HAte everything.... hate everyone... HATE HATE HATE!! T_T
I just wana be with her... wat's so wrong with that?! _|_
I just wana be with her... wat's so wrong with that?! _|_
*Fallen AngeL*
x 12/30/2007 04:50:00 PM
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x 12/30/2007 04:50:00 PM
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pissed, anger, sad, depress, lost, insecured, stress...etc...
Everything seems to hit me since morning... X_X;;;
I realised my sch is starting soon, and I am left with a mountain of report... X_X;;; I am stepping into my graduation preparation liao.. kns... *shivers*
Been on very tired and dont feel like talk mood... dont feel like bloggin much, though alot happy stuffs I wana note down.. X_X;;;
Just need to vent out my tots now.. X_X;;; haiz..
Dun like family, dun like them... 1 say wana buy me psp... bullshit since my bday until xmas, now 2008 liao, still bullshitting, still have the cheek to as me wat i want... kns... _|_
Somemore wana borrow my koda kumi cd...and lend fren to convert the MV to his fucking psp... lj... lend, I not happy, dun lend, I am being mean... duno wat shit u want....
Sis keep giving me lj face...for no fucking good reason... talk to her oso ai chap mai chap....cb lor...
Go out...everyone keep ask why I keep go out.. Why I keep hang out with Lina... I hate this kinda bounded feeling again... it was u all bounded me so much till I lost so much frens... are u all gona do it again? _|_
Hate everyone... T______________________T
*weeps...*
I just wana spend more time with her... being pampered under her care and love... why wouldnt u all just leave me alone.... stop forcing me hate u all...
Wat is the point of staying at home when I dont even have someone to talk to...argh..........
I am so filled with hatred.... argh... *burns*
Will u all keep sms of an ex crush/love when u love someone else...? Esp when those arent special greetings or wat... I dun want anything of her migrate to ur new fone... but watever it is... up to u... these are my tots... I stated my tots, wat to do is up to u....
I love ur voice... hearing ur voice over the fone juz now made me tear even more... I am not alone I know.. I have someone whom love me I know... I love u too... just felt so strong urge of tearing just now... and it flow out.... remember I ask b4, if fight too hard with tears, my throat feels pain..? I am feeling that... But, u are the one whom I can show my weakness and tears too... others wont understand... they might even tot I am mad for crying...
At this point of life, I am standing in between happiness/love and screwing life... Everything seems so beautiful and perfect when I am with u... but all crashes when I stepped into the hse... so dead... I actually dun feel warming at home...
I think I shld stop typing... this is getting no where... I am just simply back to dark Gwen.... the negative and depressing Gwen...
haiz...
Everything seems to hit me since morning... X_X;;;
I realised my sch is starting soon, and I am left with a mountain of report... X_X;;; I am stepping into my graduation preparation liao.. kns... *shivers*
Been on very tired and dont feel like talk mood... dont feel like bloggin much, though alot happy stuffs I wana note down.. X_X;;;
Just need to vent out my tots now.. X_X;;; haiz..
Dun like family, dun like them... 1 say wana buy me psp... bullshit since my bday until xmas, now 2008 liao, still bullshitting, still have the cheek to as me wat i want... kns... _|_
Somemore wana borrow my koda kumi cd...and lend fren to convert the MV to his fucking psp... lj... lend, I not happy, dun lend, I am being mean... duno wat shit u want....
Sis keep giving me lj face...for no fucking good reason... talk to her oso ai chap mai chap....cb lor...
Go out...everyone keep ask why I keep go out.. Why I keep hang out with Lina... I hate this kinda bounded feeling again... it was u all bounded me so much till I lost so much frens... are u all gona do it again? _|_
Hate everyone... T______________________T
*weeps...*
I just wana spend more time with her... being pampered under her care and love... why wouldnt u all just leave me alone.... stop forcing me hate u all...
Wat is the point of staying at home when I dont even have someone to talk to...argh..........
I am so filled with hatred.... argh... *burns*
Will u all keep sms of an ex crush/love when u love someone else...? Esp when those arent special greetings or wat... I dun want anything of her migrate to ur new fone... but watever it is... up to u... these are my tots... I stated my tots, wat to do is up to u....
