Yea... I am still awake... =___=;;
Was looking for this show called Gokusen (极道鲜师). Saw it on Cable preview and tot it was kinda nice... feel like buying it.. XDDD got 2 seasons....
Got lotsa bishiessssssssssssssssss... XDDDD
Damn. Since when I am so into guys and bishis.... =_____=;;;
I am looking for this yaoi comic called Elle to Takara, both book 1 and 2...
Lookin for the HOT version of Gravitation too... XDDD
Was looking for this show called Gokusen (极道鲜师). Saw it on Cable preview and tot it was kinda nice... feel like buying it.. XDDD got 2 seasons....
Got lotsa bishiessssssssssssssssss... XDDDD
Damn. Since when I am so into guys and bishis.... =_____=;;;
I am looking for this yaoi comic called Elle to Takara, both book 1 and 2...
Lookin for the HOT version of Gravitation too... XDDD
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/27/2007 04:38:00 AM
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ahhh... Today wanated to go out so much.. >////<
After qiao shi jian with mich and meng... we didnt manged to go out together... I tot I might as well go out alone bah..
Abit disappointed with frenz awis couldnt gib u a confirm ans on whether to go out anot. Either Yes or No.. so hard meh.... the more you drag, the more bad the situation will bcome nia... haiz...
Anyway,before I go out, I remember jiahui might be already recovered from her infection on the leggy.. so jio her to see if she wana join me...
In the end we go out together... and swept the whole orchard... lolx... from taka to cine, from cine to heerens, and to far east and shaw... den lastly to borders... XD~~~
DAMN. I kinda overspent.... ~>_<~~~~~~
I spend about 120+ in total.. *SIGH*
Item check list:
Sakura Taisen illustration book - $60
Biker Jacket - $40
Interior Mag X 2 - $15
Then plus makan, drinks.... @_@
Jap food - $10
Coffee bean - $5 (the rest jiahui absorbed for me.. XD)
Top up farecard - $10....
argh... DAMN.
But anyway, I find those things I spent on is worth it.. I love the jacket alot!!! But, seriously, it's kinda... thick.. but ok lah.. at least it really gona keep me warm... =D~~~ <3333~~ I like the emboidary on it... Some dragon and the word japan on it.... the sales person say from korea... but the label writes lotsa jap wordings... @_@;;;
Overall, it was fun... haha... at least jiahui nv gib attitude.. XP
Tmr leh.. duno meng and mich still wana go out anot..... meng so very business man schedule... hard to pei he us... =/
Actually, I wana buy a wallet and a bag de... why do I end up getting.. a... jacket. -_______-;;;
Oh yea, I wana go buy wanwan's book!! I thought it was a limited edition in taiwan.. but somehow it got to sg!!! and it comes with the cute sling bag with her figure emboided on!!!!
MisExclusive got lotsa DBSK and such... got Jae stick in complete set which is specially packed!!! Plus, the price per box drops... oni 4.90.. and I think buy 3 get 1 fre... XDDD~~~
I needa go get an organiser too.. Thinking of buying the one which was release by Gazette... but only the outter cover.. already 30+... But, when I was browsing organiser at kino today.. it cost 50+ lor... damn.. japan's organiser is heavenly priced... @@;;;
I still feel like shopping... some shops I used to tot of visit after cny in far east seems mia... @@;; I wana buy smthg de.... I wana go to the highest lvl in fareast to visit the collection shops.. wana find a keychain there... @@;;
I wan more break!!!1
Yea, I will get my break after this term... 4months... and money will come in too if I go attachment... and... if successfully.. I might get to go japan!!!~~ Ike Ike Go Go~~!!!! Gambare Kaede chan~~~!!!!!
Was watching Sensei no ojikan nowdays.... last time Denise burn gimme de... but I realised... it is not completed!!! Duno if it's possible to dl it anymore nowdays... since it was such an old anime...
Talking abt anime, I wana go back to my old hse there.. at Hougang to get this wolf and lamb's anime.... ^^;; seems nice... XDDD~~~~
Dewa... mata... time to go slp.. incase the 2 wana go out tmr... if not, i shall stay at home to rush proj... XDDD~~~
After qiao shi jian with mich and meng... we didnt manged to go out together... I tot I might as well go out alone bah..
Abit disappointed with frenz awis couldnt gib u a confirm ans on whether to go out anot. Either Yes or No.. so hard meh.... the more you drag, the more bad the situation will bcome nia... haiz...
Anyway,before I go out, I remember jiahui might be already recovered from her infection on the leggy.. so jio her to see if she wana join me...
In the end we go out together... and swept the whole orchard... lolx... from taka to cine, from cine to heerens, and to far east and shaw... den lastly to borders... XD~~~
DAMN. I kinda overspent.... ~>_<~~~~~~
I spend about 120+ in total.. *SIGH*
Item check list:
Sakura Taisen illustration book - $60
Biker Jacket - $40
Interior Mag X 2 - $15
Then plus makan, drinks.... @_@
Jap food - $10
Coffee bean - $5 (the rest jiahui absorbed for me.. XD)
Top up farecard - $10....
argh... DAMN.
But anyway, I find those things I spent on is worth it.. I love the jacket alot!!! But, seriously, it's kinda... thick.. but ok lah.. at least it really gona keep me warm... =D~~~ <3333~~ I like the emboidary on it... Some dragon and the word japan on it.... the sales person say from korea... but the label writes lotsa jap wordings... @_@;;;
Overall, it was fun... haha... at least jiahui nv gib attitude.. XP
Tmr leh.. duno meng and mich still wana go out anot..... meng so very business man schedule... hard to pei he us... =/
Actually, I wana buy a wallet and a bag de... why do I end up getting.. a... jacket. -_______-;;;
Oh yea, I wana go buy wanwan's book!! I thought it was a limited edition in taiwan.. but somehow it got to sg!!! and it comes with the cute sling bag with her figure emboided on!!!!
