Monday, March 31, 2008

heavenly days By Aragaki Yui (Koizora Movie Insert Song)



新垣結衣 - Heavenly Days
Yui Aragaki - Heavenly Days

作詩:新原陽一 作曲:クボケンジ

目覚ましが鳴る 前に起きて時を止める
思い出せるのは もうなんとなくだけど 君の事
i woke up before the alarm clock started ringing and stopped the time
somehow or another, i could remember all about you

一億分の君に会えた 奇跡なんかも
いつの間にか 忘れちゃうかな
忘れた事さえもきっと忘れてしまうの?
the one in a hundred million chance i met you, was like a miracle
have i forgotten that without noticing?
are forgotten things really gone forever?

ヘブンリーデイズ 胸のポケットの部屋
君の消えたぬくもりを探すよ
もう二度と君を想う事はなくても あぁ
まだ少し暖かい あの日々に鍵をかけて
heavenly days the room in my chest pocket
i'm searching for your warmth that had disappeared
even if i'll never again think of things about you, aa
its still a little warm, i lock it up in the memories of that day

歩き疲れて 座り込んで 途方に暮れて
叶わない夢 運命とか 二人なら言えた
tried from walking i sat down and was at a loss
we would have talked about unreachable dreams and fate

改札口で言えなかった 言いたかった
「ありがとう」って 言葉はたぶん
「さよなら」よりも悲しい言葉に思うの
at the gate we couldn't speak, we didn't want to speak
"thank you" is probably
a sadder word than "goodbye" i think

ヘブンリーデイズ うまく笑えてたかな
最後のキスシーン 震える君の手も
握れなかった 涙さえ落ちなかった あぁ
ひとりぼっちになり 今更溢れ出すよ
heavenly days you smiled so effortlessly
the last kiss scene and i didn't even hold
your shaking hand, i didn't shed any tears. aa
only after i'm alone did the tears start flowing

ヘブンリーデイズ 胸のポケットの部屋
君の消えたぬくもりを探すよ
もう二度と君を想う事はなくても あぁ
手を伸ばしてみても ここにはもう居ないよ
新しい光の下 歩き出すよ
heavenly days the room in my chest pocket
i'm searching for your warmth that had disappeared
even if i'll never again think of things about you, aa
even if i tried to reach out to you, you are no longer here
under the new day's light, i started walking away


*Fallen AngeL*
x 3/31/2008 12:42:00 AM

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Why is life so painful when you tried so hard to get it smooth and easy...

Why is life so tough when you just pray for simple instead of being rich and famous...

Why is it that the person you trust and promise would break them all when you arent prepare that to happen...




Why must people hurt another people to get themselves up to where they want.. or simply just to feel satisfied.



I hope I am not those people I mentioned... wahaha...




I am just tired... of everything...




However.. I am still gona trust you...for one last time... after this... I doubt I would even be around to depress... haha...


Ahhh fine lah... I admit.. I am already very depressed liao.... so tired that I pray that I will not wake up when I close my eyes to slp everynite...


XDDDD












If you arent ready...why bother to hold my hand...why bother to snatch me over...why bother about me...



haiz...






Life Sux... (so long never use since sec sch.. XD)







I wish I am back to primary school life... where there isnt much painful things to go thru... and I dont even know what is love.... hah!


And best is.... NO PROJECTS!! NO FYP~~~~!!! XD





I so wana give up of FYP.... it's so torturing.... can I withdraw from sch for a year? Rofl. I can......if I got the money. -____-


*Fallen AngeL*
x 3/31/2008 12:20:00 AM

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Friday, March 28, 2008

Ahhhhhh....


Nintendo DS Sakura Taisen's Game getto! ^^

My sis's friend bought it liao...and I hope the list will continue...as others are important oso...kekeke...


Now, I wonder if I could get my hands on a DS... X_x;;;




Lelong lelong~~ Anyone wana buy me DS?~~ XDDDDD XP



Lazy to blog...counting down to my project final submission....which is like... 1 month... X_x;;;or lesser...haha.. X_x;;;


*drops dead*


*Fallen AngeL*
x 3/28/2008 10:39:00 PM

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Sunday, March 23, 2008

I wana hide off somewhere where I would feel safe...

I wana hide off somewhere where I would free from everything...

I wana hide off somewhere where I would not have to put on a fake smile...

I wana hide off somewhere where I would not need to think so much...

I wana hide off somewhere where I would not feel lonely...

I wana hide off somewhere where I would feel all loved and etc...



But then again, where can I hide to?





