Needa save $...
Or best.. get a job. :P
Why?
Because...
K-ON! STUFFS ARE COMING UP!!!
It's so hard to resist this time... love Mio the most... :P Mio is the girl in long black hair.. :P
Love this series lotsa..and ya.. me otaku girl somehow... again.. :P
I so wana get them all..and ya, music band theme just seems to be attracting me all the time... :P
Some are not even out yet, mostly are pre-showcased at recent anime fair in Japan.. :D
Or best.. get a job. :P
Why?
Because...
K-ON! STUFFS ARE COMING UP!!!
It's so hard to resist this time... love Mio the most... :P Mio is the girl in long black hair.. :P
Love this series lotsa..and ya.. me otaku girl somehow... again.. :P
I so wana get them all..and ya, music band theme just seems to be attracting me all the time... :P
Some are not even out yet, mostly are pre-showcased at recent anime fair in Japan.. :D
*Fallen AngeL*
x 7/29/2009 05:26:00 AM
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Thursday, July 23, 2009x 7/29/2009 05:26:00 AM
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Was sick last Sat after coming back from chalet... duno was it because I got used to the fluffy nice pillow at chalet and felt giddy after I slept on my skinny flatten pillow... I seriously needa go get one new pillow I think..
Anyway, the giddiness was like no word could describe..and it was the 2nd time in this year that I encountered such kinda terrible giddiness...
It's like the whole freaking world spinning..and even it still giddy when I close my eyes lying down and not moving...
In the end I sit up and try to lie down with alot pillows behind to raise my head higher..alot higher, which is almost like sitting.. haha...
Scenerio was - Dear at my house overnite as we plan to reach hougang early to meet Meng, Mich, and Regina(Mich's sis)... We plan to have our -unspecific-routine-baking-session-.... So half way thru my sleep, I was awaken by my super giddiness..and cannot tahan sia... I woke dear by and we went to parents' bed to rest... oh, she was sleeping on wooden sofa, and me on the floor with a thick blanket as mattress... we did this a few time and it wasnt a problem, duno what's wrong that day...
She help me to my parents' room to rest (parents went to work liao lah..) then brought me panadol which I also duno where the hell she find it as I thought my house ran out of it, left with cold ones only... after taking it and rest awhile, I felt slightly better... it was already 8plus I think... I wanted to sms mich, but was too shag to do so, and I fell aslp, until mich called me.. haha..
So so so sorry darlings for unable to turn up... :( We will have one soon ok? ;D
And guess what? My sweetest darlings actually brought me the product they made!! :D Cookies!!! They made lotsa yummy cookies!! :D
Love them very muchy, and yea, wooper yummy.. u guys could go open shop liao lor... haha.. perhaps we should open a shop or something... hahaa... I heard of a young guy open an online chocolate shop in SG before.. :P
And ya, photos below! :D
Anyway, the giddiness was like no word could describe..and it was the 2nd time in this year that I encountered such kinda terrible giddiness...
It's like the whole freaking world spinning..and even it still giddy when I close my eyes lying down and not moving...
In the end I sit up and try to lie down with alot pillows behind to raise my head higher..alot higher, which is almost like sitting.. haha...
Scenerio was - Dear at my house overnite as we plan to reach hougang early to meet Meng, Mich, and Regina(Mich's sis)... We plan to have our -unspecific-routine-baking-session-.... So half way thru my sleep, I was awaken by my super giddiness..and cannot tahan sia... I woke dear by and we went to parents' bed to rest... oh, she was sleeping on wooden sofa, and me on the floor with a thick blanket as mattress... we did this a few time and it wasnt a problem, duno what's wrong that day...
She help me to my parents' room to rest (parents went to work liao lah..) then brought me panadol which I also duno where the hell she find it as I thought my house ran out of it, left with cold ones only... after taking it and rest awhile, I felt slightly better... it was already 8plus I think... I wanted to sms mich, but was too shag to do so, and I fell aslp, until mich called me.. haha..
So so so sorry darlings for unable to turn up... :( We will have one soon ok? ;D
And guess what? My sweetest darlings actually brought me the product they made!! :D Cookies!!! They made lotsa yummy cookies!! :D
Love them very muchy, and yea, wooper yummy.. u guys could go open shop liao lor... haha.. perhaps we should open a shop or something... hahaa... I heard of a young guy open an online chocolate shop in SG before.. :P
And ya, photos below! :D
*Fallen AngeL*
x 7/23/2009 05:19:00 AM
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Sunday, July 19, 2009x 7/23/2009 05:19:00 AM
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Should I continue study my Japanese and work in Japan? :/
I wish I could live and work in Japan...