I love ur voice... hearing ur voice over the fone juz now made me tear even more... I am not alone I know.. I have someone whom love me I know... I love u too... just felt so strong urge of tearing just now... and it flow out.... remember I ask b4, if fight too hard with tears, my throat feels pain..? I am feeling that... But, u are the one whom I can show my weakness and tears too... others wont understand... they might even tot I am mad for crying...
At this point of life, I am standing in between happiness/love and screwing life... Everything seems so beautiful and perfect when I am with u... but all crashes when I stepped into the hse... so dead... I actually dun feel warming at home...
I think I shld stop typing... this is getting no where... I am just simply back to dark Gwen.... the negative and depressing Gwen...
haiz...
*Fallen AngeL*
x 12/30/2007 01:20:00 AM
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Saturday, December 29, 2007x 12/30/2007 01:20:00 AM
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Abit down... abit moody... duno why...
Maybe you didnt really bother about me today...
*cuddles in a corner with pandada*
Maybe you didnt really bother about me today...
*cuddles in a corner with pandada*
*Fallen AngeL*
x 12/29/2007 03:28:00 PM
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Friday, December 14, 2007x 12/29/2007 03:28:00 PM
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So lazy to blog... XD
Anyway, Monday, I never mention.. XDDD;;;
Went to my mom's stall to eat.. and thanks man... for picking such date.... *blames on jerry*
People whom turn up:
- CQ
- Ben
- Vin
- Wet
- Jerry
We were totally soaked from walking from Khatib mrt to my mom's stall whichis like only 2 blocks away... -___-;;;; soaked like hell.... tsk tsk....
Jerry appear dryly... wah lao.... and he wasnt holding any umbrella... and the carpark there got no shelter... how the hell he got here safe and dry... -___-;;;
Anyway, we really can eat.. XD my mom even cook extra big servings for them.. haha...
- CQ: Mee Siam
- Ben: Soup fish ball minced meat noodle
- Vin: Fishball noodle
- Wet: Laksa (my mom say smart choice to eat laksa.. O_o;;)
- Jer: Shredded chicken mushroom noodle... (the most no need skill dish.. XD my mom say baka to choose this.. XD)
and my mom cooked extra fishball soup for us to eat... =D~~~
and they wanted rojak.. O_o;;;; crazy appetite... X_X;;
I wish you were here with us... >_<
After awhile of rotting... Jerry drove Cq, ben and me down to Taka... wah.. so nice of him... and wow... finally I get to sit in peugeot... my dream car.... like some of the design... XD and wah lao... peugeot is big sia... the seats are big... O_o;;; good for fat ppl like me.... wakakkaa..... he dropped us at taka taxi stand... felt bad.. coz we treating him like driver.. XD But, where to find such nice lecturer... XD
Anyway, I took quite a few ride from lect/teacher since young.. XD
- Mrs Phua
- Yen
- Jerry
Who else ar... I think still got... X_x;;; but anyway... yea... haha... free rides! Who dont want!! XD and I love to sit car car... but but... no matter how luxury the other cars are... I still prefer Xiao Lancer... coz it's Lao Gong's car car!! ^^ It's the only car I would wana sit forever... others, try try jiu hao... XD
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Had a great time shopping around with mich today... (she having block leave) and plus.. it's xmas period... the urge of shopping is so muchy... XDDDD~~ What I need now is money... please! Drop some down for me!!! XD
Saw lotsa cutie stuffs... XD *melts*
Bought this little seal keychain holding a clover for my sis... but she wasnt really like it... -__-;; she have that blue seal b4... but a plain one.. and is she snatch mine..coz I bought a white and a blue one... now she dun like... kinda sad... tot she will like it... argh... =(
In a very gift-ty mood this year... getting some small gifts for some close frens... =DDDD~~ and in a very xmas card mood... XDD~~
Jingulu bell... Jingulu bell.... Jingulu all the way~~ XDDDD
(Hello... enjoy can enjoy... dont..forget.. ur... P.R.O.J.E.C.T!!!)
Opppppssss! XDDD
Anyway, Monday, I never mention.. XDDD;;;
Went to my mom's stall to eat.. and thanks man... for picking such date.... *blames on jerry*
People whom turn up:
- CQ
- Ben
- Vin
- Wet
- Jerry
We were totally soaked from walking from Khatib mrt to my mom's stall whichis like only 2 blocks away... -___-;;;; soaked like hell.... tsk tsk....
