Very tired...
though I am rotting at home.. but... very tired... even in dreams i also got lotsa things to do... lol...
sometimes.. i think i just think too much about the words you say... somehow, i think those are not meant for me... you got so much frens... it might be for them... just myself.. one sidedly... thinking that u still have feelings for me...
lya club are getting busy... things are cocking up... =/
Anyway... my mind now only have one word... SIAN...
the other day went out with someone... actually wana find another fren de... but than... she cmi... so i went out with this fren... but... duno... we both are in a very sian mood... when shopping oso very sian.... we got diff taste i guess... and... she mention she want the cmi fren to help her doll up and help her pick clothes... somehow.. i feel kinda.. bu suang... but.. yea... i am useless...
duno why feeling down again... feel so tired... SIAN AH~
again have the tot of... why m i on this world.... =/
