Argh... woke up from 2 hrs sleep... coz keep farking coughing... =/ cough like fuck lor.... anyway, I am damn emotional unstable now..
After woke up, I logged in to somewhere... Saw someone on somwhere... sad after reading her diary... I wonder am I the one she love with all her heart, or I am the one that love her with all her heart... =/ I cried upon reading... wat is xin fu... when you are no longer with me...
awww... fuck lah... cry for fuck... so long never cry le.... cry cry cry... becoz u awis cry ppl farking dislike you... bcoz you are so farking sticky, ppl dont like you... go on lah... be watever farking attitude you want.. she will no longer be back with you le... no matter how much farking effort you put in...
I wana take chang jin's phrase... Wo hao lei le, wo zai ye bu yao zhong tou kai shi, zhe ci wo ye yao shu xi le.... (I am very tired, I don't wana start afresh again, this time I wana rest too...) But, fark lor, there will be no min zheng hao to pop out to save me... I will die like nobody farking business.... =/
I think I gona MIA after I complete the Lee Young Ae website... This time.. I gona MIA for long...
Her sms are no longer as passionate nor active like it used to be when we kinda patch in april.. when I was struggling with my projects... wtf man... wat is wrong...