MisExclusive got lotsa DBSK and such... got Jae stick in complete set which is specially packed!!! Plus, the price per box drops... oni 4.90.. and I think buy 3 get 1 fre... XDDD~~~
I needa go get an organiser too.. Thinking of buying the one which was release by Gazette... but only the outter cover.. already 30+... But, when I was browsing organiser at kino today.. it cost 50+ lor... damn.. japan's organiser is heavenly priced... @@;;;
I still feel like shopping... some shops I used to tot of visit after cny in far east seems mia... @@;; I wana buy smthg de.... I wana go to the highest lvl in fareast to visit the collection shops.. wana find a keychain there... @@;;
I wan more break!!!1
Yea, I will get my break after this term... 4months... and money will come in too if I go attachment... and... if successfully.. I might get to go japan!!!~~ Ike Ike Go Go~~!!!! Gambare Kaede chan~~~!!!!!
Was watching Sensei no ojikan nowdays.... last time Denise burn gimme de... but I realised... it is not completed!!! Duno if it's possible to dl it anymore nowdays... since it was such an old anime...
Talking abt anime, I wana go back to my old hse there.. at Hougang to get this wolf and lamb's anime.... ^^;; seems nice... XDDD~~~~
Dewa... mata... time to go slp.. incase the 2 wana go out tmr... if not, i shall stay at home to rush proj... XDDD~~~
*Fallen AngeL*
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Have you notice this Bachelors voting thingy by Cleo..? XDDD
http://203.142.18.38/
I thought some of the guys looks...cute... >////<
Oh no... My only cute guy is XXXXX... sorry.. I wont be unfaithful to you my darling... =XXX~~~
http://203.142.18.38/
I thought some of the guys looks...cute... >////<
Oh no... My only cute guy is XXXXX... sorry.. I wont be unfaithful to you my darling... =XXX~~~
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/26/2007 04:43:00 AM
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Today went to mimi's hse for some cny gathering and lou heh.... lao yu sheng....
I was kinda late.. coz I woke up late.. and the bus journey was much longer than what I expected.... @@;;;
Taking bus 159 brings alot memories.... Reminds me of my days in Deyi... my days in NYP... my days to Maria's hse... my days to AMK central... Too bad nv bring cam... if not I gona snap and post it up...
Maybe I should go on some bus ride one day and snap lotsa photos... XDD~~
Anyway, After I alighted, still hab to look for mimi's block... lucky I got strong sense of direction... becoz.... naive me forgot to print the map again... lol... @@;;;
When I reached, everyone wow at me lor... just like how my class mates wow at me... hello... really so big changes meh... juz... something more lady... @@;;;
Make so so shy... >/////<
Today we celebrated violet's bday, actually is 29th Feb... haha... so we celebrate in advance... ^^;;
We makan and lao yu sheng.. paiseh, i dun eat anything from yu sheng.. I HATE the taste and smell of it.. @@;;; I only lao for the sake of lao it... lol... the aunties keep ask me to eat... even say if YA asked me eat how..? Paiseh.. I ever tell my ex before, if you really love me, dont force me eat veggie... LMAO. This is myonly principle.. and I wont change it... XDD~~ No matter is who... jae, ayumi, koda,joyce or who so ever... even XXXXX.. =X
After makan, we hide in mimi's daughter's room to watch some videos and such... they planning to go korea.. demo watashi no money.. plus i dun think i wana follow them there... I think i will feel left out or smthg... @@;;;
I think I cant tagged along them futher more... I feeling drifted liao... plus, I dun wana get bullied.. XDD~~~~
Anyway, it was fairly a fun day there... at least I get to take my mind off from nafa ppl... but, I cant take my mind off from XXXXX.. I keep scan the road for his car...lol.. silly me...
But, when i was on the bus home, I think i saw the librarian of nafa... that fukin fierce and rude woman... =/ big deal leh.. everytime gib ppl face to see... nabei.
Some photos Hui Lay took...
Oh yea, did I mentioned I accidentally ate my mom's ang ku kuey which was meant for today's bai bai? XDDDD~~~
I was kinda late.. coz I woke up late.. and the bus journey was much longer than what I expected.... @@;;;
Taking bus 159 brings alot memories.... Reminds me of my days in Deyi... my days in NYP... my days to Maria's hse... my days to AMK central... Too bad nv bring cam... if not I gona snap and post it up...
Maybe I should go on some bus ride one day and snap lotsa photos... XDD~~
Anyway, After I alighted, still hab to look for mimi's block... lucky I got strong sense of direction... becoz.... naive me forgot to print the map again... lol... @@;;;
When I reached, everyone wow at me lor... just like how my class mates wow at me... hello... really so big changes meh... juz... something more lady... @@;;;
Make so so shy... >/////<
Today we celebrated violet's bday, actually is 29th Feb... haha... so we celebrate in advance... ^^;;
We makan and lao yu sheng.. paiseh, i dun eat anything from yu sheng.. I HATE the taste and smell of it.. @@;;; I only lao for the sake of lao it... lol... the aunties keep ask me to eat... even say if YA asked me eat how..? Paiseh.. I ever tell my ex before, if you really love me, dont force me eat veggie... LMAO. This is myonly principle.. and I wont change it... XDD~~ No matter is who... jae, ayumi, koda,joyce or who so ever... even XXXXX.. =X
After makan, we hide in mimi's daughter's room to watch some videos and such... they planning to go korea.. demo watashi no money.. plus i dun think i wana follow them there... I think i will feel left out or smthg... @@;;;
I think I cant tagged along them futher more... I feeling drifted liao... plus, I dun wana get bullied.. XDD~~~~
Anyway, it was fairly a fun day there... at least I get to take my mind off from nafa ppl... but, I cant take my mind off from XXXXX.. I keep scan the road for his car...lol.. silly me...
