Sometimes, I think what other people say are bullshit.
Life still goes on even I am sad and depress. People will say they feel sad if I feel sad, if I die they will cry. But I wonder, how many percent are real.
I got more tired than last time. Life totally sucks. =/ My schoolmates are quite sucky too... I am so tired arguing with my friend when doing the project. Well, Not dislike her, but just very tired. But, she is the only one I could hang out with lor, and I am the only one she usually hangs out with, or rather, she scare I lonely...
Yea... I am lonely. But, even there is someone beside me, I still feel empty. My heart feel very weird nowdays. Very very weird. Die, why am I feeling like that. It's seriously affecting my daily life. Worse is, nobody will understand how I feel. My "best" friend in school will give me that kinda attitude that makes me think that my feelings are not important. Well, all they care is results and their schoolwork, unlike me, so fucking free to moodswing. Lolx...
Do I think more than what others think? Sometimes, I really think I think too much. Until my mind is so fucking tired. I just need a turn off button sometimes...
Guess is the 1 month holiday didnt rest enough. Keep falling sick until no time to give my mind a break. Somemore busy dealing with the website. My mind is super super tired. Never felt so tired before... *sigh*
