Got a very heart tightening feeling.. like lacking of oxygen... and feel like puking...
why?
coz... I am loss at words...
finally get to sit down and chat with her liao.. but... I duno how to chat... maybe too long nv chat... or there is too much things i wana share with her...
or...
I am afraid to provoke her in anyway or any words...
duno how shld i behave...
i am afraid of getting rejection of my passionate...
all i did is just to stare at her msn and hope she will tok to me...
baka ne watashi... =/