It's my dream to do so...
I wish...
I wish I could live and work in Japan...
It's my dream to do so...
I wish...
*Fallen AngeL*
x 7/19/2009 04:32:00 AM
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Friday, July 10, 2009x 7/19/2009 04:32:00 AM
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I was pretty upset...
At times like this, you still have the cheek to bring up regarding hp privacy.
Yes, I admit I like to peep into your phone.
Why? You know the reason.
Since you are not truthful, I will have to force my way to learn about things that you have done behind my back.
I was hoping you will ask me to stop irc and knowing those guys and at least, get jealous over it, but you care you bloody phone more than me?!
I was really angry, at that point, I really find it meaningless to be together. Perhaps, we hang on because we needed a companion.
Is there still love in our relationship?
I cant feel it much anymore...
But, I still choose to be with you.
Why?
I duno...
Habit...
Lonely...
etc...
or
Love...?
I have never felt so lost in our relationship...
Yet, your heart is not there to guide me back anymore...
Every night since then, I have been wetting my pillow...
I couldnt sleep...
I surf, watch anime, chat with random guys...
I just wanted to forget that nightmare, but it wont go away...
Nothing could bring it away...
Nothing...
"I'll be here.."
Why?
"I'll be waiting here.."
For what?
"I'll be waiting for you so.. if you come here... you'll find me... I promise."
Are you still there waiting for me?
At times like this, you still have the cheek to bring up regarding hp privacy.
Yes, I admit I like to peep into your phone.
Why? You know the reason.
Since you are not truthful, I will have to force my way to learn about things that you have done behind my back.
I was hoping you will ask me to stop irc and knowing those guys and at least, get jealous over it, but you care you bloody phone more than me?!
I was really angry, at that point, I really find it meaningless to be together. Perhaps, we hang on because we needed a companion.
Is there still love in our relationship?
I cant feel it much anymore...
But, I still choose to be with you.
Why?
I duno...
Habit...
Lonely...
etc...
or
Love...?
I have never felt so lost in our relationship...
Yet, your heart is not there to guide me back anymore...
Every night since then, I have been wetting my pillow...
I couldnt sleep...
I surf, watch anime, chat with random guys...
I just wanted to forget that nightmare, but it wont go away...
Nothing could bring it away...
Nothing...
"I'll be here.."
Why?
"I'll be waiting here.."
For what?
"I'll be waiting for you so.. if you come here... you'll find me... I promise."
Are you still there waiting for me?
*Fallen AngeL*
x 7/10/2009 06:21:00 AM
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Tuesday, July 07, 2009x 7/10/2009 06:21:00 AM
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李玖哲-想太多
你笑着说他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安那么沉重
只有你不懂
他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说都是错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
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李玖哲 - 不完美
你常常说 我很完美
没人能取代 我给的一切
我就以为 我努力更完美
我们 就会永远
完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美
后来你说 我太完美
值得更好的 陪在我身边
你不是我 你怎么能体会
你有 多么珍贵
完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美
完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美成了罪
完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美
你笑着说他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安那么沉重
只有你不懂
他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说都是错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
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李玖哲 - 不完美
你常常说 我很完美
没人能取代 我给的一切
我就以为 我努力更完美
我们 就会永远
完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美
后来你说 我太完美
值得更好的 陪在我身边
你不是我 你怎么能体会
你有 多么珍贵
完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美
完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美成了罪
完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美
*Fallen AngeL*
x 7/07/2009 03:46:00 AM
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Monday, July 06, 2009x 7/07/2009 03:46:00 AM
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Memories flashing back... words you said during that period make sense now...
Lina Khoo 又再愛妳 折磨是我自己April 26 at 4:30am
Lina Khoo 世界上最遥远的距离 不是我不能说我爱妳 而是想妳痛彻心脾 却只能深埋心底April 26 at 4:00am
These are all for her... I know you will deny.. but your subconscious is thinking of her...
Everything happened during that period, a period which I placed my total trust in you.
I thought everything will be fine, as long as I trust, as long as we love eachother...
But things just dont work that way I guess.
I used to jealous over you and her being so close to eachother and calling eachother dear and darling though she is married.
But, never I think of that your feeling for her is so strong that you actually confessed.