But, when i was on the bus home, I think i saw the librarian of nafa... that fukin fierce and rude woman... =/ big deal leh.. everytime gib ppl face to see... nabei.
Some photos Hui Lay took...
Oh yea, did I mentioned I accidentally ate my mom's ang ku kuey which was meant for today's bai bai? XDDDD~~~
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/26/2007 02:27:00 AM
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The other day went to his car car again... lmao...
Saw this sticker stick to his window,Raffles Country Club paiseh is Raffles Town Club... XDDD~~
http://www.rafflestownclub.com.sg/
Went to search it... wah... Golf...
Does he play golf..?
What an expensive hobby... but that suits him... XDDD
Or he plays tennis of swims there? XDD
*drools*
Raffles Town club offers Gym, Swimming, Tennis, Squash, and.... BOWLING~!!! XDDD~~ Maybe I should find a way to sneak in for bowling session and see if I could meet him... XP~~~~~
No matter what activities he does there, its enough to make me nose bleed... >////<
I miss him every second... every bits of him is an importatn info to me... XDDD
Saw this sticker stick to his window,
http://www.rafflestownclub.com.sg/
Does he play golf..?
What an expensive hobby... but that suits him... XDDD
Or he plays tennis of swims there? XDD
*drools*
Raffles Town club offers Gym, Swimming, Tennis, Squash, and.... BOWLING~!!! XDDD~~ Maybe I should find a way to sneak in for bowling session and see if I could meet him... XP~~~~~
No matter what activities he does there, its enough to make me nose bleed... >////<
I miss him every second... every bits of him is an importatn info to me... XDDD
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/25/2007 04:08:00 AM
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Oh yea, I went to watch Chingay on Friday nite... wah lao... 3 days ney slp somemore go watch chingay.. siao ar me... -_____-;;;
It's was fun and enjoyable... only 1 regret is I nv bring cam... I bring almost everyday, and pian pian that day nv bring.. and pian pian we are going to watch it... -___-;;;
I enjoy it alot, got some fireworks, some nice music... haha... Cool... just that I was excepting the jrock float... which was mentioned in some cosplay forum... but dont hab leh... maybe they withdraw..? @@;;
After that, we walked all the way from orchard back to bugis... lol... I feel so energetic actually... maybe over the limit of tirednes, end up more enegetic.. XDD
Oh yea, forgot to say that, that day my darling took down his spec... aaahhhhhhhhhhhh so cute... I wana snap... but I scare.... scare he notice... lmao.... XDDDD He got lotsa sitting position oso... lol...
I really like him alot sia... lmao...
I am mad... lol..
I must be mad... XDDD
Should I end it..? lmao..
Today, as in Sat, shld be going out with mich, but I kinda overslpt.. and she oso nv put time put place with me... so we didnt go out.... sigh.. was kinda looking forward to it... coz I am so sick of awis stuck to my nafa frens... I kinda hate nafa... lol... I wana go miseexclusive!!!! I wana go kino and carry my darling ST artbook home!!! ><~~ I wana wana wana do all these!!!
I wana go out!!! I wana just find some random fren and go out play!!!
Anyone wana date me? LOL... But... do I have time to go out...? -____-;;;
I turning so lifeless nowdays..... Lifeless Doll... My Ro character... lol... Maybe I should change my trademark to lifeless doll... instead of loveless monster... XDD~~~
Tmr going to mimi's hse.... I hope I wont feel bored there... I am kinda detach from them liao... LYA no longer in my topic liao... haha... not dat i dont like her anymore... just that she hardly hab new works for me to like! and I dont like those old korean drama... they sux... -____-;;;
It's was fun and enjoyable... only 1 regret is I nv bring cam... I bring almost everyday, and pian pian that day nv bring.. and pian pian we are going to watch it... -___-;;;
I enjoy it alot, got some fireworks, some nice music... haha... Cool... just that I was excepting the jrock float... which was mentioned in some cosplay forum... but dont hab leh... maybe they withdraw..? @@;;
After that, we walked all the way from orchard back to bugis... lol... I feel so energetic actually... maybe over the limit of tirednes, end up more enegetic.. XDD
Oh yea, forgot to say that, that day my darling took down his spec... aaahhhhhhhhhhhh so cute... I wana snap... but I scare.... scare he notice... lmao.... XDDDD He got lotsa sitting position oso... lol...
I really like him alot sia... lmao...
I am mad... lol..
I must be mad... XDDD
Should I end it..? lmao..
Today, as in Sat, shld be going out with mich, but I kinda overslpt.. and she oso nv put time put place with me... so we didnt go out.... sigh.. was kinda looking forward to it... coz I am so sick of awis stuck to my nafa frens... I kinda hate nafa... lol... I wana go miseexclusive!!!! I wana go kino and carry my darling ST artbook home!!! ><~~ I wana wana wana do all these!!!
I wana go out!!! I wana just find some random fren and go out play!!!
Anyone wana date me? LOL... But... do I have time to go out...? -____-;;;
I turning so lifeless nowdays..... Lifeless Doll... My Ro character... lol... Maybe I should change my trademark to lifeless doll... instead of loveless monster... XDD~~~
Tmr going to mimi's hse.... I hope I wont feel bored there... I am kinda detach from them liao... LYA no longer in my topic liao... haha... not dat i dont like her anymore... just that she hardly hab new works for me to like! and I dont like those old korean drama... they sux... -____-;;;
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/25/2007 03:22:00 AM
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Wednesday nite was tiring sia... been rushing project.... tuesday nite rushing for research studies, and overnite at ben's hse with CQ... Ben was so nice until cook supper for us... XDDD noodle and eggy... not instant noodle o... XDDD
We were doing RS and history.. so tiring sia... =/
After that rush to sch... den after waiting for presentation... we were kinda angry coz we didnt managed to present as there were simply too much of them who gona present... we wait till 6.30pm when our lesson was suppose to end at 4.30pm... 2.30pm to 6.30pm... no breaks, though we did sneak out to makan... XDDD
After that, I rushed home to do exhibition... until morning, even skipped morning lesson for the sake of it...managed to squeeze out smthg to show teacher... @@;;;
When I reached school, ben and CQ were still rushing... I helped them do the concept... haha.. I am famous for typing concept in class... XDDD
after that they went to print their stuffs... I already printed... They asked me to buy them some time by discuss with the teachers longer.. so they can manage to print...
