Thursday, January 31, 2008

http://global.yesasia.com/en/PrdDept.aspx/code-j/section-games/pid-1005154215/

So the want this game...though I dont own a DS...for NOW.... Will get it after get my PSP.. XD


Ahhh.... I so wana collect Sakura Wars's every product like last time...gosh.. ><


*Fallen AngeL*
x 1/31/2008 02:12:00 AM

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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Had a very sweet night with Lao Gong for our 3rd month anniversary... =D

Updates to be up...soon... I hope.. XD *lazy bones*


Oh yea, we happily romantic pak tor-ing...and this weird black guy come apporach and ask if he could join in our fun...wtf? -___-;;


Guys are soooooooooooooooooooo despo. tsk tsk tsk.


*Fallen AngeL*
x 1/22/2008 02:00:00 AM

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Sunday, January 20, 2008

Havent been able to sleep well for a few days...or close to a week...

Nothing's wrong, just that...


I BEEN DREAMING TOO MUCH IN MY SLEEPS!! T___T


So tired even after a long slp that is close to 10 hours or so? X_X Not that kinda slp too much de tired... it felt as though I didnt slp at all.. X_X;;; Alot dreams... nonsense ones, things that I did in the day... things that happened, things that I watched...keep on repeating in my dreams... X_X Making me maciam just shoot finish an action pack film and being the main lead in the show.... XDDDD;;;

Even after I woke up, I tried to clear my mind and go back to bed, but still, dreams come in... even if I just take a short nap or wat...I dream oso...even on bus! For goodness sake. -____-

I need real good sleeps... T_T *yawnz* Been not in good mood without my beauty sleeps... XDDDD I so need a good rest... >_< *cries for a quality sleep*

*pops in sleeping pills and sleep like nobody business... or sleep until die...* XD


*Fallen AngeL*
x 1/20/2008 07:50:00 PM

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冤冤相报何时了。

I dont care what you say anymore... You are just part of Lina's memory.. how pity huh?

What ever you do, I dun care, if you so got backbone, stop seeing my gal. I know, you gona blah blah about how charming, adorable, people wana talk to you and not you wana talk to them or watsoever not. Like I care. XD

Pity you got nothing better to do and start off some stupid blog war....and wow, thanks to you, this is my first and last war... coz I am a peace maker! =P


Nevermind, I know I am crapping... XDDDD~~


I gona stop talking about this past memories... a loser who is trying to get attention... tsk tsk....


What ever nick I chose is my freedom, better than someone who calls herself a princess? *pukes* =P


and yea, I am being mean. Coz you are the one stepped on my tail. Asshole.


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And, oh yea, thank for showing how important I am to you... coz you even bother to make such a long entry on someone u labelled retarted...now who is the more retarded one here? =P

And yea, you are important to me, without u, I will not get to be stronger like who I am now... thanks so much... =D

However, it's time for us to bid good bye to eachother from eachother's life. Coz, I realised, my heart is so filled with my love ones and it has no place for retards like u to stay... so sorry.... =P

Go get a life and stop blog about me, I get shy u know? *blushes* =D


*Fallen AngeL*
x 1/20/2008 12:09:00 AM

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Friday, January 18, 2008

Kinda broke...and family not good finacially...

Mom needs an op around march.. X_X;; costing 7k+....gosh...

Trying to cut down my shopping urge....but...why these shopping seduction keep coming to me..........ah................. X_X;;


Need to save up for Graduation show oso... X_X;;; prolly about 600 bucks or more for the grad show... X_X;;;


I saw my panda robot at taka, did I mention abt this? was it 300+ close to 400? forgot the price.. XD


Money money money...where are u when I need u........ =( must be budget nowdays... dun eat so much, shun bian jian fei... lolx... maybe i shld buy cup noodles and eat them every day.. XDDDDD;;;


I so want these accessories...









and wonderful lens... XDDD;;

http://shopping-for-trend-lens.blogspot.com/



MONEY~~~~ *RAWRS*

so lazy to blog much... X_X

*prays*

- Please toss god of fortune to my hse this year.... bo bi bo bi -

XD


*Fallen AngeL*
x 1/18/2008 12:50:00 AM

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Friday, January 11, 2008

I wana date at romantic places...


