this was typed few days back, but wasnt able to post it successfuly on my home pc.. got problem.. so saved in notepad and now, i am sending it out from lappy... XDDD
Ahhh... been super.. duber... wooopppperr.... BUSY!!! >_<;;;
No breaks at all... but, I somehow enjoying it... lolx... just feel like devote into my school stuffs... =D
Maybe there is a new motivation for me now... XDD~~
I seriously always felt that, living for myself is useless, unless I live for someone else... ^^;;;
Anyway, I think Denise is having some problem with her relationship... sounds complicated... Do hope she is fine with dealing it... =) Anytime u need a listening ear, I will be there for u... these few weeks I still can spare time if u ever need... =D
Talking abt her.... When I see her getting in troubles in relationship... I starts to worry... Not happy or what. Does that means I really could let her go already and treasure her as a very nice friend?
I think, I can confidently give an answer now. It's a Yes... =D Why force it when I cant give her any happiness and plainly empty promises... might as well let her go find someone she really could spend time and feel comfortable with... I think I could understand why you always like to ask me go find a new target if there is one... lolx...
But still, I love you as a very great friend who show me another chapter in my life... Thank you... =D
I think this is the first time I ever say such things so str8 and public... haha... Dont worry, I will pray for you and your relationshipp... XDDD
Talking abt relationship... my best fren in NAFA is out of love... she is the one initiated the breakup... and yet she is down... That's her first love... she wanted to break due to time management and she thinks that the feeling is fading... and maybe other reasons lah... But, no matter what, this really proves that, you will only treasure when you lost it... ^^;;; Silly girl.. Please be back my old CaiQing... and let me bully... XDDD you always staring into the blank scares me.. and makes me worried... >_<;;;
As for me... Relationship is something I wouldnt like to force anymore... ting tian you ming... lolx... But, you can never stop me from falling for someone... XDD~~~ current sweetheart really makes my heart flutters like mad... ahhhh.... and is a GUY.... yea, still that guy. Damn. It's been burning for so long... lolx...
Maybe I am sick of being hurt by girls and str8s.... Afterall, a guy might not be a bad choice if he is really the PERFECT MAN... XDDDD But, talk so much, if the guy is not this GUY... I think I wont hab feel lah.. XDDD The feeling of being greatly in love with someone is so amusing... so nice... to feel my heart pounds... I thought my heart gona stop pounding for a long time... lolx...
Love.... What an amusing thing... making human beings go round and round over it... XDDDD~~