That day I did kinda dressed up abit... put on my new year clothings and put on a bigger girlish earring... when I entered the class, my classmates all waaaaaaaaaaaaah at me... asking if I am going for a date or what... even teachers oso turned and looked at me lor.. >/////<
so paiseh. -_____-;;; yea, i know, I am not suitable for lady look... blekkk...
After that was anothe round of project rushing... refer to the post below...
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Now tink of it...I think I know why the other day Ben let me stay at his hse, and the other day nv... coz... I got no use for the 2nd day... I cant do modeling well... all I can do was concept... which was what they need for the 1st overnite session...
I understand liao... I am nothing but a free concept tool to them... I cant help them in other things but to entertain them and help their english stuffs... I remember helping them to write concept even when I am not done with my projects... I remember I couldnt really finish up that subject... I am so dumb.
I hate human. Everyone is so disgusting... Everyone make use of eachother... Is there anyone true out there..?
I know I may have faults... but I really use real heart and true feelings to make friends with people around... why everyone disappoints me again and again... Being a true friend is it really so hard..?
I trusted everyone... but,how many percentage of the things I trusted is true..?
I am tired. I wont believe anyone anymore...
But then again, I awis say that, yet I cant bring myself to be that cruel... haiz...
It's is just like my view for love.. I told myself I am not gona fall in love... I had enough from such things... but yet, again, I will fall in love... no matter how much my ex hurt me.. I still will love her... I still will worried about her... No matter my current crush and previoius crush ignore me or hurt me in their words... I will still be waiting for them... why should I be so dumb.
Why...
If only I am more selfish, and more cruel... I guess I wont be hurt so much...
Is it worth to sacrifice for these people...? Or rather not sacrifice, it sounds too noble... I should say, should I do so much for these people..?
I don't know... I am afraid to find the answer... If yes, it worth, then I will have to continue enduring all the pains.... If no, it don't worth, then I will be so disappointed with the people around me and feeling so dumb....
Haiz... human are really lousiest living creature....
We were doing RS and history.. so tiring sia... =/
After that rush to sch... den after waiting for presentation... we were kinda angry coz we didnt managed to present as there were simply too much of them who gona present... we wait till 6.30pm when our lesson was suppose to end at 4.30pm... 2.30pm to 6.30pm... no breaks, though we did sneak out to makan... XDDD
After that, I rushed home to do exhibition... until morning, even skipped morning lesson for the sake of it...managed to squeeze out smthg to show teacher... @@;;;
When I reached school, ben and CQ were still rushing... I helped them do the concept... haha.. I am famous for typing concept in class... XDDD
after that they went to print their stuffs... I already printed... They asked me to buy them some time by discuss with the teachers longer.. so they can manage to print...
That day I did kinda dressed up abit... put on my new year clothings and put on a bigger girlish earring... when I entered the class, my classmates all waaaaaaaaaaaaah at me... asking if I am going for a date or what... even teachers oso turned and looked at me lor.. >/////<
so paiseh. -_____-;;; yea, i know, I am not suitable for lady look... blekkk...
After that was anothe round of project rushing... refer to the post below...
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Now tink of it...I think I know why the other day Ben let me stay at his hse, and the other day nv... coz... I got no use for the 2nd day... I cant do modeling well... all I can do was concept... which was what they need for the 1st overnite session...
I understand liao... I am nothing but a free concept tool to them... I cant help them in other things but to entertain them and help their english stuffs... I remember helping them to write concept even when I am not done with my projects... I remember I couldnt really finish up that subject... I am so dumb.
I hate human. Everyone is so disgusting... Everyone make use of eachother... Is there anyone true out there..?
I know I may have faults... but I really use real heart and true feelings to make friends with people around... why everyone disappoints me again and again... Being a true friend is it really so hard..?
I trusted everyone... but,how many percentage of the things I trusted is true..?
I am tired. I wont believe anyone anymore...
But then again, I awis say that, yet I cant bring myself to be that cruel... haiz...
It's is just like my view for love.. I told myself I am not gona fall in love... I had enough from such things... but yet, again, I will fall in love... no matter how much my ex hurt me.. I still will love her... I still will worried about her... No matter my current crush and previoius crush ignore me or hurt me in their words... I will still be waiting for them... why should I be so dumb.
Why...
If only I am more selfish, and more cruel... I guess I wont be hurt so much...
Is it worth to sacrifice for these people...? Or rather not sacrifice, it sounds too noble... I should say, should I do so much for these people..?
I don't know... I am afraid to find the answer... If yes, it worth, then I will have to continue enduring all the pains.... If no, it don't worth, then I will be so disappointed with the people around me and feeling so dumb....
Haiz... human are really lousiest living creature....
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/25/2007 02:59:00 AM
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Been so busy until even depress oso hab to throw it aside and finish up project first...
Thursday nite... CQ, Ben and me was rushing project in school lab... until 10pm+.. We were abt to go back, but my dad is coming over to fetch me...
CQ say she dun feel like going home and such... I offered to let her stay... but she say Ben not around... go oso no use... then I say.. yalor...