Jerry appear dryly... wah lao.... and he wasnt holding any umbrella... and the carpark there got no shelter... how the hell he got here safe and dry... -___-;;;
Anyway, we really can eat.. XD my mom even cook extra big servings for them.. haha...
- CQ: Mee Siam
- Ben: Soup fish ball minced meat noodle
- Vin: Fishball noodle
- Wet: Laksa (my mom say smart choice to eat laksa.. O_o;;)
- Jer: Shredded chicken mushroom noodle... (the most no need skill dish.. XD my mom say baka to choose this.. XD)
and my mom cooked extra fishball soup for us to eat... =D~~~
and they wanted rojak.. O_o;;;; crazy appetite... X_X;;
I wish you were here with us... >_<
After awhile of rotting... Jerry drove Cq, ben and me down to Taka... wah.. so nice of him... and wow... finally I get to sit in peugeot... my dream car.... like some of the design... XD and wah lao... peugeot is big sia... the seats are big... O_o;;; good for fat ppl like me.... wakakkaa..... he dropped us at taka taxi stand... felt bad.. coz we treating him like driver.. XD But, where to find such nice lecturer... XD
Anyway, I took quite a few ride from lect/teacher since young.. XD
- Mrs Phua
- Yen
- Jerry
Who else ar... I think still got... X_x;;; but anyway... yea... haha... free rides! Who dont want!! XD and I love to sit car car... but but... no matter how luxury the other cars are... I still prefer Xiao Lancer... coz it's Lao Gong's car car!! ^^ It's the only car I would wana sit forever... others, try try jiu hao... XD
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Had a great time shopping around with mich today... (she having block leave) and plus.. it's xmas period... the urge of shopping is so muchy... XDDDD~~ What I need now is money... please! Drop some down for me!!! XD
Saw lotsa cutie stuffs... XD *melts*
Bought this little seal keychain holding a clover for my sis... but she wasnt really like it... -__-;; she have that blue seal b4... but a plain one.. and is she snatch mine..coz I bought a white and a blue one... now she dun like... kinda sad... tot she will like it... argh... =(
In a very gift-ty mood this year... getting some small gifts for some close frens... =DDDD~~ and in a very xmas card mood... XDD~~
Jingulu bell... Jingulu bell.... Jingulu all the way~~ XDDDD
(Hello... enjoy can enjoy... dont..forget.. ur... P.R.O.J.E.C.T!!!)
Opppppssss! XDDD
*Fallen AngeL*
x 12/14/2007 01:12:00 AM
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007x 12/14/2007 01:12:00 AM
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Hi people! The sale of Gwen had come to an end!
Gwen was being sold to Lina!!!
Price: LoveCarePamperPassion.
Shipping date: 16th October 2007
Regards,
Gwen's for sale in charge
Gwen was being sold to Lina!!!
Price: LoveCarePamperPassion.
Shipping date: 16th October 2007
Regards,
Gwen's for sale in charge
*Fallen AngeL*
x 12/12/2007 04:32:00 PM
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x 12/12/2007 04:32:00 PM
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Ahhh.. japanese class! XDDD
Had my first lesson today... it's fun though.... but.. felt abit paiseh to read out loud.... maciam sec sch days... hehehe...
It has free jap drama and anime to rent... and it's free I think... =D and some japanese culture thing to attend when they have.... really is a big diff from cheaper lessons at other place...
Jiahui cut her hair.. T_________________T i miss ur long silky hair... X_X;;;
the best part of the day is....
Lao Gong come over to fetch me home!! ^^ Happy! (Ureshii)!!! XDDDD
and...
PANDADA'S TAIL DROP OFF... T_____T SOBZ..................
Lao gong say she will sew it back for me the next time when she come my hse... =^^=
Got a letter from NLB saying that they wana archive our LYA website into their database for some heritage purposes... O_o;;; weird thing... I forward the mail to the rest and let them decide on what to do with it....
Saw alot cute soft toys on taiwan webby... =D I soooooooooooooooooo wana grab them all... XD Catch'em all! XD
Well, just a short blog entry... lazy to type.. XD
Had my first lesson today... it's fun though.... but.. felt abit paiseh to read out loud.... maciam sec sch days... hehehe...
It has free jap drama and anime to rent... and it's free I think... =D and some japanese culture thing to attend when they have.... really is a big diff from cheaper lessons at other place...
