindering you 2 by being an extra 3rd person anymore... I will excuse myself from you 2. Friday, accompany you all to Chingay is the last thing I will do with you all... I wont tagged along in the future except doing group work...
I had enough of such situation. I rather be lonely.
