Some racist clips... lolx... ok.. not really racist.. but... oh well.. just watch it... and dont laugh. if you laugh you are racist. =X
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/30/2007 01:27:00 AM
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Saturday, September 29, 2007x 9/30/2007 01:27:00 AM
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逃避是为了忘记。
逃累了，就坐下来，重新面对现实。
Yea... I shlould face everything now... instead of finding excuses for avoiding...
This might be a good way to forget but it will never be the best way to do as you still have to face everyday life.
Doctor asked me to stop taking sour and cold stuffs... -_-;;; and these are like the most important thing to be in my dish. -____-;;
Mc so many days... *sigh*
I should faster finish up my works... =/
HAIZ...
逃累了，就坐下来，重新面对现实。
Yea... I shlould face everything now... instead of finding excuses for avoiding...
This might be a good way to forget but it will never be the best way to do as you still have to face everyday life.
Doctor asked me to stop taking sour and cold stuffs... -_-;;; and these are like the most important thing to be in my dish. -____-;;
Mc so many days... *sigh*
I should faster finish up my works... =/
HAIZ...
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/29/2007 12:36:00 AM
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Monday, September 24, 2007x 9/29/2007 12:36:00 AM
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Feverish...
It's sad when nobody bother to reply ur sms...and they still have the cheek to say they are your frens and such...
Totally disgusted with humans.
tsk tsk tsk...
It's sad when nobody bother to reply ur sms...
Totally disgusted with humans.
tsk tsk tsk...
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/24/2007 04:04:00 PM
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x 9/24/2007 04:04:00 PM
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I have no mood to do any work...
Until now I havent write his subject's report... =/
Just dont feel like write any work or go school at all...
Maybe I should just ponteng tmr... =/ it's cruel to dump my mates to do that Fl!p competition though...
But...
I am so not in the mood to go school... or meet anyone...
Just feel like cuddle up in my bed all day long...
Weather been extremely hot these days...
I am hot on the outside... but... freezing cold in my heart...
I dont care anything around me... in fact... I felt disgusted at everything around me...
I think I shall just stay away from everything and everyone...
I think.. I gona MIA tmr... =/
So what got things to submit? So what got competition to do?
I dont give a damn anymore!
Until now I havent write his subject's report... =/
Just dont feel like write any work or go school at all...
Maybe I should just ponteng tmr... =/ it's cruel to dump my mates to do that Fl!p competition though...
But...
I am so not in the mood to go school... or meet anyone...
Just feel like cuddle up in my bed all day long...
Weather been extremely hot these days...
I am hot on the outside... but... freezing cold in my heart...
I dont care anything around me... in fact... I felt disgusted at everything around me...
I think I shall just stay away from everything and everyone...
I think.. I gona MIA tmr... =/
So what got things to submit? So what got competition to do?
I dont give a damn anymore!
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/24/2007 02:36:00 AM
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Sunday, September 23, 2007x 9/24/2007 02:36:00 AM
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I know this gona be hard..
But, I am gona try staying away from him...
Everything about him...
Ganbatte ne... =')
For now... Yaoissss are my main support!! XDDDDDDDD~
Goodbye my love...
Btw...
Wat a fucking hot weather... -__-;;;
Felt like in oven sia. _|_
But, I am gona try staying away from him...
Everything about him...
Ganbatte ne... =')
For now... Yaoissss are my main support!! XDDDDDDDD~
Goodbye my love...
Btw...
Wat a fucking hot weather... -__-;;;
Felt like in oven sia. _|_
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/23/2007 02:36:00 AM
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Saturday, September 22, 2007x 9/23/2007 02:36:00 AM
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僕は何もう関係ない。。。
ずっと、 ずっと、一人でしょう？
＝）
ずっと、 ずっと、一人でしょう？
＝）
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/22/2007 01:10:00 AM
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Friday, September 21, 2007x 9/22/2007 01:10:00 AM
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REmoval of tattoo..
Looks easy huh?
Looks easy huh?
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/21/2007 02:01:00 AM
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Thursday, September 20, 2007x 9/21/2007 02:01:00 AM
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男人始终无法让我完全信赖。
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/20/2007 10:10:00 PM
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I am feeling so sick and tired...
I wish I dun have to go sch..
Damnit.
Wana sick faster sick lah. -_______________-
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I wish I dun have to go sch..
Damnit.
Wana sick faster sick lah. -_______________-
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*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/20/2007 11:09:00 AM
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007x 9/20/2007 11:09:00 AM
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I dun care everything liao lah.
I give up.
I hate everyone...
I am anti social.
RAWR.
Work so hard for fark... NOBODY is gona bother about what u are doing...
You are a plain useless slut that NOBODY cares for.
Quit trying to get attention.
Go fuck off and live in ur cave.
I give up.
I hate everyone...
I am anti social.
RAWR.
Work so hard for fark... NOBODY is gona bother about what u are doing...
You are a plain useless slut that NOBODY cares for.
Quit trying to get attention.
Go fuck off and live in ur cave.
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/19/2007 09:47:00 PM
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I feel that the gap between us is drifting apart...
Afterall, we are not as close as I thought. =/
Or maybe you are just too busy to bother about me.
Haiz...
Maybe I should consider tattoo again... lolx...
Let me die.... my heart feels dead again. =/
I hate NAFA... =(
I hate Fl!p....
I wana Fl!p table liao lor... such a shitty competition...
Or rather, I hate doing grp work with people I got no click at all... =/
Irritating life.
I rather be busy rushing my projects than doing all these shits.
Damnit.
Asshole.
Fucking world.
Sucking life.
lalalala~
Afterall, we are not as close as I thought. =/
Or maybe you are just too busy to bother about me.
Haiz...
Maybe I should consider tattoo again... lolx...
Let me die.... my heart feels dead again. =/
I hate NAFA... =(
I hate Fl!p....
I wana Fl!p table liao lor... such a shitty competition...
Or rather, I hate doing grp work with people I got no click at all... =/
Irritating life.
I rather be busy rushing my projects than doing all these shits.
Damnit.
Asshole.
Fucking world.
Sucking life.
lalalala~
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/19/2007 09:36:00 PM
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Thoughts are running wildly through my mind. -_-;;;
So mentally tired though I am suppose to rest abit this week.
Brain juice all dried up by stupid Fl!p. -_______-;;
Regret joining... but happy that I could apporach him on this... rofl.
I kinda get jealous when people is too near to him.
This isnt good.
*Sigh*
What did I do last weekend... X_X;;
Oh yea..
Had Waraku.. and yes, again KAMINABE. XDDD;;;
Sat went to visit baby.. awww... she is so cute! XDDD Shall post abit photo when free.. XDD;;; Explore Katong abit too.. there is such a happening place... XDD
Did hair treatment.. but like no effect to my dry grass hair... rofl.
Sunday went to Waseda senior high sch for their sch event... was pretty much like those event you see on drama or anime... but! Too few events lah.. and the queue is like... wah lao... long. -_-;;
We didnt play anything there.. probably I am a wet blanket too.. didnt wana queue... =P Wakata yo... ore wa warui desu.. XD;;
Oh yea.. still owe mich 9 bucks.. why? I am too obsess with turning capsule keychain... Was so dying to collect this panda series.. and nb.. it die die dun wana come out... I mean the last character of the series... I duno turn got 30 bucks anot.. I Think got lor.... =__=;;; gosh. I drag the rest into the hot water oso... XDD keep physco them to turn oso... poor mich kena... XDDD~~
Thanks to meng for the bag and the goodies inside... XDDD~~ Love the baggy lotsa... tthough.. kinda... BIG. XDD~~ KEep bump into ppl... XD~~ Meng hor.. ask us dun bring bag lor.. coz he want us to use the bag on the spot... X_X;;; meng is so adorable hor... waaka.....
Monday slpt whole freaking day... =X Finally a slot for me to recuperate... XDD;;
Tuesday went to sch to do Fl!p...
Today again going sch to do Fl!p... CQ and Ben gona come sch! ^^
Yaya.. I know.. I awis acting lightbulb btween them... =_=;;
I got no life.. no fren in nafa wat. lol...
In nafa, the 2 things I look forward most is to go kacua him and kacua CQ/BEn... wakakaaa.... I am such a pest. XD;;
Demo sa...
Despite my life is so packed with stuffs...
I still feel sabishii... =_=;;
Maa ne...
*back to gamer life*
So mentally tired though I am suppose to rest abit this week.
Brain juice all dried up by stupid Fl!p. -_______-;;
Regret joining... but happy that I could apporach him on this... rofl.
I kinda get jealous when people is too near to him.
This isnt good.
*Sigh*
What did I do last weekend... X_X;;
Oh yea..
Had Waraku.. and yes, again KAMINABE. XDDD;;;
Sat went to visit baby.. awww... she is so cute! XDDD Shall post abit photo when free.. XDD;;; Explore Katong abit too.. there is such a happening place... XDD
Did hair treatment.. but like no effect to my dry grass hair... rofl.
