I sms you that I am depress... you also never say anything...
It makes me feel that I am irritating, that's why you never reply me... is it so? =/
I am sad... what is the meaning of living... everyone say you must love yourself and live for yourself before you take care of someone else... but... the fact is... why should I live for myself when I know I will die like in 50 years down the road? I wana love someone coz... it will be my mission to make the special someone happy... by making her happy, I find the meaning of living...
Sigh.. duno wtf I am talking... I wanted to punch smthg... or slash my arm... but then... I dont wan other ppl's attention to it... if I get cuts and wounds on me... maybe I should go tattoo.. or piercing instead...