I hab to wait for my dad, so they left first... after awhile, CQ called and say she going to overnite at Ben's hse... can do project.. I admit I abit too anxious and naive... I said I wana join them... and I called my parents... tell them no need come fetch me...
After that, CQ called again saying that Ben said kenot too many ppl go... other room mates will not be happy... so ming xian is I cannot go lah... I felt so hurt... yet I hab to act nvm... and smile and joke abt it... =/
I called my parents and ask them come fetch me after I put down the phone with CQ... they ask why sudden change... I replied say they scare roommate unhappy, so all nv go.. I nv say is I being abandoned... lol...
I am always being abandoned at a corner isnt it...?
It's already passed so many days.. but right now, I actually cried while typing this...
Sory, I wont be hindering you 2 by being an extra 3rd person anymore... I will excuse myself from you 2. Friday, accompany you all to Chingay is the last thing I will do with you all... I wont tagged along in the future except doing group work...
I had enough of such situation. I rather be lonely.
Thursday nite... CQ, Ben and me was rushing project in school lab... until 10pm+.. We were abt to go back, but my dad is coming over to fetch me...
CQ say she dun feel like going home and such... I offered to let her stay... but she say Ben not around... go oso no use... then I say.. yalor...
I hab to wait for my dad, so they left first... after awhile, CQ called and say she going to overnite at Ben's hse... can do project.. I admit I abit too anxious and naive... I said I wana join them... and I called my parents... tell them no need come fetch me...
After that, CQ called again saying that Ben said kenot too many ppl go... other room mates will not be happy... so ming xian is I cannot go lah... I felt so hurt... yet I hab to act nvm... and smile and joke abt it... =/
I called my parents and ask them come fetch me after I put down the phone with CQ... they ask why sudden change... I replied say they scare roommate unhappy, so all nv go.. I nv say is I being abandoned... lol...
I am always being abandoned at a corner isnt it...?
It's already passed so many days.. but right now, I actually cried while typing this...
Sory, I wont be hindering you 2 by being an extra 3rd person anymore... I will excuse myself from you 2. Friday, accompany you all to Chingay is the last thing I will do with you all... I wont tagged along in the future except doing group work...
I had enough of such situation. I rather be lonely.
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/25/2007 12:02:00 AM
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Thursday, February 22, 2007x 2/25/2007 12:02:00 AM
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argh....zhou bu wan lah!!! too much work lah!! watashi feeling so giddy now... T______________________________T
I wana slp........
still got ID havent do!!! wtf~~~ =__=
I wana slp........
still got ID havent do!!! wtf~~~ =__=
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/22/2007 06:17:00 AM
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So pek chek the whole day...
Guess due to I was overnite-ing at Ben's hse and didnt get to slp much and lotsa stress...
From morning I been throwing temper, being farking hot tempered, and upset over small matters. -_____-;;;
I feel neglected when CQ dun pay attention to me and talk to Ben more.. I think I am jealous... lol... shit, I awis love ppl to pay attention to me... =___=;;
I get upset when I talk abt XXXXX and nobody replies me... -____-; or rather I get MAD when they dun reply... lol....
I heard some juicy stuffs from Alicia via msn chat.. so long nv chat with her... haha
Some impt person in our school is a lesb too... XP
Everytime I wanted to put an end to my crazy crushing towards XXXXX... I will failed.. Everytime I see him, my heart still thumps like duno WTF. =_____=;;; damn, stop torturing me... =/ stop being so.................... shuai! XDDDDD LMAO.
Today while having a lesson on the 2nd floor, halfway ben and CQ go out... say go drink water, watashi in classroom rotting, suddenly CQ called me... ask me quickly come out to see HIM....
That time I was abit foul mood... but the moment I heard that there is chance to meet him... I quickly run out of the class despite my lappy is on the table lor... lolx... He was having some course on the 3rd floor, which I could easily see him from 2nd floor by raising my head.
He is having a small tea break.. ahh.... every action of him is so cute... makaning, drinking... lol...
Tmr will get to see him directly... not sure if my heart can take it... lmao...
I seriously miss him... but I am trying to hide it up...
I duno how to respond when I see him... and I am incredibly upset as he nv email me... =/
sometimes I think I am good for nothing... nobody will reply my feelings despite I put in so much to the feeling.... =/
Anyway,I should be rushing project... but I got no motivations.... haiz....
I seriously need a decent break from everything and go out to meet someone who is not related to NaFA.... lmao. I had enough of farking nafa.... the place that brings me most misery... and the place which made me lost someone dear... all bcoz of ur farking schedule and farking project load. DAMN U!!!!!!!
ARGH.... go do proj... =____=
Guess due to I was overnite-ing at Ben's hse and didnt get to slp much and lotsa stress...
From morning I been throwing temper, being farking hot tempered, and upset over small matters. -_____-;;;
I feel neglected when CQ dun pay attention to me and talk to Ben more.. I think I am jealous... lol... shit, I awis love ppl to pay attention to me... =___=;;
I get upset when I talk abt XXXXX and nobody replies me... -____-; or rather I get MAD when they dun reply... lol....
I heard some juicy stuffs from Alicia via msn chat.. so long nv chat with her... haha
Some impt person in our school is a lesb too... XP
Everytime I wanted to put an end to my crazy crushing towards XXXXX... I will failed.. Everytime I see him, my heart still thumps like duno WTF. =_____=;;; damn, stop torturing me... =/ stop being so.................... shuai! XDDDDD LMAO.
Today while having a lesson on the 2nd floor, halfway ben and CQ go out... say go drink water, watashi in classroom rotting, suddenly CQ called me... ask me quickly come out to see HIM....
That time I was abit foul mood... but the moment I heard that there is chance to meet him... I quickly run out of the class despite my lappy is on the table lor... lolx... He was having some course on the 3rd floor, which I could easily see him from 2nd floor by raising my head.