Sunday went to Waseda senior high sch for their sch event... was pretty much like those event you see on drama or anime... but! Too few events lah.. and the queue is like... wah lao... long. -_-;;
We didnt play anything there.. probably I am a wet blanket too.. didnt wana queue... =P Wakata yo... ore wa warui desu.. XD;;
Oh yea.. still owe mich 9 bucks.. why? I am too obsess with turning capsule keychain... Was so dying to collect this panda series.. and nb.. it die die dun wana come out... I mean the last character of the series... I duno turn got 30 bucks anot.. I Think got lor.... =__=;;; gosh. I drag the rest into the hot water oso... XDD keep physco them to turn oso... poor mich kena... XDDD~~
Thanks to meng for the bag and the goodies inside... XDDD~~ Love the baggy lotsa... tthough.. kinda... BIG. XDD~~ KEep bump into ppl... XD~~ Meng hor.. ask us dun bring bag lor.. coz he want us to use the bag on the spot... X_X;;; meng is so adorable hor... waaka.....
Monday slpt whole freaking day... =X Finally a slot for me to recuperate... XDD;;
Tuesday went to sch to do Fl!p...
Today again going sch to do Fl!p... CQ and Ben gona come sch! ^^
Yaya.. I know.. I awis acting lightbulb btween them... =_=;;
I got no life.. no fren in nafa wat. lol...
In nafa, the 2 things I look forward most is to go kacua him and kacua CQ/BEn... wakakaaa.... I am such a pest. XD;;
Demo sa...
Despite my life is so packed with stuffs...
I still feel sabishii... =_=;;
Maa ne...
*back to gamer life*
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/19/2007 07:57:00 AM
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Friday, September 14, 2007x 9/19/2007 07:57:00 AM
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歌曲：想念你的歌
歌手：张惠春 专辑：想念你的歌
是否曾经后悔过
那时候扶起说走就走
是否偶尔想过我
所以埋怨我
每当听你的下落
逞强常常让人无法负荷
躲起来边哭边说 i miss you
还舍不得把你封锁
星光闪烁如何拥有
站在远方才看见星空的轮廓
虽然有时候会寂寞
墙上时钟停格
你说放开手才会快乐
用半生的脉搏写成想念你的歌
该怎么才能让你懂呢
谁对谁错已经模糊了忘记了
我们都处理得有点笨拙
已经从来没有像这一次如此爱过
想念常让我无法负荷
常常只有一个念头 i miss you
我的爱情从来没有死掉过
星光闪烁如何拥有
站在远方才看见星空的轮廓
虽然有时候会寂寞
墙上时钟停格
你说放开手才会快乐
用半生的脉搏写成想念你的歌
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我也很想他，可是无奈的我只能把这份想念埋藏在心里的最深处。
我恨，自己在你最脆弱的时候却无法向你伸出我的手，深怕你会无情的甩开我那犹
豫不决的援手。
怪来怪去，只能怪我无能，胆怯。
在我心里深处早就知道我配不上你，然而我却依然意味的做着白日梦。
这个梦是时候醒了吧。
可是，固执的我还是不愿意从美梦中苏醒。
就算你是个梦，我也愿意就这样梦下去。
梦醒，心空。
醒了也只是个活死人。
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/14/2007 10:44:00 PM
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Reached school ard 12... Wandered around and rot and lvl 2 while smsing CQ... Went to lvl 4 to see where to submit...
Rot at lvl 2 awhile while drinking tea and eat choco... XD;;
I wanted to go out see still raining anot that time, I saw the bunch of male teacher returned from lunch... tsk tsk tsk... realised ID department very 阳刚... alot male... oni HOD and Hayati is female... and that Renee or whosoever... XD;;;
Then, I didnt expect him to be in that bunch oso... >////< He saw me and hi to me... keke...
After that I saw outside still raining so I end up waiting at lvl 4 as lvl 2 is stuffy...
Saw alot cher walk here walk there at lvl 4.. and duno why today alot cher enjoy lvl 4's toilet so much.. all took so long in the toilet... They keep ask me wat I doing there and such... HOD saw me and tot I wana look for her... nah... =_=;;;
I saw him carry a bag when he got out of toilet.. but I dun remember seeing him carrying it in. =/
He entered the toilet b4 another cher... and after he come out liao, the other cher oso soon come out... they hiak hiak inside izzit... yaoism... wakakka...=/
Or maybe all the chers are pom pom in the toilet as they walked back from the rain... XD;;
Dont think so far la... though I find it funny for that 2 to have yaoi acts. =XXXXXXXX
ROFL. XD~
Today I went to find him to borrow scissors lor... CQ needa cut for her CD case design... initially CQ wanted to go home and get, is I suggest to borrow from him de.. haha...
When we return he like away from his seat, not in, but lappy still on leh... XD;; shit, shld hab peep at his msn... =X *stalker mode activated*
Am I bugging him too much? >_<;;;
I wanted to organize a trip down to my mom's stall to makan.. actually I said this sunday, and forgot abt Waseda thingy... lolx.. but lucky I remembered it last min and tell them next time then go to my mom there bah.
Duno if he wana go... but if he wants, afternn leh... do he needa be in sch...? Sunday... need to go church? XD;;;
I need bed seriously... X_X;; damn slpy...
Tmr gona see my baby... XD I mean real baby... not darling that kinda baby... lolx~
Bought my dream leather file... 24.90... *heartache*
Kk.. time to slp. XD
Rot at lvl 2 awhile while drinking tea and eat choco... XD;;
I wanted to go out see still raining anot that time, I saw the bunch of male teacher returned from lunch... tsk tsk tsk... realised ID department very 阳刚... alot male... oni HOD and Hayati is female... and that Renee or whosoever... XD;;;
Then, I didnt expect him to be in that bunch oso... >////< He saw me and hi to me... keke...
After that I saw outside still raining so I end up waiting at lvl 4 as lvl 2 is stuffy...
Saw alot cher walk here walk there at lvl 4.. and duno why today alot cher enjoy lvl 4's toilet so much.. all took so long in the toilet... They keep ask me wat I doing there and such... HOD saw me and tot I wana look for her... nah... =_=;;;
I saw him carry a bag when he got out of toilet.. but I dun remember seeing him carrying it in. =/
He entered the toilet b4 another cher... and after he come out liao, the other cher oso soon come out... they hiak hiak inside izzit... yaoism... wakakka...=/
Or maybe all the chers are pom pom in the toilet as they walked back from the rain... XD;;
Dont think so far la... though I find it funny for that 2 to have yaoi acts. =XXXXXXXX
ROFL. XD~
Today I went to find him to borrow scissors lor... CQ needa cut for her CD case design... initially CQ wanted to go home and get, is I suggest to borrow from him de.. haha...
When we return he like away from his seat, not in, but lappy still on leh... XD;; shit, shld hab peep at his msn... =X *stalker mode activated*
Am I bugging him too much? >_<;;;
I wanted to organize a trip down to my mom's stall to makan.. actually I said this sunday, and forgot abt Waseda thingy... lolx.. but lucky I remembered it last min and tell them next time then go to my mom there bah.
Duno if he wana go... but if he wants, afternn leh... do he needa be in sch...? Sunday... need to go church? XD;;;
I need bed seriously... X_X;; damn slpy...
Tmr gona see my baby... XD I mean real baby... not darling that kinda baby... lolx~
Bought my dream leather file... 24.90... *heartache*
Kk.. time to slp. XD
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/14/2007 09:22:00 PM
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omg... this is kinda disgusting... it's things that we couldnt capture with our eyes due to that split second it took to happen.. XDD;;
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/14/2007 11:10:00 AM
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x 9/14/2007 11:10:00 AM
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3 Cheers!
Hip Hip, Hurray!
Hip Hip, Hurray!
Hip Hip, Hurray!
XDDDD~~
I am completed with my Term 1 submission!! ^^;;
Just completed the last project for Communication.. XD;;
Let me go take some photos of it and post it later... XDD;;;
Wee~~~
Owari! XD
Hip Hip, Hurray!
Hip Hip, Hurray!
Hip Hip, Hurray!
XDDDD~~
I am completed with my Term 1 submission!! ^^;;
Just completed the last project for Communication.. XD;;
Let me go take some photos of it and post it later... XDD;;;
Wee~~~
Owari! XD
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/14/2007 09:52:00 AM
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Thursday, September 13, 2007x 9/14/2007 09:52:00 AM
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Being a gay teacher also got wrong meh... -__-
Why must give them pressure and restrict their acts.
http://www.fridae.com/newsfeatures/article.php?articleid=2032&viewarticle=1&searchtype=all
Why must give them pressure and restrict their acts.
http://www.fridae.com/newsfeatures/article.php?articleid=2032&viewarticle=1&searchtype=all
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/13/2007 01:57:00 PM
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Did anyone felt the uber strong earthquake at 7.10pm juz now?
I felt that on my bed when I trying to nap.
I thought I was giddy, but then I heard my parents yelling me and check if I felt that too..
And, when there is earthquake or wat, first, check the door that is half open, it will starts to sway if there is any shaking.. (not wind blowing lah!) Our that uber heavy metal storerm door was swinging pretty madly juz now... we even plan to evacute.. but, my family members are so slow...
In fact.. all Singaporeans are slow in respond towards emergency... tsk tsk.. very bad thing. Like the other day I was in NLB, the fire alarm went off yet no one plan to evacute. =_=;;; I guess I am always the one panicking over such matters. *Sigh*
NAFA ppl oso, I remember sometime ago there was a serious shake too.. but nobody felt it except me! and until news report and my sis calling me.. and some ppl evacute from offices and such.... duhz.
Found a web which you could check with when you felt that there is earthquake. It's by government so it's pretty reliable..
http://app.nea.gov.sg/cms/htdocs/article.asp?pid=1198
I felt that on my bed when I trying to nap.
I thought I was giddy, but then I heard my parents yelling me and check if I felt that too..