If memories didnt fail me, it was that period that she share her problem of her relationship with you that makes your heartache and wanting to protect her.
Even so, it is not something I could forgive you easily.
While I was thinking through everything before I decide to forgive you, I thought of few solutions:
1. Continue with you, but just dating and flirting, no sting attach.
2. Just pretend to love you and suck your money dry.
3. Start all over from dating.
4. Forgive and continue where we were and love you.
5. Forget everything about us.
In the end I chose 4... just because you cried and it breaks my heart...
If I am to tell the truth, I am seriously not sure how much love I could place with you already.
It hurts me too much this time, so much that I cant cry, or even trying to avoid thinking it.
It's as though you 2 have betrayed me...
Just why love have to be so complex. Why cant people just love 1 and only, at least, try to love 1 and only.
I did my share of being loyal, you failed.
It's not my fault if I decide to change one day, you are the one caused it.
Lina Khoo 又再愛妳 折磨是我自己April 26 at 4:30am
Lina Khoo 世界上最遥远的距离 不是我不能说我爱妳 而是想妳痛彻心脾 却只能深埋心底April 26 at 4:00am
These are all for her... I know you will deny.. but your subconscious is thinking of her...
Everything happened during that period, a period which I placed my total trust in you.
I thought everything will be fine, as long as I trust, as long as we love eachother...
But things just dont work that way I guess.
I used to jealous over you and her being so close to eachother and calling eachother dear and darling though she is married.
But, never I think of that your feeling for her is so strong that you actually confessed.
If memories didnt fail me, it was that period that she share her problem of her relationship with you that makes your heartache and wanting to protect her.
Even so, it is not something I could forgive you easily.
While I was thinking through everything before I decide to forgive you, I thought of few solutions:
1. Continue with you, but just dating and flirting, no sting attach.
2. Just pretend to love you and suck your money dry.
3. Start all over from dating.
4. Forgive and continue where we were and love you.
5. Forget everything about us.
In the end I chose 4... just because you cried and it breaks my heart...
If I am to tell the truth, I am seriously not sure how much love I could place with you already.
It hurts me too much this time, so much that I cant cry, or even trying to avoid thinking it.
It's as though you 2 have betrayed me...
Just why love have to be so complex. Why cant people just love 1 and only, at least, try to love 1 and only.
I did my share of being loyal, you failed.
It's not my fault if I decide to change one day, you are the one caused it.
*Fallen AngeL*
x 7/06/2009 07:03:00 PM
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Saturday, July 04, 2009x 7/06/2009 07:03:00 PM
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We are out of eachother's world.
*Fallen AngeL*
x 7/04/2009 04:38:00 AM
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Thursday, July 02, 2009x 7/04/2009 04:38:00 AM
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http://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Japanese_proverbs
I like this proverb the most..
二兎を追う者は一兎をも得ず。
coz it was said by Ayame in Sakura wars! XD
Ya, just trying to be chim. XD
Nah, saw my favourite proverb in a friend's nick and decide to look up on more.. XD
I like this proverb the most..
二兎を追う者は一兎をも得ず。
coz it was said by Ayame in Sakura wars! XD
Ya, just trying to be chim. XD
Nah, saw my favourite proverb in a friend's nick and decide to look up on more.. XD
*Fallen AngeL*
x 7/02/2009 02:37:00 AM
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x 7/02/2009 02:37:00 AM
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Why so much figurines I wana buy... :(
Either figurines or plushies.. :(
I want more money...
No, what I need is...
Not a rich gf...
but...
A JOB.
Get your ass and go outta work lah.. BAKA GWEN! X_X
Yea.. I need a job.. but I am lazy...
I kinda, gave up on design since my degree interview...
Was kinda sad over it.. since they comment my stuffs is not up to standard... :(
I wana open a shop... but do what? Sell wat? and no $ to open.. X_X
Either figurines or plushies.. :(
I want more money...
No, what I need is...
Not a rich gf...
but...
A JOB.
Get your ass and go outta work lah.. BAKA GWEN! X_X
Yea.. I need a job.. but I am lazy...
I kinda, gave up on design since my degree interview...
Was kinda sad over it.. since they comment my stuffs is not up to standard... :(
I wana open a shop... but do what? Sell wat? and no $ to open.. X_X
*Fallen AngeL*
x 7/02/2009 12:48:00 AM
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x 7/02/2009 12:48:00 AM
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