He is having a small tea break.. ahh.... every action of him is so cute... makaning, drinking... lol...
Tmr will get to see him directly... not sure if my heart can take it... lmao...
I seriously miss him... but I am trying to hide it up...
I duno how to respond when I see him... and I am incredibly upset as he nv email me... =/
sometimes I think I am good for nothing... nobody will reply my feelings despite I put in so much to the feeling.... =/
Anyway,I should be rushing project... but I got no motivations.... haiz....
I seriously need a decent break from everything and go out to meet someone who is not related to NaFA.... lmao. I had enough of farking nafa.... the place that brings me most misery... and the place which made me lost someone dear... all bcoz of ur farking schedule and farking project load. DAMN U!!!!!!!
ARGH.... go do proj... =____=
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/22/2007 01:39:00 AM
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Monday, February 19, 2007x 2/22/2007 01:39:00 AM
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did i say i almost lost my hair during the first day of cny? XDDD
my sis was helping me to blow my hair str8... who knows.... she turn the hair drying wrong side and it sucked my hair in.....
-______-;;;
lucky managed to pull the hair out without breaking it and the hair dryer still alive.....
I am happy I am still alive... lmao....
So tired nowdays,dun wana care anything much liao...
just finish my proj bah... the rest no choi liao...
my sis was helping me to blow my hair str8... who knows.... she turn the hair drying wrong side and it sucked my hair in.....
-______-;;;
lucky managed to pull the hair out without breaking it and the hair dryer still alive.....
I am happy I am still alive... lmao....
So tired nowdays,dun wana care anything much liao...
just finish my proj bah... the rest no choi liao...
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/19/2007 11:51:00 PM
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x 2/19/2007 11:51:00 PM
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一个邪门的心理测试，准确率高达98%……
邪门的心理测试，不过有高达98%的准确率，不信试试！很诡异喔!! 我已经试过了,很准,真的很准,至少很符合我现在的情况
试试看 , 可是千万不要作弊 , 不要先看结论 ! 你会对你的答案感到非常讶异 . 我们的脑海就像是一个降落伞一样 ;当它在於开放的状态下就能够达到更好的运作 . 这是非常有趣的 ,但是你必须百分之百的遵守所有的指示 . 千万不要作弊哦!~~~
注意 ! 请依照顺序来回答本问卷 .一共只有4个问题 ,但是如果你在回答之前先偷看了结论 ,
你就无法得到真正诚实的答案 .
现在请慢慢的阅读并且回答 .
不要事先偷看
请准备笔和纸来写下你的答案 .
在於问卷的最後你将会须要它来解读你的人格
这是一个非常诚实的问卷 ,它将会告诉你许多关於你 真正的自我 的事情 .
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请将以下的5种动物 , 依你对它们喜爱的顺序排列:
- 母牛 - 老虎 - 绵羊 - 马 - 猪-
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请在於以下的每一句话之後写出一个你对於它所感觉的形容词 :
- 狗 - 猫 - 老鼠 - 咖啡 - 海
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请想一些人 (这一些人必须认识你 ,
并且对你来说是非常重要的人)
请将这一些人与以下的颜色联想在一起
(不要重复名称或颜色)
每一个人只能和一个颜色联想而已 .
- 黄色 - 橘红色 - 红色 - 白色 - 绿色
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你已经写好了吗 ? 请确定你所写出的答案是你内心真正的感受 这是你最後的机会来作出任何的变更. 现在请看以下的解说 :但是在阅读之前请再度许下你之前所许的愿望 .
下面是答案哦,准备好了没有啊??
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这将会解说你心目中许多重要事件的顺位 : 牛 , 代表事业 老虎 , 代表自信 绵羊 , 代表爱情 马 , 代表家庭 猪 , 代表金钱
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你对於 狗 的形容词就是形容你自己本身的人格. - 你对於 猫 的形容词就是形容你的伴侣的人格 . - 你对於 老鼠 的形容词就是形容你的敌人的人格 . - 你对於 咖啡 的形容词就是形容你对於性的看法 . - 你对於 海 的形容词就是形容你对於你自己本身的人生的看法 .
邪门的心理测试，不过有高达98%的准确率，不信试试！很诡异喔!! 我已经试过了,很准,真的很准,至少很符合我现在的情况
试试看 , 可是千万不要作弊 , 不要先看结论 ! 你会对你的答案感到非常讶异 . 我们的脑海就像是一个降落伞一样 ;当它在於开放的状态下就能够达到更好的运作 . 这是非常有趣的 ,但是你必须百分之百的遵守所有的指示 . 千万不要作弊哦!~~~
注意 ! 请依照顺序来回答本问卷 .一共只有4个问题 ,但是如果你在回答之前先偷看了结论 ,
你就无法得到真正诚实的答案 .
现在请慢慢的阅读并且回答 .
不要事先偷看
请准备笔和纸来写下你的答案 .
在於问卷的最後你将会须要它来解读你的人格
这是一个非常诚实的问卷 ,它将会告诉你许多关於你 真正的自我 的事情 .
*************************************************************
请将以下的5种动物 , 依你对它们喜爱的顺序排列:
- 母牛 - 老虎 - 绵羊 - 马 - 猪-
*************************************************************
请在於以下的每一句话之後写出一个你对於它所感觉的形容词 :
- 狗 - 猫 - 老鼠 - 咖啡 - 海
*************************************************************
请想一些人 (这一些人必须认识你 ,
并且对你来说是非常重要的人)
请将这一些人与以下的颜色联想在一起
(不要重复名称或颜色)
每一个人只能和一个颜色联想而已 .
- 黄色 - 橘红色 - 红色 - 白色 - 绿色
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你已经写好了吗 ? 请确定你所写出的答案是你内心真正的感受 这是你最後的机会来作出任何的变更. 现在请看以下的解说 :但是在阅读之前请再度许下你之前所许的愿望 .