And, when there is earthquake or wat, first, check the door that is half open, it will starts to sway if there is any shaking.. (not wind blowing lah!) Our that uber heavy metal storerm door was swinging pretty madly juz now... we even plan to evacute.. but, my family members are so slow...
In fact.. all Singaporeans are slow in respond towards emergency... tsk tsk.. very bad thing. Like the other day I was in NLB, the fire alarm went off yet no one plan to evacute. =_=;;; I guess I am always the one panicking over such matters. *Sigh*
NAFA ppl oso, I remember sometime ago there was a serious shake too.. but nobody felt it except me! and until news report and my sis calling me.. and some ppl evacute from offices and such.... duhz.
Found a web which you could check with when you felt that there is earthquake. It's by government so it's pretty reliable..
http://app.nea.gov.sg/cms/htdocs/article.asp?pid=1198
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/13/2007 01:11:00 AM
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x 9/13/2007 01:11:00 AM
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Finally,
Submissions are over!!! WEE~~!! XD~~~
*jumps around*
But still got 1 more stupid Communication to complete... duhz....
Today I reached the printing place at 8.30am... I love there though the quality isnt very good.. but I like the people, the service and most importantly... the flexibility of booking them at weird time slots. XDDD
The printer even offer me a part time job but I turned it down... XDD;;
Too busy with school liao... if I take that job.. I will end up most likely dont get to slp till I graduate. Rofl!~
Half way printing A3, the person ran out of A3 lor!! O_O *panick* Then he got no cash with him, and he took 20bucks from me first and ran to get a stack of A3 paper.. XDDD;;; Then oni my A3s could safely print out.. *phew*
Cq is sooooooooooo nice to bring in my other boards which I left at her hse early.. (she didnt even have to come to school today!) and after that she even come over to my secret printing shop to look for me...
After it's done, she even help me carry the things over and rush over like mad.. I run like siao with my not-so-high- heels... X_X;;; I was the last to pin up! Almost 10 liao I think... our pin up time suppose to be by 9.45am.. =0 gosh... but I was so glad that my classmates actually came over and grab blue tacks and such to help me pin up... =D~ *bow bow*
And yes. I end up being the most EXTRA one as I have A1 board.. while the rest had A2.... XDDD;; My boards are enough for them as 6 A2 boards... =XXXX and the submission criteria is at least 2 A2... XD;;;
After that I left the room, then this time, he came out with us saying must remember to hand in ur research and sketches... then I was like YA HOR!!.. I shouted out loud. XD Everyone stared at me.. and again I had weird weird sound effect coming out.. XDD;;; Then I chiongz in and dump the research on the floor from my baggy.. XD;;
And yes!! My work was recognised! He praised my work!! Finally my effort is not wasted this time... =D~~
*jumps around, rolls around, hops around, laughs around, runs around*
He even praised my that not-up-to-standard technical drawing... it's so lousy as compared to CQ they all's... X_X;;; He said very detailed and alot line weights due to my complex layerings. He also praised that I put in alot effort to arrange the structures and make it buildable... (but, when I look at my 3D juz now on my board, I realised some structure is wrong as it penetrates thru a panel which it shouldnt!)
They like the colours too, and the paragraphs having highlighted key words. But they say layout beri str8 forward and plain. Yea lah.. I sux at board layout presentation... not a very visual design kinda person.. :(
I felt that they stood infront of my work and commented quite long about it... all good remarks.. XDDDD;;; After they move to the 3rd person or wat, 1 of my board fell off the panel! Wah lao.. my heart was so pain.. and I gave off a weird weird exclaim sound effect oso.. XDDDD The foamboard was dented.. but the printout was intact. =D
Wa.. those things I printed today, 3 A1+mounting and 12 sheets of black and white A3 print out cost me 81 bucks in total. =___________=
Alot ppl stunned tio upon hearing the total amount. XDDDD;;;
Many many thanks to alot people this time round for my battle...
Daddy mummy for driving me to sch early in the morning to print and bring me go makan or buy me makan when I rushing projects....
Sis for encouraging me and such... many many fren's add oil msges... XDDD
and Myself for being able to complete everything so last min.
I am always on the last min list despite I started earlier and earlier every submissions. tsk tsk tsk....
I know.. it's an long entry again.. XD;;;
Here's my design boards!
Submissions are over!!! WEE~~!! XD~~~
*jumps around*
But still got 1 more stupid Communication to complete... duhz....
Today I reached the printing place at 8.30am... I love there though the quality isnt very good.. but I like the people, the service and most importantly... the flexibility of booking them at weird time slots. XDDD
The printer even offer me a part time job but I turned it down... XDD;;
Too busy with school liao... if I take that job.. I will end up most likely dont get to slp till I graduate. Rofl!~
Half way printing A3, the person ran out of A3 lor!! O_O *panick* Then he got no cash with him, and he took 20bucks from me first and ran to get a stack of A3 paper.. XDDD;;; Then oni my A3s could safely print out.. *phew*
Cq is sooooooooooo nice to bring in my other boards which I left at her hse early.. (she didnt even have to come to school today!) and after that she even come over to my secret printing shop to look for me...
After it's done, she even help me carry the things over and rush over like mad.. I run like siao with my not-so-high- heels... X_X;;; I was the last to pin up! Almost 10 liao I think... our pin up time suppose to be by 9.45am.. =0 gosh... but I was so glad that my classmates actually came over and grab blue tacks and such to help me pin up... =D~ *bow bow*
And yes. I end up being the most EXTRA one as I have A1 board.. while the rest had A2.... XDDD;; My boards are enough for them as 6 A2 boards... =XXXX and the submission criteria is at least 2 A2... XD;;;
After that I left the room, then this time, he came out with us saying must remember to hand in ur research and sketches... then I was like YA HOR!!.. I shouted out loud. XD Everyone stared at me.. and again I had weird weird sound effect coming out.. XDD;;; Then I chiongz in and dump the research on the floor from my baggy.. XD;;
And yes!! My work was recognised! He praised my work!! Finally my effort is not wasted this time... =D~~
*jumps around, rolls around, hops around, laughs around, runs around*
He even praised my that not-up-to-standard technical drawing... it's so lousy as compared to CQ they all's... X_X;;; He said very detailed and alot line weights due to my complex layerings. He also praised that I put in alot effort to arrange the structures and make it buildable... (but, when I look at my 3D juz now on my board, I realised some structure is wrong as it penetrates thru a panel which it shouldnt!)
They like the colours too, and the paragraphs having highlighted key words. But they say layout beri str8 forward and plain. Yea lah.. I sux at board layout presentation... not a very visual design kinda person.. :(
I felt that they stood infront of my work and commented quite long about it... all good remarks.. XDDDD;;; After they move to the 3rd person or wat, 1 of my board fell off the panel! Wah lao.. my heart was so pain.. and I gave off a weird weird exclaim sound effect oso.. XDDDD The foamboard was dented.. but the printout was intact. =D
Wa.. those things I printed today, 3 A1+mounting and 12 sheets of black and white A3 print out cost me 81 bucks in total. =___________=
Alot ppl stunned tio upon hearing the total amount. XDDDD;;;
Many many thanks to alot people this time round for my battle...
Daddy mummy for driving me to sch early in the morning to print and bring me go makan or buy me makan when I rushing projects....
Sis for encouraging me and such... many many fren's add oil msges... XDDD
and Myself for being able to complete everything so last min.
I am always on the last min list despite I started earlier and earlier every submissions. tsk tsk tsk....
I know.. it's an long entry again.. XD;;;
Here's my design boards!
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/13/2007 12:23:00 AM
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Wednesday, September 12, 2007x 9/13/2007 12:23:00 AM
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After a marathon of duno how many freaking hours... (at least 24hrs)
I am done with my projects!!! ^^
Many thanks to CQ and Ben who tried to help me.. and many many thanks to CQ for help me sort out my techno and plot them for me... XDD~~
Finally finish my stupid Exhibition Design... I put in alot effort again.. but.. duno what's the outcome.. *sigh*
Not very satisfy, infact, not a single bit happy with my renders... they looks so sucky and fake. T_T;;; But then, no time to do liao lah.. X_X Got time must redo it nicely for my portfolio...=D
I am gona print out A1... is it too big? LOL.. kinda kua zhang... haha...
I now waiting for morning to come.. I know already morning lah... needa go to waterloo to print them.. so last min... so scare if anything cock up.. then I am dead meat... >_<;;;
My fingers are all numb.. O_o;; must be too tired...
WAIT! This is not the end of my projects yet.
Still got 1 more PPT portfolio thingy... X_X;;; I wish it is HTML.. could do much faster... XD;;
Today will see him... welcome back... =)
Yesterday, Monday I mean... I went to hospital to visit Ah gong again.. kinda rush down as we were told that he wana tell mom smthg.. so rush down...
As we walked towards the ward....
DAMN IT.
I saw my aunt. =/
The one I been trying to avoid due to.... watever. lol...
My mom was shocked as I think she didnt expect and worried how I will react bah...
Demo sa...
I kinda took it easily and greeted her. She got come chat with me abit lah... ask me where I study and such... and the wife of my 3rd uncle come and asked me got BF anot lor.. duhz... GF can anot? lolx~~~
No BF, got hubby XXXXX can anot? ROFL.
I told her too busy with school lah... then she like.. huh? sure have liao lah.. blah blah... I guess, I am at such age already also.. T_T;; tsk tsk tsk.. why all so kpo got bf/gf anot.. like maciam got $ to take if I say got. duhz...