But where the hell does SG have romantic places..?!


I want something like seaview in car... or enjoy breeze on highway.... or view cityscape... or watsoever....


My favourite spot now is still Esplanade.... and it gona be there forever as it carries a very special meaning... but that place is always pack with people...and worse...bangalas and drunkens.. X_X;;;


Where else could I go?! >_< I wan sweet place...sweet spot.... sweet dates....


Yes, I am desperate for romantic stuffs... I dun wana head down to city and squeeze with people all the time...


Yea, I know seasides are great..but not at these season.... coz...it's rainy always!! It will be a tough job to walk thru the muddy grass... X_X;; (experience gained...)



I know, I am so 难缠...but.. I just wanted somewhere sweet mah... ;_;



*runs away and cry* XDDD~~~



Have a surprise for deary Lao Gong tmr... You took a day off specially to keep me accompanied...b4 my school opens... =D How sweet of you... =D *huggles Lao Gong*


*Fallen AngeL*
x 1/11/2008 01:14:00 AM

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Thursday, January 10, 2008

Feel so bad for pushing her so hard... mixture of feelings flow up...


To look at this situation "maturely"... yes, I believe everyone has a past, and I know it might be hard to put it down... like how I used to say that I will never forget XXXX or OOOO... or watsoever (XXXX and OOOO sounds like some 4D lucky number.. XD)

Words of that gal caught my deepest anger... I was so upset to be insulted... and yea, after a day of cooling down.. I decided to let it go... If I were to really take it to heart, I swear, I will dig her out from this small little singapore island and make sure she turns pig head until her family cant recognise her. Yea, I got bao li qing xiang.... 暴力倾向

Watever it is, for you, I swallow this insult and anger...as u said, it's better to leave such bitchy mouth people alone to let them bitch all they want.


Thanks for what you have did...to make me happier and more secured...an watsoever...


I am sorry for my childishness an such...


For now, I wish she found her happiness...yea..sounds hypocrite...rofl... -__-;;; watsoever u all think lah... -___-;;; I dun like to make enemies u know... *innocent eyes blinking* coz, if I were to make enemies, I make sure they live in the deepest part of hell.... =D *innocent eyes again but with 2 horns poking outta head) XDDD~~




For now, LINA IS MINE... and it will be the fact till the very end... Every part of her belongs to me. Yes, only me, and perhaps some part of her are filled with her Jiejie, jie fu, mommy, Lao Gong pillow, babies, colleague...etc. XD As Long as 99% is mine jie ok le... the rest of 1% u all split urself.... woahahahaa...





Kk...chill...case close....*boom* *close book*


Oh yea, to make up for this... please gib me a tight hug on friday... and shower me with sweet words... =D


*Fallen AngeL*
x 1/10/2008 03:11:00 AM

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Wednesday, January 09, 2008

I fought for what I believe, but I lost again...

I will never fight for what I want in the future... will just continue to be a doll that let everyone manipulate me...


Afterall... this is my life...



She shall not be mention anymore, neither I will make a scene over anything anymore...


*Fallen AngeL*
x 1/09/2008 04:25:00 PM

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*deep breath deep breath*

*haaaa....fuuuuuuu....haaaaaa.....fuuuuuuu*




Relax... X_x;;; *slaps self* XD


I dreamt about the days we spent together during my short nap juz now... X_X;;


Couldnt go back to slp... and I continue playing Sakura Wars.... argh... it's such a short and sad ending...actually not sad lah... just, afterall, everything will come to an end... X_X;;; I wish they made Sakura Wars longer... >_<


Anyway... I think I am feeling much better now... =)


*Fallen AngeL*
x 1/09/2008 08:23:00 AM

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I know.. I am just a useless piece of shit... argh... let me rot... I cant be the most important person in anyone's life... I cant totally take over someone's heart... I cant make someone forget someone willingly... I got no qualities that make one's heart stays... I cant even keep her stop thinking about her... I cant even win such bitch even though I love u whole heartedly...