下面是答案哦,准备好了没有啊??
*************************************************************
这将会解说你心目中许多重要事件的顺位 : 牛 , 代表事业 老虎 , 代表自信 绵羊 , 代表爱情 马 , 代表家庭 猪 , 代表金钱
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你对於 狗 的形容词就是形容你自己本身的人格. - 你对於 猫 的形容词就是形容你的伴侣的人格 . - 你对於 老鼠 的形容词就是形容你的敌人的人格 . - 你对於 咖啡 的形容词就是形容你对於性的看法 . - 你对於 海 的形容词就是形容你对於你自己本身的人生的看法 .
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/19/2007 07:24:00 PM
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瞳の中の迷宫
[ヤミと帽子と本の旅人 OP]
作詞：Kenn Kato
作曲：渡辺チェル
編曲：ats_
歌：嘉陽愛子
合いたい...会えない
思い募るほど この祈りが届かないのは
なにかをきっと 見失ってるから
いつだって この瞳に 映されたものだけが
唯一の真実だと 信じていたけど
世界は一つじゃない 「もしも」という世界
無限にある知って いま途方に暮れている
合いたい...会えない
悔やみきれないよ この思い伝えるまで
負けない、投げない この身を捧げても 見つける
たとえ暗闇が 行く手をさえぎり 弱気なココロ惑わせても
あきらめないで 探し続けるから
そうキミを 見つけるのが 自分を見つけること
交わしたあの約束は いまも忘れない
いくつも出逢いがある 何度も救われた
すべてが勇気になる わたし一人きりじゃない
合いたい...会えない
それが試練なら 必ず越えていくから
負けずに、投げずに わたしを待っていて 信じて
合いたい...会えない
思い募るほど この祈りが届かないのは
なにかをきっと 見失ってるから
合いたい...会えない
いまどこにいるの？ 必ず見つけ出すから
迷い込んだのは 瞳の中にある迷宮
たとえ暗闇が 行く手をさえぎり 弱気なココロ惑わせても
あきらめないで 探し続けるから
aitai... aenai
omoi tsunoru hodo kono inori ga todo kanai no wa
nanika wo kitto miushinatteru kara
itsu datte kono hitomi ni utsusareta mono dake ga
yuiitsu no shinjitsu dato shinjiteita kedo
sekai wa hitotsu janai "moshimo" to iu sekai
mugen ni aru to shitte ima tohou ni kureteiru
aitai... aenai
kuyami kirenai yo kono omoi tsutaeru made
makenai nagenai
kono mi wo sasage temo mitsukeru
tatoe kurayami ga yuku te wo saegiri
yowaki na kokoro madowase temo
akira menai de sagashi tsudukeru kara
sou kimi wo mitsukeru no ga jibun wo mitsukeru koto
kawashita ano yakusoku wa ima mo wasurenai
ikutsu mo deai ga aru nando mo sukuwareta
subete ga yuuki ni naru watashi hitori kiri janai
aitai... aenai
sore ga shiren nara kanarazu koeteiku kara
makezu ni nagezu ni
watashi wo matteite shinjite
aitai... aenai
omoi tsunoru hodo kono inori ga todokanai no wa
nani ka wo kitto miushinatteru kara
aitai... aenai
ima doko ni iru no? kanarazu mitsuke dasu kara
mayoi konda no wa hitomi no naka ni aru meikyuu
tatoe kurayami ga yuku te wo saegiri
yowaki na kokoro matowase temo
akira menai de sagashi tsudukeru kara
solitude
[ヤミと帽子と本の旅人 c/w]
作詞：Kenn Kato
作曲：Y＠suo Ohtani
編曲：ats_
歌 ：嘉陽愛子
会いたくて、
会えなくて、
なんとなく上の空で
気づいたら 無意識にあなたを思ってる
そうきっと、
もうずっと、
結論(こたえ)ならわかってるよ
それなのに あきらめきれなくて、ごめんね
人はなぜ届かないほど
追いかけるのかな？
先に 投げ出したのは
このわたし、それなのになぜ？
出会えた日の優しさも
重ねあえたぬくもりも
求められるよろこびも
まぼろしには思えなくて
嘘だとか、
秘密とか、
信じることも忘れて
おたがいに 責めたりするようになってた
人はなぜ不安になると
しばりたがるかな？
それが 遠ざけること
知りながら 止められないね
自由とか、孤独だとか、
ないものねだりで変わる
本当は どちらもおなじ
そう、ココロはわがままだね
別れの日のさみしさも
傷つけあうかなしみも
悔やみきれない痛みも
ふたりだけの シルシになる
ひとつひとつ 想い出を抱きしめ
歩いていくから
笑いながら 振り向ける時が
来るように…
ずっと…
出会えた日の優しさも
重ねあえたぬくもりも
求められるよろこびも
まぼろしには思えなくて
aitakute, aetakute,
nantonaku uwa no sora de
kiduitara muishiki ni anata wo omotteru
sou kitto, mou zutto,
kotae nara wakatteru yo
sorenano ni akirame kirenakute, gomen ne
hito ha naze todokanai hodo
oikakeru no kana?
saki ni nagedashita no ha
kono watashi, sorenano ni naze?
deaeta hi no yasashisa mo
kasane aeta nukumori mo
motome rareru yorokobi mo
maboroshi ni ha omoenakute
usoda toka, himitsu toka,
shinjiru koto mo wasurete
otagai ni semetari suru youni natteta
hito ha naze fuan ni naru to
shibarita garu kana?
sore ga toozakeru koto
shiri nagara tomerarenai ne
jiyuu toka, kodokuda toka,
naimonone dari de kawaru
hontou ha dochira mo onaji
sou, KOKORO ha wakamamada ne
wakare no hi no samishisa mo
kizuduke au kanashimi mo
kuyami kirenai itami mo
futari dake no SHIRUSHI ni naru
hitotsu hitotsu omoide wo dakishime
aruite iku kara
warai nagara furimukeru toki ga
kuru youni...