Back to talk abt ah gong.. duhz... he didnt have anything emergency lah... just duno wana pass something to my mom... and watever.... my uncle sounds so serious when he called my mom.. -___-;;
Ah gong seems very poor thing... leg no strenght to walk.. brain isnt functioning well due to the stroke... :(
Ah gong is 80..XD;; I just found out. =X
Ah gong was saying wat wheelchair exp.. blah blah... aiyo.. make me feel like go get a few freelance on the spot and buy him a good wheelchair... actually, was thinking if he need a wheelchair to move around in the future at home... meaning.. the house design needa change... O_o;; But, choy choy.. ah gong will be fine, he can walk again.. just need some time... >_<;;;
Today ah gong called my mom.. say nobody go visit him.. blah blah.. and cried.. >_< say suffering... blah blah... >_<;; I duno.. I wanted to pei him.. but I got projects plus, I duno how to entertain him! O_o;;; Although no language barrier.. but duno what to say.. lolx...
I dun wan anything bad to happen to ah gong.. :(
Now I miss my 2 grannies... :'(
I miss XXXXX too.. felt like very long never see tio him.. haha...>_<;;;
Gona take a break.. later going to sch liao... >_<;;;
Wonder if needa present... O_o;;
I am done with my projects!!! ^^
Many thanks to CQ and Ben who tried to help me.. and many many thanks to CQ for help me sort out my techno and plot them for me... XDD~~
Finally finish my stupid Exhibition Design... I put in alot effort again.. but.. duno what's the outcome.. *sigh*
Not very satisfy, infact, not a single bit happy with my renders... they looks so sucky and fake. T_T;;; But then, no time to do liao lah.. X_X Got time must redo it nicely for my portfolio...=D
I am gona print out A1... is it too big? LOL.. kinda kua zhang... haha...
I now waiting for morning to come.. I know already morning lah... needa go to waterloo to print them.. so last min... so scare if anything cock up.. then I am dead meat... >_<;;;
My fingers are all numb.. O_o;; must be too tired...
WAIT! This is not the end of my projects yet.
Still got 1 more PPT portfolio thingy... X_X;;; I wish it is HTML.. could do much faster... XD;;
Today will see him... welcome back... =)
Yesterday, Monday I mean... I went to hospital to visit Ah gong again.. kinda rush down as we were told that he wana tell mom smthg.. so rush down...
As we walked towards the ward....
DAMN IT.
I saw my aunt. =/
The one I been trying to avoid due to.... watever. lol...
My mom was shocked as I think she didnt expect and worried how I will react bah...
Demo sa...
I kinda took it easily and greeted her. She got come chat with me abit lah... ask me where I study and such... and the wife of my 3rd uncle come and asked me got BF anot lor.. duhz... GF can anot? lolx~~~
No BF, got hubby XXXXX can anot? ROFL.
I told her too busy with school lah... then she like.. huh? sure have liao lah.. blah blah... I guess, I am at such age already also.. T_T;; tsk tsk tsk.. why all so kpo got bf/gf anot.. like maciam got $ to take if I say got. duhz...
Back to talk abt ah gong.. duhz... he didnt have anything emergency lah... just duno wana pass something to my mom... and watever.... my uncle sounds so serious when he called my mom.. -___-;;
Ah gong seems very poor thing... leg no strenght to walk.. brain isnt functioning well due to the stroke... :(
Ah gong is 80..XD;; I just found out. =X
Ah gong was saying wat wheelchair exp.. blah blah... aiyo.. make me feel like go get a few freelance on the spot and buy him a good wheelchair... actually, was thinking if he need a wheelchair to move around in the future at home... meaning.. the house design needa change... O_o;; But, choy choy.. ah gong will be fine, he can walk again.. just need some time... >_<;;;
Today ah gong called my mom.. say nobody go visit him.. blah blah.. and cried.. >_< say suffering... blah blah... >_<;; I duno.. I wanted to pei him.. but I got projects plus, I duno how to entertain him! O_o;;; Although no language barrier.. but duno what to say.. lolx...
I dun wan anything bad to happen to ah gong.. :(
Now I miss my 2 grannies... :'(
I miss XXXXX too.. felt like very long never see tio him.. haha...>_<;;;
Gona take a break.. later going to sch liao... >_<;;;
Wonder if needa present... O_o;;
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/12/2007 06:43:00 AM
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Sunday, September 09, 2007x 9/12/2007 06:43:00 AM
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This round of assesment...
Alot of thoughts going in my mind...
Wasnt really stress out by deadlines...
Was rather worring about things outside school...
Him... grandpa... my stupid wisdom tooth... Her pub... lappy... friends... etc.
But, 90% are all on him and his family... >_<;;;
I keep got the urge to cry.. despite it doesnt really concern me.... X_x;; but well, friend's doggy died I oso cry until si li hua lah... so.. this one.. I shld cry.. but I didnt cry.. O_o;; weird... maybe my mind is trying to tell me to be strong so could support him.. haha...
I really miss him... I wana be by his side all the while when he is suffering... I wana provide him arms and shoulder when he needs them... :(
I wana sayang him....
But, still again, I am nothing to him but just another buggy student. =/
Haiz...
All I can do now is to do well my exhibition design bah... =(
Furniture Design
Technology
Exhibition Design
Communication
Only 1 down, which is gona be submitted on Monday, the rest on Wednesday, but have to get it done by Tuesday as I have to print them out by Tuesday...
Communication on Friday, do it on wednesday bah.. haha...
Tonite (sat) never slp, But, Sunday nite gona slp...
Monday not gona slp, Tuesday shld be slping.. Wed submission. Wed ~ Thursday no slp.. Friday last submission!
Sounds like some tongue twister... lolx...
All the while typing.. I been thinking about him... *sigh*
How are you now? my poor boy....
Alot of thoughts going in my mind...
Wasnt really stress out by deadlines...
Was rather worring about things outside school...
Him... grandpa... my stupid wisdom tooth... Her pub... lappy... friends... etc.
But, 90% are all on him and his family... >_<;;;
I keep got the urge to cry.. despite it doesnt really concern me.... X_x;; but well, friend's doggy died I oso cry until si li hua lah... so.. this one.. I shld cry.. but I didnt cry.. O_o;; weird... maybe my mind is trying to tell me to be strong so could support him.. haha...
I really miss him... I wana be by his side all the while when he is suffering... I wana provide him arms and shoulder when he needs them... :(
I wana sayang him....
But, still again, I am nothing to him but just another buggy student. =/
Haiz...
All I can do now is to do well my exhibition design bah... =(
Furniture Design
Technology
Exhibition Design
Communication
Only 1 down, which is gona be submitted on Monday, the rest on Wednesday, but have to get it done by Tuesday as I have to print them out by Tuesday...
Communication on Friday, do it on wednesday bah.. haha...
Tonite (sat) never slp, But, Sunday nite gona slp...
Monday not gona slp, Tuesday shld be slping.. Wed submission. Wed ~ Thursday no slp.. Friday last submission!
Sounds like some tongue twister... lolx...
All the while typing.. I been thinking about him... *sigh*
How are you now? my poor boy....
