You know wat...?
I finally understand where I stand.
I was never important at all.
She never recognised me as her gf before.
IF she did, she would have let everyone know it...
She only let everyone know about her current gf...
I know I am not as pretty as her... but, I know I love you more than her.
But, whatever it is... it's all over. I am tired of thinking about such things anymore.
Besides this, I am tired of pushing myself so hard to get attention by people. I joined clubs, help out people, set up this and that... just only to get attention.
I am lonely... I am scared of not being needed...
But, now I know, no matter how hard or how much I do, I am never needed. I was never important at all to anyone.
Everything people tells me are lies...
I hate my life.
I wish I could end everything...