Jiahui cut her hair.. T_________________T i miss ur long silky hair... X_X;;;
the best part of the day is....
Lao Gong come over to fetch me home!! ^^ Happy! (Ureshii)!!! XDDDD
and...
PANDADA'S TAIL DROP OFF... T_____T SOBZ..................
Lao gong say she will sew it back for me the next time when she come my hse... =^^=
Got a letter from NLB saying that they wana archive our LYA website into their database for some heritage purposes... O_o;;; weird thing... I forward the mail to the rest and let them decide on what to do with it....
Saw alot cute soft toys on taiwan webby... =D I soooooooooooooooooo wana grab them all... XD Catch'em all! XD
Well, just a short blog entry... lazy to type.. XD
*Fallen AngeL*
x 12/12/2007 12:49:00 AM
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Friday, December 07, 2007x 12/12/2007 12:49:00 AM
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Got up from bed after tossing around for like an hour... X_X
Cant seems to sleep... chest tight...
Mind abit running wild... X_X for no good reason...
Hormones unleashed? Thought it suppose to flow away with my discharge blood... lolx... i sounds gross.. XD
Head is spinning... felt kinda unwell... duno is mentally... or physically liao... X_X
I get physically unwell when I moodswing... anyway, i know i am complicated... *sigh*
*grabs a hammer and K.O. herself...*
Cant seems to sleep... chest tight...
Mind abit running wild... X_X for no good reason...
Hormones unleashed? Thought it suppose to flow away with my discharge blood... lolx... i sounds gross.. XD
Head is spinning... felt kinda unwell... duno is mentally... or physically liao... X_X
I get physically unwell when I moodswing... anyway, i know i am complicated... *sigh*
*grabs a hammer and K.O. herself...*
*Fallen AngeL*
x 12/07/2007 04:12:00 AM
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x 12/07/2007 04:12:00 AM
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Blog hopping session...
Kope this from vinz's bloggy...
O_o;;; so kua zhang.. the result.... I am not so popular lor....
Next!!
duhz... all the test shows so positive results... lolx.... but the fact in life is opposite... XD
Next!!
LAme... my blog worth 307 bucks.. XD
Next!!
Addictive content in my personality is 85%
Beware!!! people easily get addicted to me
Another weird result... gosh... I am addictive? O_o;;;
Oh well... haha... ok.. lazy liao.. hair's dried... time to bed! XD
Kope this from vinz's bloggy...
Lets101 - Free Online Dating Network
O_o;;; so kua zhang.. the result.... I am not so popular lor....
Next!!
A soul from Venus with a sexual appeal 7.9 of 10.
Guys hold your breath...
Guys hold your breath...
Lets101 Quizzes - Quizzes For Fun
duhz... all the test shows so positive results... lolx.... but the fact in life is opposite... XD
Next!!
This Page
For Keywords
2007, words, loving you
Reward $307
For Keywords
2007, words, loving you
Reward $307
Lets101 - Online Dating
LAme... my blog worth 307 bucks.. XD
Next!!
Addictive content in my personality is 85%
Beware!!! people easily get addicted to me
Lets101 Quizzes - Fun quizzes for blog & myspace
Another weird result... gosh... I am addictive? O_o;;;
Oh well... haha... ok.. lazy liao.. hair's dried... time to bed! XD
*Fallen AngeL*
x 12/07/2007 02:44:00 AM
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x 12/07/2007 02:44:00 AM
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She say she is not going to herstory...
for a moment, my heart flutters... I thought she didnt go because I feel uncomfortable...
but is actually some other issue... haha...
abit sad... wish she could tell me is for my sake... but... glad she is truthful too... =D
I know I am bad and selfish... but I just dun like...
I am glad she is gona cancel it... ^___^;;
I know.. I am meanie... -___-
Duno how will I react the next time she is going out with her....
for a moment, my heart flutters... I thought she didnt go because I feel uncomfortable...
but is actually some other issue... haha...
abit sad... wish she could tell me is for my sake... but... glad she is truthful too... =D
I know I am bad and selfish... but I just dun like...
I am glad she is gona cancel it... ^___^;;
I know.. I am meanie... -___-
*Fallen AngeL*
x 12/07/2007 02:33:00 AM
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x 12/07/2007 02:33:00 AM
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