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/09/2007 06:38:00 AM
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x 9/09/2007 06:38:00 AM
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PV/MV not out yet.. XDD;;
Love In The Ice
ROMANISATION
[Jaejoong]
Tsumetai sono te kimi no seijanai
Osanaki hibi hotta kizukakae
[Changmin]
Dareka wo aisuru koto osoreteru no
Kotoba no uragawa se wo mukete
[Yoochun]
Dakishimeta kokoro ga koori no you ni
Sotto tokedasu
[Jaejoong]
Daremo ga dare ka ni aisareru tameni
Kono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa
[Junsu]
Sore ga moshimo boku nara
Mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo
Towa no yasashisa de atatameruyo
[Yoochun]
Unmei no itazura
[Jaejoong]
Kokoro wo itametemo
[Yoochun + Jaejoong]
Sono namida no saki ni wa
[Yunho]
Hitosuji no hikari ga
[Changmin]
Yami no naka maiorite
[Yunho + Changmin]
Bokura wa kizukusa
[Jaejoong]
Kurushii hodo ni tsuyoku kanji ya eru
Hito no nukumori
Daremo ga motteru kanashimi ya kodoku
Iyashite moraeru basho sagashiteiru
Sou kimi ni wa sono basho ga koko ni arusa
Osorenaide mou mayowanaide
Boku ga mamoru
[Junsu]
Setsunai hodo ([Jaejoong] My heart)
Utsukushii ai dakara ([Yunho] Don't be afraid)
Hakanai hodo ([Changmin] Let you know my love)
Uruwa shii ([Yoochun] You know)
Kono toki wo ([Yoochun] Let you Know my love too)
[All]
Daremo ga dare ka ni aisareru tameni
Kono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa
Sore ga moshimo boku nara
Mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo
Towa no yasashisa de atatameruyo
Romanisation credits: carynch + coyotecoloured @ LJ
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TRANSLATION
It's not your fault those hands are cold
Holding on to the hurts from the past
Afraid to love someone
Turning your back against the true meaning of the story
Like ice, the heart that is hugged
Slowly melts
To be loved by someone or whoever
It makes life shine like this
If it was me
I would make your heart once again
Warm with eternal tenderness
Fate's play
Even if it makes your heart hurt
At the end of the tear
A stream of light
Comes down from the dark
We can know it
We can feel the strong painful feeling
A person's warmth
Sadness and loneliness that everyone has
Looking for the place to recover
Yes for you that place is here
Don't worry don't hesitate anymore
I will protect you
Because it is a beautiful love as it is sad
(My heart) (Don't be afraid)
This beautiful time as it is ephemeral
(Let you know my love) (you know) (Let you know my love too)
To be loved by someone or whoever
It makes life shine like this
If it was me
I would make your heart once again
Warm with eternal tenderness
Credits: 하나비라@bestiz + jajaja@soompi
http://dbskarchives.blogspot.com
Love In The Ice
ROMANISATION
[Jaejoong]
Tsumetai sono te kimi no seijanai
Osanaki hibi hotta kizukakae
[Changmin]
Dareka wo aisuru koto osoreteru no
Kotoba no uragawa se wo mukete
[Yoochun]
Dakishimeta kokoro ga koori no you ni
Sotto tokedasu
[Jaejoong]
Daremo ga dare ka ni aisareru tameni
Kono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa
[Junsu]
Sore ga moshimo boku nara
Mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo
Towa no yasashisa de atatameruyo
[Yoochun]
Unmei no itazura
[Jaejoong]
Kokoro wo itametemo
[Yoochun + Jaejoong]
Sono namida no saki ni wa
[Yunho]
Hitosuji no hikari ga
[Changmin]
Yami no naka maiorite
[Yunho + Changmin]
Bokura wa kizukusa
[Jaejoong]
Kurushii hodo ni tsuyoku kanji ya eru
Hito no nukumori
Daremo ga motteru kanashimi ya kodoku
Iyashite moraeru basho sagashiteiru
Sou kimi ni wa sono basho ga koko ni arusa
Osorenaide mou mayowanaide
Boku ga mamoru
[Junsu]
Setsunai hodo ([Jaejoong] My heart)
Utsukushii ai dakara ([Yunho] Don't be afraid)
Hakanai hodo ([Changmin] Let you know my love)
Uruwa shii ([Yoochun] You know)
Kono toki wo ([Yoochun] Let you Know my love too)
[All]
Daremo ga dare ka ni aisareru tameni
Kono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa
Sore ga moshimo boku nara
Mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo
Towa no yasashisa de atatameruyo
Romanisation credits: carynch + coyotecoloured @ LJ
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TRANSLATION
It's not your fault those hands are cold
Holding on to the hurts from the past
Afraid to love someone
Turning your back against the true meaning of the story
Like ice, the heart that is hugged
Slowly melts
To be loved by someone or whoever
It makes life shine like this
If it was me
I would make your heart once again
Warm with eternal tenderness
Fate's play
Even if it makes your heart hurt
At the end of the tear
A stream of light
Comes down from the dark
We can know it
We can feel the strong painful feeling
A person's warmth
Sadness and loneliness that everyone has
Looking for the place to recover
Yes for you that place is here
Don't worry don't hesitate anymore
I will protect you
Because it is a beautiful love as it is sad
(My heart) (Don't be afraid)
This beautiful time as it is ephemeral
(Let you know my love) (you know) (Let you know my love too)
To be loved by someone or whoever
It makes life shine like this
If it was me
I would make your heart once again
Warm with eternal tenderness
Credits: 하나비라@bestiz + jajaja@soompi
http://dbskarchives.blogspot.com
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/09/2007 03:03:00 AM
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Saturday, September 08, 2007x 9/09/2007 03:03:00 AM
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Supposingly to be my first mooncake for this year... demo sa....
Below is not photoshopped version... X_X;;;
DAMN! IT WAS INFESTED BY ANTSSSSSSS....
Duno why so many ants... despite on the 15th floor... everytime had to destroy their nest... everytime have to follow them to track them lor... lolx... The moon cake was already hangin from some extension we made from the ceiling to avoid them getting these sweet stuffs.. and still.. they got us. @$#%#$^%$^#@$
BUT WAIT!
The purpose of these pic are not on the ants... it's the packaging!! IT'S SAKURA FROM SAKURA TAISEN!!! O_O LIKE SO OMFG WHEN I SAW IT! BOUGHT THIS FROM JURONG.. LOLX.. SO BTH LOR.. SAKURA~~~
omg.. can sue the manufacturer for it lor.. maybe I should tell sega about it.. wakaka... XD
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/08/2007 06:48:00 PM
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Friday, September 07, 2007x 9/08/2007 06:48:00 PM
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I went to attend the funeral wake.
Can tell that he is really sad when he told me he got the call from hospital but his dad was already gone by then. Didnt catch the last chance.
The wake was held at his house.. wow... I actually get to go to his house.
He is still as thoughtful although he is sad.
So weird when I enter, he shake my hand and say thanks for coming... yes, I touched him... lolx. -__-;;;
Then I saw David there too.. X_X the rest I duno de lor...
Then go pay a respect to his dad...
He is a christian.. O_o;;
Then he put me sit with David coz I duno anyone there.. kinda awkward... I just sit sit nia lor.. and on off David got chat with me lah.. coz still got other duno who and who around.. and I just listen to them chat lor...
Then later after he entertain the other bunch, he drag a chair and come over and sit sit at our table... he still care about my projects lor! omg... *touched to tears* can see he is sad lah.. I wish I could gib him a hug... >_<
1 biggest discovery is..
His Soo..is... 司 instead of 蘇...
Shocked... haha...
weird surname too... XD
He is quite mandarin speaking at home leh.. O_o;;
He is the youngest son lor...
Poor boy... haiz...
I left after like half an hour coz my parents are waiting for me on the car...
he so cute when I told him that my parents are waiting on car.. he stick out his tongue and got this uh no expression... keke... silly boy... XD;;;
Still, this is so shocking...
Despite I prayed so much, still his dad left.
I even say that I am willing to sacrifice some of my life span to extend his dad's so XXXXX can stay happy for few more years... :(
I dont believe in god liao lah. Always never zhun de. No matter is as a catholic or a buddist. =(
I just wana take care of my boy...
I wish I could share his sufferings... :(
Can tell that he is really sad when he told me he got the call from hospital but his dad was already gone by then. Didnt catch the last chance.
The wake was held at his house.. wow... I actually get to go to his house.
He is still as thoughtful although he is sad.
So weird when I enter, he shake my hand and say thanks for coming... yes, I touched him... lolx. -__-;;;
Then I saw David there too.. X_X the rest I duno de lor...
Then go pay a respect to his dad...
He is a christian.. O_o;;
Then he put me sit with David coz I duno anyone there.. kinda awkward... I just sit sit nia lor.. and on off David got chat with me lah.. coz still got other duno who and who around.. and I just listen to them chat lor...
Then later after he entertain the other bunch, he drag a chair and come over and sit sit at our table... he still care about my projects lor! omg... *touched to tears* can see he is sad lah.. I wish I could gib him a hug... >_<
1 biggest discovery is..
His Soo..is... 司 instead of 蘇...
Shocked... haha...
weird surname too... XD
He is quite mandarin speaking at home leh.. O_o;;
He is the youngest son lor...
Poor boy... haiz...
I left after like half an hour coz my parents are waiting for me on the car...
he so cute when I told him that my parents are waiting on car.. he stick out his tongue and got this uh no expression... keke... silly boy... XD;;;
Still, this is so shocking...
Despite I prayed so much, still his dad left.
I even say that I am willing to sacrifice some of my life span to extend his dad's so XXXXX can stay happy for few more years... :(
I dont believe in god liao lah. Always never zhun de. No matter is as a catholic or a buddist. =(
I just wana take care of my boy...
I wish I could share his sufferings... :(
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/07/2007 11:13:00 PM
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Bad news.
It happened.
My bad instinct is right.
My poor boy is suffering now.
Fuck me. I cant do anything.
It happened.
My bad instinct is right.
My poor boy is suffering now.
Fuck me. I cant do anything.
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/07/2007 10:32:00 AM
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My poor boy MIA today...
Really duno where is he... sms him also no reply...
Keep having a bad instinct about it... >_<
Coz he is not that kinda person who dun reply sms...
Saa ne...
I even went to his afternn class for year 2 to check if he's around.. but he wasnt there... X_X;;;
Duhz...
What happened to him...?
I wana know and care for him, but I am just a student... =/
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My own Ah gong oso admitted to TTSH...
>_<
The nurse called up my mom and she cry like duno what when I arrived home this evening.. shock me sia...
The nurse say wat he got blockage in his blood veins and these veins are happened to be in the brain... so in shock, stroke in the brain.
Have to go for some physical therapy thingy... or watsoever. X_X;;
But after my mom visit, she say it's not a serious one.. then only I feel much better...
He is the only grandparent I am left with.
My Dad's Dad passed away b4 I even see him.. (I think even b4 I born)
My Favourite Mom's Mom passed away during primary 3...
My Dad's Mom passed away when I was in the midst of preparing for PSLE.
I dont wana lose this grandpa... =(
But, you could never beat the fact that people are getting old.. and you should be prepared. =(
*sob*
Really duno where is he... sms him also no reply...
Keep having a bad instinct about it... >_<
Coz he is not that kinda person who dun reply sms...
Saa ne...
I even went to his afternn class for year 2 to check if he's around.. but he wasnt there... X_X;;;
Duhz...
What happened to him...?
I wana know and care for him, but I am just a student... =/
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My own Ah gong oso admitted to TTSH...
>_<
The nurse called up my mom and she cry like duno what when I arrived home this evening.. shock me sia...