Sometimes, death occurs in my mind... but, will it totally free me? What will happen after one die? Just everything stop and memory loss? Or there is more they have to face? No one knows unless you have died... but then again, if everything just stop, maybe you wouldnt even know you have died....


Anyway it is... I am just plain crapping...





I am so tired of everything... Just wana shut myself off since no one bother... Guess, I am not suitable to ask for this and that, order people to do this and that, afterall, I dont own a princess life where she could ask for anything and everything. How I wish I could simply get someone to lick my feet kinda life. Haha...dream on. X_x I am nothing but the lowest being among all the beings...



Things just dont go whatever way I want... promises just dont fufill as it was promised. Aims just dont go as it was first set. Targets never seems to reach when it is just infront. Time never seems to be enough even I have the same as others. My mood just never seems to be happy as it shows.



Haiz...


我什麼都不敢奢望


*Fallen AngeL*
x 3/23/2008 01:26:00 AM

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Sunday, March 16, 2008

Tired...

Life is getting tougher and busier.


Hate FYP.



Hating myself... for everything.... hmph! X_X




Fishy!! Update soon... Thanks for Gong Gong and jie jie and jie fu's fishing trip... =D


*wondering if her fish is still flapping in the fridge* XD


*runs to pom pom*


*Fallen AngeL*
x 3/16/2008 07:04:00 AM

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Friday, March 14, 2008

Should be sleeping... but tummy pain... I guess... I am having PMS...


Kinda moody...


Was sad for being kena as I dili deli and late to fetch dear... X_x;;; Mom lah... keep talk and talk to me... X_x;;; watever... it already passed...



Kinda moody...and felt like curl up in a corner... T___T




Maybe I cling onto dear too much... X_x;;; time to let go abit bah...



I am simply drowning in my stupid PMS... X_x;;;


Run outta pads. Gotta get them tmr... hope I remember... X_X;;;



Gona fix up my bushy hair... they have totally grown into a messy birdy nest. X_X;;


Gona turn it blue again...? With Pink strips...? Er...or how about turning it brown..? X_x;; no idea.. cant decide... X_X;;;;


Lao Gong, please wakey me at 10am... I wana lunch with u and go make my hair.... if you dont mind I am gona cling onto u during ur lunch...

If we are meeting... please help me remember to snap a foto of my bloody long hair... and a photo of us.. X_x



I am just feeling so dead and moody....




and fuck.


1 week break is up. wth? so fast? -_____- what the fuck have I done?





NOTHING!!! X_X




Headache, time for bed!


*huggles gun gun to slp*



brrrr~! Cold! XD


*Fallen AngeL*
x 3/14/2008 02:59:00 AM

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Thursday, March 13, 2008

Yea~~ My firsto Gundam~~ XDD~~~



Was greatly influenced by Lao Gong's favourite thingy.. Strike Freedom Gundam! XD

Er... I have never watch any Gundam Seed but knew about it due to cosplay and my anime passion... =P

This is how Strike Freedom looks like in anime...




This is how my kit looks like without edit...






Did a after war and worn out Gundam... bet Lao Gong gona heart break when she see how her darling DESTROYED~ the gundam.. =P
















How's it? X_x;;; It was done on a non-graded Gundam... not even HG lor.. X_x;;;; hehe... X_x;;;;


Tools are...

- Scissors
- File (to bua things that file)
- Copic Markers
- Copic 0.05 black ink pen.. (wana get 0.03 but too exp!)
- Poster colour paint (Gold)
- White paint pen (kinda screwed the gundam with this pen... X_X)


Yea... they are not proper gundam tools... but somehow I made by with it... XDDD


Now all I need is a can of top coat... to secure all the inks and colourings... X_x;;; hmmmmm.....



Mwackz! Lao Gong! Hope you like it...and u will get to see it later evening! ^^ Love you! ^^


and this is how a pro's gundam at a higher grade looks like... :(




*Fallen AngeL*
x 3/13/2008 03:14:00 AM

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Monday, March 10, 2008

Weee~~ New Camera~~ Sony Cyber-shot T300~~ Silver one! ^^

Sony CyberShot T300

Sony CyberShot DSC-T300



Dont mind me.... this photo was taken with my lousy hp cam.. XDDD;;;

I love I.T Fair~~ XDDDD


Tried T200 b4 with my fren's cam... kinda nice..and it's touch screen~~ *pokes with cute cute stylus* XDDDD


Decided to get T300 for it's mega pixel... it's a 10.1 mega pixel! ^^


Wee~ Finally, a compact fellow....


But, I still love my Fz5 Panasonic for it's manual function which I could play with... :D~~~


*Fallen AngeL*
x 3/10/2008 01:19:00 AM

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