I was not ok... I forced myself to be ok... I told myself to forgive u and gave u another chance... I tried to close one eye about ur hp... I tried to pretend nothing happened... I tried to heal my broken heart on my own... I hate to see u drop tears after I make a drama like previously... but yet, u are awis making me tearing... I hate the fact that, u are siding someone who is such a bitch over ur lao po... u still make frens with ppl whom is such a bitch after they insulted ur lao po... I always tell myself to give u time...coz she might be such a nice gal that is hard to let go off....she might be someone real nice, nicer than me that u cant forget of...but such a bitch. paiseh lor.. I can never agree with such kinda person. I hardly call someone bitch, and this fucking whore is the first and only person I will name her as BITCH. _|_


I am so heartbroken... I am so depress.... more depress than anything...


I duno wat to say anymore.... I love u so dearly...and that's wat i get in return.... for not able to be the one and only in ur heart....



Maybe I shld juz die...



- Dead -



Gwen... u are such a failure... once again.


*Fallen AngeL*
x 1/09/2008 01:31:00 AM

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I am pretty angry now....

So... I am gona make my stand now...

Lao gong. Choose between that bitch or me.


Fuck her...wat the fuck she think she is...kan ni na. chao chee bye. Who the fuck is she to judge me.

-Link removed- (You want me remove, I remove lor, u want me stop view her, I stop view her. everytime is my fault, everytime u rather hurt me then hurt her. everytime u would juz reply u are treating her as fren.)


First kind:

These are the pigs who doesn't really likes you. Yet they likes to check on your latest profile when you make any slight form of actions. Yes, I meant the smallest shit. Haha~ It always amused me. They just checked and checked and when you clicked on the who viewed you, you have them acting cute staring back at you. WOoaaaahhhh. Siok sia. Can puke ar.

Wait.. I'm not saying acting cute is wrong. I like acting cute. Mainly because I was born with the cute factor. So sue me. Haha~

Second kind:

These are asses who don't know you but they wanted you to know them. Like.... Hmmm... Bitches, well the difference is that they are direct meaning to female dogs. They pissed to show territory. These are the kinda people who do things for an action. They are the people who gladly posted a couple picture of them and the so called other half all over the place. but most of the time, if you were to check the so called the other half, it's normally : Single or No comment. Or at times... not a single picture of "them" is shown together. Needless to say being mention in conversation. Haha~

I'm not saying it's wrong to indicate what's yours but make sure your other half meant it too, sicko.

Third kind:

These are the kind of sluts that my dear friend is bounds to agree with me. We hate them. Not a bit but the kind that you wish they are being tortured in a horrible way than just being killed... Hmmm.. Maybe killed in a horrible way till there's nothing left. Shan't go into detail or I'll be rated as morbid. Haha...

Back to the topic... These are the people that you wish they can just wake up and go. Stop pestering your boyfriends, husbands or even just friends after having "I don't wanna be your friend, needless to say anything more" thrown at them. They are sluts who can indulge themselves in self denial for like quite a while.. Or rather.. Forever. *Yucks.










I am really pissed. _|_



I am serious, even this gona turn out drama...and paiseh, not I purposely find her blog de... is I was searching for ur blog's link, and I by accident found her.




I am so fire up.... knn.


ARGH.........................................

Fine, I am a bitch/slut/pig or watsoever.




CCB.










KNN.....ARGHHHHHH.... all vulgars just flood to my mind.....feel like slap her sia... knn. *clench fist*


*Fallen AngeL*
x 1/09/2008 01:27:00 AM

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yikes...shoulder aches.. X_X;;; duno wat's wrong.. probably pillow too soft.. X_x;;;

Hate 2 swells that are on my body... tummy and ear loop... X_X kns...




Made a small drama again... X_x;;; hate my character...y so sensitive... X_X;;;


Jap class again... sensei getting lamer and lamer... X_x;;; She is cute though.. XD *watch as lao gong getting jealous for my comment on jap sensei* wohahahaha~~!!