The nurse say wat he got blockage in his blood veins and these veins are happened to be in the brain... so in shock, stroke in the brain.
Have to go for some physical therapy thingy... or watsoever. X_X;;
But after my mom visit, she say it's not a serious one.. then only I feel much better...
He is the only grandparent I am left with.
My Dad's Dad passed away b4 I even see him.. (I think even b4 I born)
My Favourite Mom's Mom passed away during primary 3...
My Dad's Mom passed away when I was in the midst of preparing for PSLE.
I dont wana lose this grandpa... =(
But, you could never beat the fact that people are getting old.. and you should be prepared. =(
*sob*
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/07/2007 01:00:00 AM
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Thursday, September 06, 2007x 9/07/2007 01:00:00 AM
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Hmm...
Now think back, I feel so dumb.
I cut mysef for fark. =/
I didnt understand what he was going through back then and ownself isolate with people and depress for fark. -_-;; duhz.
I feel dumb. darmn freaking plain stupid.
Poor boy is suffering... :(
I wish I could share abit of his suffer...
But, what can I do?
What can I do for you? (Real Emotion - FFX2)
I am worried for him all the time... haiz...
I know he dont need me to worry for him... but I juz simple cant help worrying...
Now think back, I feel so dumb.
I cut mysef for fark. =/
I didnt understand what he was going through back then and ownself isolate with people and depress for fark. -_-;; duhz.
I feel dumb. darmn freaking plain stupid.
Poor boy is suffering... :(
I wish I could share abit of his suffer...
But, what can I do?
What can I do for you? (Real Emotion - FFX2)
I am worried for him all the time... haiz...
I know he dont need me to worry for him... but I juz simple cant help worrying...
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/06/2007 01:50:00 AM
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Was late for school today... X_X;;;
and.. is HIS class lor... lolx..
I didnt slack! Was rushing out his presentation... cant finish lah... ;__;
The most suprise thing of the day is... the teachers combined the table with our table... so...
I get to sit RIGHT BESIDE him!!! >/////<
Ureshii~~~!!!
Good suprises always hit me when I am not prepared or not hoping... lolx...
I could hear him giggle, observe his little actions... blah blah... XDDD;;;
BTH.
*nose bleed*
Fine, I know this is not the first time I sit beside him liao... (the other time is bday and even much more closer...)
Still.... doki doki desu. XDD
He changed watch again, think is G-shock this time? lolx... previously was Diesel, and the first one I start to notice is O.D.M, which is one of my fav watch brand too.
Demo sa...
My design seems to be very not so appealing in the end... ;_____;
Maybe I tried too hard again?
I duno what went wrong again.. it's always in this cycle..
From not bad -> Very nice and interesting -> not fully utilise -> Messy/complex -> D
=___=
*bangs wall*
*stabs self*
What went wrong? ;_____;
Am I really able to be aoutstanding proper designer?
no confident... ;_____;
I miss him... and I love him...
Submission deadlines are right behind me.. and I still in a slacking mood... duhz.. Gwen! Wakey!! T_T Dont slack liao! Slack too much during the 4 freaking god damnit months. =_=;;;
List of things to do:
Furniture - Plan, elevation, side drawings
Technology - 3 Details + 5 Innovative Details
Exhibition - Plan, elevations, more detailing to 3D, board design
Communication - PPT portfolio
Wah lao. So much to do.
No more O2JAM for the time being. till I am done with all the shits.
Oh yea, forget to mention that he is so kind and considerate enough to faster got photocopy the comments they wrote on our project and came back to our class to give it to us.. omg... *nose bleed*
Lol...He is so freaking cute.
I know I have not set my eyes on a wrong person this time.
Just that, I dont think I can have him... lolx...
I again have to stand by him and watch over him quietly...
Some people ask me to take actions.. but, not too fast yet not too slow.. but but... what to do?! >_< I duno what else I could do... somemore his dad is not well now, I cant possible date him at this period of time. Talking about hospital, my ah gong oso juz admitted to TTSH... X_X he ownself say beri sick until wana go... *prays*
What else can I do to conquer his heart? >_<;;;
I got no look, no money, no talent, no speciality, no figure, no this no that.
What is good about me whereby I could use to conquer him?
Dare ga oshiete. 誰が、教えて。。。
and.. is HIS class lor... lolx..
I didnt slack! Was rushing out his presentation... cant finish lah... ;__;
The most suprise thing of the day is... the teachers combined the table with our table... so...
I get to sit RIGHT BESIDE him!!! >/////<
Ureshii~~~!!!
Good suprises always hit me when I am not prepared or not hoping... lolx...
I could hear him giggle, observe his little actions... blah blah... XDDD;;;
BTH.
*nose bleed*
Fine, I know this is not the first time I sit beside him liao... (the other time is bday and even much more closer...)
Still.... doki doki desu. XDD
He changed watch again, think is G-shock this time? lolx... previously was Diesel, and the first one I start to notice is O.D.M, which is one of my fav watch brand too.
Demo sa...
My design seems to be very not so appealing in the end... ;_____;
Maybe I tried too hard again?
I duno what went wrong again.. it's always in this cycle..
From not bad -> Very nice and interesting -> not fully utilise -> Messy/complex -> D
=___=
*bangs wall*
*stabs self*
What went wrong? ;_____;
Am I really able to be a
no confident... ;_____;
I miss him... and I love him...
Submission deadlines are right behind me.. and I still in a slacking mood... duhz.. Gwen! Wakey!! T_T Dont slack liao! Slack too much during the 4 freaking god damnit months. =_=;;;
List of things to do:
Furniture - Plan, elevation, side drawings
Technology - 3 Details + 5 Innovative Details
Exhibition - Plan, elevations, more detailing to 3D, board design
Communication - PPT portfolio
Wah lao. So much to do.
No more O2JAM for the time being. till I am done with all the shits.
Oh yea, forget to mention that he is so kind and considerate enough to faster got photocopy the comments they wrote on our project and came back to our class to give it to us.. omg... *nose bleed*
Lol...He is so freaking cute.
I know I have not set my eyes on a wrong person this time.
Just that, I dont think I can have him... lolx...
I again have to stand by him and watch over him quietly...
Some people ask me to take actions.. but, not too fast yet not too slow.. but but... what to do?! >_< I duno what else I could do... somemore his dad is not well now, I cant possible date him at this period of time. Talking about hospital, my ah gong oso juz admitted to TTSH... X_X he ownself say beri sick until wana go... *prays*
What else can I do to conquer his heart? >_<;;;
I got no look, no money, no talent, no speciality, no figure, no this no that.
What is good about me whereby I could use to conquer him?
Dare ga oshiete. 誰が、教えて。。。
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/06/2007 01:33:00 AM
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wah lao... damn funny.. this clip.. XDD~~~~
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/04/2007 02:41:00 AM
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Monday, September 03, 2007x 9/04/2007 02:41:00 AM
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I am kinda sad...
Not moody or what, but heard something bad...
This morning, he was late, and Class Rep broke the news that he is in the hospital accompanying his dad... will be late...
When he come he still entertain us and laugh along with us lor... X_X somemore have to assist us on our projects...
After his lesson liao, he still stayed back... though he said could find him after his lunch.. but some people just duno how to understand him and insist him to stay back to see their work first... poor boy had to stay bac without his lunch...
After that I go and find him at staffroom, he wasnt around, so I smsed him.. and he was in meeting previously... wah lao.. so many meetings for fark? =X
I duno if he had his lunch in between already anot.. if not, he very ke lian.. coz it was already 4pm+ liao... X_X
Before I left, I asked how's his dad.. he paused awhile and replied "Still the same... not very good..." Then he turn away in this very sad expression...
Wah loa.. my heart was like kena tear apart... he never show such expression before... till now I couldnt forget that expression... >_<~~ But, I could do nothing for him... All I could was to say "Take care" to him...
I am not his friend or what, just a student who shldnt get involved in his life so much...
For that moment, I prayed...
If his dad could recover, I dont mind not having him... I dont mind not able to find him after school and such...
On the other hand... I wish I could lend him my shoulder or hug him...
I feel so sad... yet I am helpless...
:'(
Not moody or what, but heard something bad...
This morning, he was late, and Class Rep broke the news that he is in the hospital accompanying his dad... will be late...
When he come he still entertain us and laugh along with us lor... X_X somemore have to assist us on our projects...
After his lesson liao, he still stayed back... though he said could find him after his lunch.. but some people just duno how to understand him and insist him to stay back to see their work first... poor boy had to stay bac without his lunch...
After that I go and find him at staffroom, he wasnt around, so I smsed him.. and he was in meeting previously... wah lao.. so many meetings for fark? =X
I duno if he had his lunch in between already anot.. if not, he very ke lian.. coz it was already 4pm+ liao... X_X
Before I left, I asked how's his dad.. he paused awhile and replied "Still the same... not very good..." Then he turn away in this very sad expression...
Wah loa.. my heart was like kena tear apart... he never show such expression before... till now I couldnt forget that expression... >_<~~ But, I could do nothing for him... All I could was to say "Take care" to him...
I am not his friend or what, just a student who shldnt get involved in his life so much...
For that moment, I prayed...
If his dad could recover, I dont mind not having him... I dont mind not able to find him after school and such...
On the other hand... I wish I could lend him my shoulder or hug him...
I feel so sad... yet I am helpless...
:'(
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/03/2007 05:13:00 PM
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The Top 10 Things They Never Taught in design school
1. Talent is one-third of the success equation.
Talent is important in any profession, but it is no guarantee of success. Hard work and luck are equally important. Hard work means self-discipline and sacrifice. Luck means, among other things, access to power, whether it is social contacts or money or timing. In fact, if you are not very talented, you can still succeed by emphasizing the other two. If you think I am wrong, just look around.
2. 95 percent of any creative profession is shit work.
Only 5 percent is actually, in some simplistic way, fun. In school that is what you focus on; it is 100 percent fun. Tick-tock. In real life, most of the time there is paper work, drafting boring stuff, fact-checking, negotiating, selling, collecting money, paying taxes, and so forth. If you dont learn to love the boring, aggravating, and stupid parts of your profession and perform them with diligence and care, you will never succeed.
3. If everything is equally important, then nothing is very important.
You hear a lot about details, from Dont sweat the details to God is in the details. Both are true, but with a very important explanation: hierarchy. You must decide what is important, and then attend to it first and foremost. Everything is important, yes. But not everything is equally important. A very successful real estate person taught me this. He told me, Watch King Rat. Youll get it.
4. Dont over-think a problem.
One time when I was in graduate school, the late, great Steven Izenour said to me, after only a week or so into a ten-week problem, OK, you solved it. Now draw it up. Every other critic I ever had always tried to complicate and prolong a problem when, in fact, it had already been solved. Designers are obsessive by nature. This was a revelation. Sometimes you just hit it. The thing is done. Move on.
5. Start with what you know; then remove the unknowns.
In design this means draw what you know. Start by putting down what you already know and already understand. If you are designing a chair, for example, you know that humans are of predictable height. The seat height, the angle of repose, and the loading requirements can at least be approximated. So draw them. Most students panic when faced with something they do not know and cannot control. Forget about it. Begin at the beginning. Then work on each unknown, solving and removing them one at a time. It is the most important rule of design. In Zen it is expressed as Be where you are. It works.
6. Dont forget your goal.
Definition of a fanatic: Someone who redoubles his effort after forgetting his goal. Students and young designers often approach a problem with insight and brilliance, and subsequently let it slip away in confusion, fear and wasted effort. They forget their goals, and make up new ones as they go along. Original thought is a kind of gift from the gods. Artists know this. Hold the moment, they say. Honor it. Get your idea down on a slip of paper and tape it up in front of you.
7. When you throw your weight around, you usually fall off balance.
Overconfidence is as bad as no confidence. Be humble in approaching problems. Realize and accept your ignorance, then work diligently to educate yourself out of it. Ask questions. Power the power to create things and impose them on the world is a privilege. Do not abuse it, do not underestimate its difficulty, or it will come around and bite you on the ass. The great Karmic wheel, however slowly, turns.
8. The road to hell is paved with good intentions; or, no good deed goes unpunished.
The world is not set up to facilitate the best any more than it is set up to facilitate the worst. It doesnt depend on brilliance or innovation because if it did, the system would be unpredictable. It requires averages and predictables. So, good deeds and brilliant ideas go against the grain of the social contract almost by definition. They will be challenged and will require enormous effort to succeed. Most fail. Expect to work hard, expect to fail a few times, and expect to be rejected. Our work is like martial arts or military strategy: Never underestimate your opponent. If you believe in excellence, your opponent will pretty much be everything.
9. It all comes down to output.
No matter how cool your computer rendering is, no matter how brilliant your essay is, no matter how fabulous your whatever is, if you cant output it, distribute it, and make it known, it basically doesnt exist. Orient yourself to output. Schedule output. Output, output, output. Show Me The Output.
10. The rest of the world counts.
If you hope to accomplish anything, you will inevitably need all of the people you hated in high school. I once attended a very prestigious design school where the idea was If you are here, you are so important, the rest of the world doesnt count. Not a single person from that school that I know of has ever been really successful outside of school. In fact, most are the kind of mid-level management drones and hacks they so despised as students. A suit does not make you a genius. No matter how good your design is, somebody has to construct or manufacture it. Somebody has to insure it. Somebody has to buy it. Respect those people. You need them. Big time.
By, Kill all Artist
- Extracted from friendster by some duno who.. =X
1. Talent is one-third of the success equation.
Talent is important in any profession, but it is no guarantee of success. Hard work and luck are equally important. Hard work means self-discipline and sacrifice. Luck means, among other things, access to power, whether it is social contacts or money or timing. In fact, if you are not very talented, you can still succeed by emphasizing the other two. If you think I am wrong, just look around.
2. 95 percent of any creative profession is shit work.
Only 5 percent is actually, in some simplistic way, fun. In school that is what you focus on; it is 100 percent fun. Tick-tock. In real life, most of the time there is paper work, drafting boring stuff, fact-checking, negotiating, selling, collecting money, paying taxes, and so forth. If you dont learn to love the boring, aggravating, and stupid parts of your profession and perform them with diligence and care, you will never succeed.
3. If everything is equally important, then nothing is very important.
You hear a lot about details, from Dont sweat the details to God is in the details. Both are true, but with a very important explanation: hierarchy. You must decide what is important, and then attend to it first and foremost. Everything is important, yes. But not everything is equally important. A very successful real estate person taught me this. He told me, Watch King Rat. Youll get it.
4. Dont over-think a problem.
One time when I was in graduate school, the late, great Steven Izenour said to me, after only a week or so into a ten-week problem, OK, you solved it. Now draw it up. Every other critic I ever had always tried to complicate and prolong a problem when, in fact, it had already been solved. Designers are obsessive by nature. This was a revelation. Sometimes you just hit it. The thing is done. Move on.
5. Start with what you know; then remove the unknowns.
In design this means draw what you know. Start by putting down what you already know and already understand. If you are designing a chair, for example, you know that humans are of predictable height. The seat height, the angle of repose, and the loading requirements can at least be approximated. So draw them. Most students panic when faced with something they do not know and cannot control. Forget about it. Begin at the beginning. Then work on each unknown, solving and removing them one at a time. It is the most important rule of design. In Zen it is expressed as Be where you are. It works.
6. Dont forget your goal.
Definition of a fanatic: Someone who redoubles his effort after forgetting his goal. Students and young designers often approach a problem with insight and brilliance, and subsequently let it slip away in confusion, fear and wasted effort. They forget their goals, and make up new ones as they go along. Original thought is a kind of gift from the gods. Artists know this. Hold the moment, they say. Honor it. Get your idea down on a slip of paper and tape it up in front of you.
7. When you throw your weight around, you usually fall off balance.
Overconfidence is as bad as no confidence. Be humble in approaching problems. Realize and accept your ignorance, then work diligently to educate yourself out of it. Ask questions. Power the power to create things and impose them on the world is a privilege. Do not abuse it, do not underestimate its difficulty, or it will come around and bite you on the ass. The great Karmic wheel, however slowly, turns.
8. The road to hell is paved with good intentions; or, no good deed goes unpunished.
The world is not set up to facilitate the best any more than it is set up to facilitate the worst. It doesnt depend on brilliance or innovation because if it did, the system would be unpredictable. It requires averages and predictables. So, good deeds and brilliant ideas go against the grain of the social contract almost by definition. They will be challenged and will require enormous effort to succeed. Most fail. Expect to work hard, expect to fail a few times, and expect to be rejected. Our work is like martial arts or military strategy: Never underestimate your opponent. If you believe in excellence, your opponent will pretty much be everything.
9. It all comes down to output.
No matter how cool your computer rendering is, no matter how brilliant your essay is, no matter how fabulous your whatever is, if you cant output it, distribute it, and make it known, it basically doesnt exist. Orient yourself to output. Schedule output. Output, output, output. Show Me The Output.
10. The rest of the world counts.
If you hope to accomplish anything, you will inevitably need all of the people you hated in high school. I once attended a very prestigious design school where the idea was If you are here, you are so important, the rest of the world doesnt count. Not a single person from that school that I know of has ever been really successful outside of school. In fact, most are the kind of mid-level management drones and hacks they so despised as students. A suit does not make you a genius. No matter how good your design is, somebody has to construct or manufacture it. Somebody has to insure it. Somebody has to buy it. Respect those people. You need them. Big time.
By, Kill all Artist
- Extracted from friendster by some duno who.. =X
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/03/2007 03:41:00 AM
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Last wednesday, (29/08/2007)
He this baka left his phone in the class...
And me.. being the crazy fan girl realised it...
I faster chiong up and grab his phone... I tell the rest and chiong to next door and show off to CQ they all...
His phone is......
OILY LOR. =XXXXX All the facial oil.. rofl...
But, wah lao... able to kio tio his phone is like...dream sia... XDDD
Everyone ask me to peep at his photo album!! Meng even say later his no. and photo inside... damn u! T_T Some tell me maybe got bf/gf's photo... duhz! T_T;;;
I... caught in between... the devil tells me yea! and angel says no.. X_X
But, I never! I should respect his privacy and not invade his privacy if I really loves him... X_X;;;
Anyway, I forgot to see wat line he is under lor... lolx...
I only know from the moment I found his hp.. I keep on trembling... lolx... for fark?!
Anyway, I brought to staffroom but he wasnt there... in the end he came back to class to look for it.. tsk tsk...
(the other day I went staffroom I ask him buy me drink for that! Lolx.. but I was tongue tied.. end up I explaining that I found the fone, came staffroom to gib him but he not ard.. blah...)