Love lao gong very much...awis come and pick me up..and only today after lao gong mentioned, my area got alot pok pok ke...(chicken)... O_o;;;



Love love u... mwackz!


*Fallen AngeL*
x 1/09/2008 01:15:00 AM

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Tuesday, January 08, 2008

I am afraid when ur mood gets bad... or a change in tone... I duno... it scares me when u arent being urself... >_<;;;

I am glad we dun quarrel...coz if we quarrel, I will keep my mouth shut... I dun wan to see u angry...


I often rank up old past when u are busy or moody... or suay day... X_x;;;


So stupid of me...but, old past are suppose to let it remain in the past..and not dig it out...


I just hope u realise things...even the most not obvious place... please notice them when u have time...coz, I cant open my mouth when it's to tell u... things get stucked in my throat... and sorry, I am simply too sensitive and sharp for such things...


But, oh well..nvm... go slp... X_X;;; cant slp... think I will just post up our fotos on our blog... =D


*Fallen AngeL*
x 1/08/2008 12:31:00 AM

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Love every single things about u...
Love every moment with u...

However, jealousy & being possessive often tries to conquer my heart...


Maybe I shouldnt care so much... look so much... hear so much... think so much...




Mind runs wild when u arent responding...
Mind runs wild when I notice bits of the past...





I know, I am just being plain childish...still too childish to love someone whole heartedly without thinking about rubbish...



Dont worry, I love u...with all my life, even it is gona hurt me or what... I have choosen you for my life... I believe we are bonded, fated, choosen...

I believe...



I love you, my dearest Lao Gong...

I am really very glad that u asked me to go zouk... =)

At least it doesnt make me felt like underground lover... haha... I duno... I felt so when I am not being introduce to my partner's fren and such... I understand such arent not to be spoken infront of family... aiyo..duno wat I saying here... argh... *Slaps self*my blog is getting worse now... argh... alright..stop blogging... X_X;;; probably mood swing again... -___-;;;


*Fallen AngeL*
x 1/08/2008 12:20:00 AM

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Sunday, January 06, 2008

A few things to blog about for today... but kinda in rush and sleepy... so...

- Big news! Our dear fren finally came back to us despite we are close to think that he forgotten us... I know, I been a meanie coz I never contact him during these period... coz I dun wana pick up any fights.. if he really want, he is welcome to come back.. and yea, he is back!! XD *dance around with michy*

- Got a very da pao xiao pao feel today... like spent alot..(all lao gong's money =X)

- Bought this very cute crocodile...that bite ur finger when u tio that "Spot"... a pair with lao gong o... XD

- Brought lao gong home again today... eat curry... XD my mom actually remembered that Lao gong wana eat curry, and ask me to invite her when she finally decide to cook.. XD

- My taiwan toys are here! XD~~~ *huggles* They are so adorable.... *melts* My panda was so nice to hug as expectation.. XD *melts*


My life is quite calm and sweet at this point... love it very much... I wish it could remain like this peacefully... no quarrel, no war... XD and my family wont probe any futher until we are ready to let them know..and pray real hard they will accept... X_x


Out of all, I am still very happy to find someone bestie back... Once again, Welcome back, GL3! XD




The swell on my stomach turn out to be nong (pus)... coz it kinda flow quite an amount out from a small pore on my tummy.. X_x;;; but, it is still swelling, and no sign of bcome smaller... X_X;;;


1/4 - Happy Bday papa~~
1/8 - Happy Bday jie jie~~

XD

coming up.. bro's bday.. X_x;;; den mom's... gosh...everyone bday over by the time it hit 3/3 which is mom's... XD our family, the bday digi all single digi de... woahahaha... XD


Wat else to blog..? X_x;;


Oh ya.....


要开学了!!!!T_________________T


*Fallen AngeL*
x 1/06/2008 01:02:00 AM

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Friday, January 04, 2008

There is this unidentified swell, that is abit black under my skin...surfaced on my flabby stomach... X_X;;; it was there for quite some time... initially it wasnt much nuisence, no pain no itch (unless press hard)...