I cant stop trembling when I photo-ing this hp.. XD I was doing it infront of the lift.. siaoZ! LAter he ngam ngam come out of lift how!?? X_X
The other day, I went staffroom to borrow some reference books from him...
Later then I know that the book are expensive and should be approved by HOD before renting.. and.. wow.. he lend me without asking HOD... ZHAI! XDDD
He is always so nice lor... >_<~~
He has been sweet and nice lah... haha... to a student though. =P
Last Thurday, I went to find him for my design, then he keep ask me zoom here zoom there... zoom in zoom out.. I got so... Fup and threw the mouse to him and.. aiyo, u zoom yourself lah! Then he kinda panic and say u zoom liddat liddat how big and where... den I this time zoom liao.. he diam diam... ROFL... =X
After that, he ask anything else, I say, furniture oso can ask u ar? LOL.. than he like.. er... than I go make a call first...
He called home... say duno wat milk wat milk... 2500ml.. blah blah... I think is for his dad de... X_X;;; duno lah.. sekali for his baby right? lolx... and hell yea, I been joking I wana go up to him and ask him for his sperm. ROFL. -___-;;
Oso that day, which I know he is staying with parents and got maid.. and his dad is sick... and he been rushing home to take care of him or wat bah.. X_X;;; nowdays he very fast go home... lolx...
I oso know he designed a studying table that is one piece with chair which you could expand the chair into table when u need a bigger table... I am so keen to know more about the design.. sounds cool.. haha... This design was for SFIC furniture design 2000 de... that time I oni juz enter deyi lor! XDDD and I bet he join that under young designer catagory.. coz he was oni around 35... which is the MAX age limit for that catagory.. XD ROFL...
And Last friday... cher's day.. atashi never go back deyi... too rush.. *sigh*
I miss the teachers there... :(
End up.. 1 box of my merci go to HIM! LOL I wanted to gib him something else de... lolx... but I doubt I can finish the Merci so I gib him 1 box.. lolx.. XD He said.. " Aiyo, dont need lah... so paiseh.. thank you thank you... aiyo..." Lolx... silly boy... so.. SINGLISH~ XDDD He awis singlish with me nowdays.. so different from year 2.. where he awis use chim chim ang mo... lolx.. sometimes I ask him things, i say wah.. so chim.. he will say.. where got chim... haha... bth he and all this local language.. so not suitable... more bth he speak mandarin with china ppl.. so.. CUTE! XDD Yea.. must tape down.. awis forgot... lolx... XDDDD
Did I mentioned b4 I bought him beancurd to eat? LOL... XDDDD~~
I been spoiling him with alot food... lolx... X_X;;; Ebil.. >=D
One of the random snap of his handwritting.. XDD
Lastly...
I AM SO LAZY TO TRADEMARK MY PHOTOS~~~ XDDD~~
Wah lao.. the moment I start toking abt him.. kenot stop sia... X_X;;;
He this baka left his phone in the class...
And me.. being the crazy fan girl realised it...
I faster chiong up and grab his phone... I tell the rest and chiong to next door and show off to CQ they all...
His phone is......
OILY LOR. =XXXXX All the facial oil.. rofl...
But, wah lao... able to kio tio his phone is like...dream sia... XDDD
Everyone ask me to peep at his photo album!! Meng even say later his no. and photo inside... damn u! T_T Some tell me maybe got bf/gf's photo... duhz! T_T;;;
I... caught in between... the devil tells me yea! and angel says no.. X_X
But, I never! I should respect his privacy and not invade his privacy if I really loves him... X_X;;;
Anyway, I forgot to see wat line he is under lor... lolx...
I only know from the moment I found his hp.. I keep on trembling... lolx... for fark?!
Anyway, I brought to staffroom but he wasnt there... in the end he came back to class to look for it.. tsk tsk...
(the other day I went staffroom I ask him buy me drink for that! Lolx.. but I was tongue tied.. end up I explaining that I found the fone, came staffroom to gib him but he not ard.. blah...)
I cant stop trembling when I photo-ing this hp.. XD I was doing it infront of the lift.. siaoZ! LAter he ngam ngam come out of lift how!?? X_X
The other day, I went staffroom to borrow some reference books from him...
Later then I know that the book are expensive and should be approved by HOD before renting.. and.. wow.. he lend me without asking HOD... ZHAI! XDDD
He is always so nice lor... >_<~~
He has been sweet and nice lah... haha... to a student though. =P
Last Thurday, I went to find him for my design, then he keep ask me zoom here zoom there... zoom in zoom out.. I got so... Fup and threw the mouse to him and.. aiyo, u zoom yourself lah! Then he kinda panic and say u zoom liddat liddat how big and where... den I this time zoom liao.. he diam diam... ROFL... =X
After that, he ask anything else, I say, furniture oso can ask u ar? LOL.. than he like.. er... than I go make a call first...
He called home... say duno wat milk wat milk... 2500ml.. blah blah... I think is for his dad de... X_X;;; duno lah.. sekali for his baby right? lolx... and hell yea, I been joking I wana go up to him and ask him for his sperm. ROFL. -___-;;
Oso that day, which I know he is staying with parents and got maid.. and his dad is sick... and he been rushing home to take care of him or wat bah.. X_X;;; nowdays he very fast go home... lolx...
I oso know he designed a studying table that is one piece with chair which you could expand the chair into table when u need a bigger table... I am so keen to know more about the design.. sounds cool.. haha... This design was for SFIC furniture design 2000 de... that time I oni juz enter deyi lor! XDDD and I bet he join that under young designer catagory.. coz he was oni around 35... which is the MAX age limit for that catagory.. XD ROFL...
And Last friday... cher's day.. atashi never go back deyi... too rush.. *sigh*
I miss the teachers there... :(
End up.. 1 box of my merci go to HIM! LOL I wanted to gib him something else de... lolx... but I doubt I can finish the Merci so I gib him 1 box.. lolx.. XD He said.. " Aiyo, dont need lah... so paiseh.. thank you thank you... aiyo..." Lolx... silly boy... so.. SINGLISH~ XDDD He awis singlish with me nowdays.. so different from year 2.. where he awis use chim chim ang mo... lolx.. sometimes I ask him things, i say wah.. so chim.. he will say.. where got chim... haha... bth he and all this local language.. so not suitable... more bth he speak mandarin with china ppl.. so.. CUTE! XDD Yea.. must tape down.. awis forgot... lolx... XDDDD
Did I mentioned b4 I bought him beancurd to eat? LOL... XDDDD~~
I been spoiling him with alot food... lolx... X_X;;; Ebil.. >=D
One of the random snap of his handwritting.. XDD
Lastly...
I AM SO LAZY TO TRADEMARK MY PHOTOS~~~ XDDD~~
Wah lao.. the moment I start toking abt him.. kenot stop sia... X_X;;;
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/03/2007 01:30:00 AM
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Sunday, September 02, 2007x 9/03/2007 01:30:00 AM
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Some photo update... XDDD;;;
My bday... (wah lao.. 1 month ago liao lor...)
At home...
The actual day with my mates and..... him...
See his arm... keke...
Michy's present...
Panda is you, wabbit is me... >///<
My bday... (wah lao.. 1 month ago liao lor...)
At home...
The actual day with my mates and..... him...
See his arm... keke...
Michy's present...
Panda is you, wabbit is me... >///<
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/02/2007 10:59:00 PM
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x 9/02/2007 10:59:00 PM
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you can see at the Tag area...
I implemented a new taggy(?) chatroom kinda thingy... lolx...
Duno if it appears outta place on your screen as it is alright on mine...
I am lazy to change the codings properly to fit it in well.. too big leh.. kenot set it smaller than 200 width... lousy.. boohoo... XDDD
Now ish raining.. so nice to sleep.. XDD
Tmr gona be hellish.. needa doalot shits out... lotsa presentation next week also.. and submissions are in 1 week's time! T_T
Ganbatte! After that is enjoy!! for a week nia though.. rofl.. XDDD~~~~
I am so lazy to blog things he said... and he said so much.. and I dont have time to recall all of them... wasted! LOL.. shld tape down his words in the future... LOLXX~~
Crazy me.. XDD~~
I wan bell bell earring... rofl...
I wana go get something stainless steel again.. kinda crazy over stainless steel.. XDDD~~~
Sleep time! WAH LAO! 4AM?! O_O NO WONDeR I Am SO FREAKING SLPY NOW. X_X
I implemented a new taggy(?) chatroom kinda thingy... lolx...
Duno if it appears outta place on your screen as it is alright on mine...
I am lazy to change the codings properly to fit it in well.. too big leh.. kenot set it smaller than 200 width... lousy.. boohoo... XDDD
Now ish raining.. so nice to sleep.. XDD
Tmr gona be hellish.. needa doalot shits out... lotsa presentation next week also.. and submissions are in 1 week's time! T_T
Ganbatte! After that is enjoy!! for a week nia though.. rofl.. XDDD~~~~
I am so lazy to blog things he said... and he said so much.. and I dont have time to recall all of them... wasted! LOL.. shld tape down his words in the future... LOLXX~~
Crazy me.. XDD~~
I wan bell bell earring... rofl...
I wana go get something stainless steel again.. kinda crazy over stainless steel.. XDDD~~~
Sleep time! WAH LAO! 4AM?! O_O NO WONDeR I Am SO FREAKING SLPY NOW. X_X
*Fallen AngeL*
x 9/02/2007 04:02:00 AM
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x 9/02/2007 04:02:00 AM
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