It started to get worse yesterday, it was abit itchy these days... and yesterday notice it was reddish and swell even more after a sharp pain felt in the afternn... X_x;;;

You could feel a thing extruding when u run ur finger down it.. X_x;;;


My sis keep say it's cancer.... maybe.... X_x;;;


Initially I tot it was mole growing.. XD~~~



It's getting painful and more painful... similar thing on my ear lop... i mean a bundge lah... not the same colour.. i think? cant see it...watever.. XD the one on ear isnt much problem.. XD;;



Wat the hell is this thing on my tummy?! T___T get away from my lovely flabbly du pi... XD


*Fallen AngeL*
x 1/04/2008 12:23:00 AM

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Thursday, January 03, 2008

http://www.wretch.cc/video/loveggg77&func=single&vid=3633331&p=0

Very nice firework show display in taiwan during 2008 countdown...


Probably menses coming, mind run wild again...


Sometimes I wish I am more dumb,slow, less observant and such.... For wat be so smart....just be a silly little woman...and live happily bu jiu hao.... It's so hard to be da fang...and to close one eye.... best part is... I will start to analysis after that... and make myself more depress....wat a joke.... 自做孽


Whenever i know herstory is holding a party... it gets me all mooddy and worried... worried u will go with her again... although it's not juz u two... but it makes me so uncomfortable... I know, I am being unreasonable, childish, possesive or watsoever... but I simply cant do a thing to this kinda mind of mine...


However,I will still try my very best to close 1 eye... I know I cant make u change anything...coz u will if u want...dun need me say...and... I had enough on this topic le... next time i will keep my mouth shut when anything that hints me about her, related to her...

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Happy Birthday Papa (4th Jan)... bought a shirt for 90+ for him, share with sis de... Goldlion brand... X_x;;; men's brand.. XD Love the shirt for the emboss texture on the fabric... =D very class ne.. XD


Walked with mom around Sengkang compass point on wed... shop for bras... XD~~~ was abit scare to buy bra... in case mom or the aunty wana help me adjust.... coz... scare my fats exposed... and...scare the bites exposed... XDD woahahaha...

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Gave a surprise to Lao Gong today... drop by her work place suddenly... intially was suppose to meet fren to do proj... but they changed date... XD;;; so I didnt tell dear and instead head down to her workplace... mana zhai, she was on the way to funeral wake with her colleague... X_x;;; lucky she called, and I was in dilemma whether to tell her anot... in the end I told her I am heading down to her workplace.. den she quickly hop off the car... XD;; so paiseh.. >_<;;;

Gave her the Xmas card.. XD Forgot to paint my pandas' tongue.. X_x;;;; Hope you like it dear... mwackz... Touched? XD woahahaha....

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Been in very lazy state, dun feel like do anything.... X_X;;; dun even feel like blogging... X_x;;; got so much blog topic pending in my mind... X_x;;;

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Saw people talking abt xmas and memories of 2007... I wasnt mention anywhere... I know, I am too tiny weeny to be mentioned.. X_x;;;watever, life's been awis like this to me.... people often forget me... =D sometimes I oso forgot myself.. XD

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Things to do urgently for 2008:

- Write report and do ppt
- Pack house, pack room, pack things into my new custom made cupboard
- Sayang/love Lao Gong even more
- Meet frens whom I neglected...(do anyone still remember me anot..)
- Graduate smoothly
- Graduation show... X_x;;;; *drops dead*
- Find a job asap...
- Close more eyes...
- Slim down to get my confidence... >=(
- To be update...woahahah...

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Things that should be done in 2007....


STEAMYBOAT!!! X_X argh....... CQ, BEN, VIN, KOR, LAO GONG.... WHEN!!!!????

And!!!

MICH!!! MAKAN!!! no more veggie liao rite?!! XDD

and...

WHEN MY THINGS GONA ARRIVE FROM TAIWAN!???!!! =___=



Kk... enough craps...and words.. XD


Stay happy.. I know.. XD woahahaha....


*Fallen AngeL*
x 1/03/2008 11:38:00 PM

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