zutto...
deaeta hi no yasashisa mo
kasane aeta nukumori mo
motome rareru yorokobi mo
maboroshi ni ha omoenakute
君への旅
[ヤミと帽子と本の旅人 IM]
作詞：木本慶子
作曲：住吉中
編曲：Ｌａｐｉｎ
歌：能登麻美子
君と二人で歩いた頃は
いつまでもこのままと
訳も無く信じていた
君が残した欠片にはまだ
微笑みと優しさの
めくもりが微かにある
離れていても感じ合えるよ
瞳を閉じて思いをはせる
もう一度巡り会える
確かに導かれてる
僕だけに聞こえてる
君の囁きが
寂しさは強さになる
悲しみは力になる
心から求めれば
奇跡は生まれる
今僕は旅立つよ
失ってみて初めてきずく
安らぎや幸せは
いつも傍にあったこと
腕に抱かれて眠った夜は
暗闇さえも怖くなかった
挫けそうになる時は
青空を見上げてみる
どこまでも続いてる
君へ続いてる
終わりは見えないけれど
答えは知らないけれど
心から望むなら
必ず見つける
君までが僕の旅
もう一度巡り会える
確かに導かれてる
僕だけに聞こえてる
君の囁きが
寂しさは強さになる
悲しみは力になる
心から求めれば
奇跡は生まれる
今僕は旅立つよ
Kimi to futari de aruita goro wa
Itsumademo kono mama to
Wake mo naku shinjite ita
Kimi ga nokoshi ta kakera ni wa mada
Hohoemi to yasashisa no
Meku mo riga kasuka ni aru
Hanarete ite mo kanji aeru yo
Hitomi wo tojite omoi wo haseru
Mou ichido meguri aeru
Tashika ni michibikareteru
Boku dake ni kikoeteru
Kimi ni sasayaki ga
Samishisa wa tsuyosa ni naru
Kanashimi wa chikara ni naru
Kokoro kara motomereba
Kiseki wa umareru
Ima boku wa tabidatsu yo
[Short instrumental]
Ushinatte mite hajimete kizuku
Yasuragi ya shiawase wa
Itsumo soba ni atta koto
Ude ni dakarete nemutta yoru wa
Kurayami sae mo kowaku nakatta
Kujikesou ni naru toki wa
Aozora wo miagete miru
Doko made mo tsuzuiteru
Kimi he tsuzuiteru
Owari wa mienai keredo
Kotae he shiranai keredo
Kokoro kara nozomu nara
Kanarazu mitsukeru
Kimi made ga boku no tabi
永遠の祈りを捧げて
[ヤミと帽子と本の旅人 ED]
作詞：木本慶子
作曲：梶山織江
編曲：五島翔
歌：小林沙苗
永遠の祈りを捧げて
大事なもの あきらめたりしない
目覚める頃には多分
何もなかったように晴れる
夢はいつだって
この手のひらの上にあるから
どんなに遠くてもきっと
つかまえてみせる
君と僕との
それが約束
教えてくれた優しさの意味
一人になって分りかけた
思い出を抱きしめ泣いていても
気持ちはひとつも届かない
永遠の祈りを捧げて
終わらない風に乗るまで
永遠の祈りを捧げて
大事なもの あきらめたりしない
君と僕の間に光る
夜明けを見つけて
もうすぐ始まる明日を
迎えに行く
与えられた毎日を
あたりまえに過ごしていたら
いつか心まで
空っぽになりそうな気がした
愛するのは
愛されるためじゃない事を
君へと今叫んでる
これから先
どこへ行けるか分からないけど
想いは変わらない
永遠の歌になりたい
語り継ぐ星のように
永遠の歌になりたい
いつも胸の そばにいられるなら
君と僕の間に光る
夜明けを見つけて
永遠の祈りを捧げて
終わらない風に乗るまで
永遠の祈りを捧げて
大事なもの あきらめたりしない
君と僕の間に光る
夜明けを見つけて
もうすぐ始まる明日を
迎えに行く
（迎えに行くよ
I will I will go there...）
eien no inori wo sasagete
daiji na mono akirametari shinai
mezameru koro ni wa tabun
nani mo nakatta yobori hareru
yume wa itsudatte kono te no hira no ue ni aru kara
donna ni tookute mo
kitto tsukameate miseru
kimi to boku to no sore nai yakusoku
oshiete kureta yasashisa no imi
hitori ni natte wakari kaketa
omoi de wo dakishime naiteite mo
kimochi wa hitotsu mo todokanai
eien no inori wo sasagete
owaranai kaze ni noru made
eien no inori wo sasagete
daiji na mono akirametari shinai
kimi to boku no ai da ni hikaru
yoake wo mitsukete
mou sugu hajimaru ashita wo mukae ni yuku
ataerareta mainichi wo atari mae ni sugoshiteitara
itsuka kokoro made karappo ni narisou na kigashita
aisuru no wa aisareru tame ja nai koto wo
kimi e to ima sakenderu
kore kara saki doko e yukeru kawakaranai kedo
omoi wa kawaranai
eien no futari naritai
katari tsugu hoshi no you ni
eien no futari naritai
itsumo mune no soba ni irareru nara
kimi to boku no ai da ni hikaru
yoake wo mitsukete
eien no inori wo sasagete
owaranai kaze ni noru made
eien no inori wo sasagete
daiji na mono akirametari shinai
kimi to boku no ai da ni hikaru
yoake wo mitsukete
mou sugu hajimaru ashita wo mukae ni yuku
mukae ni yuku yo
I will I will go there
[ヤミと帽子と本の旅人 OP]
作詞：Kenn Kato
作曲：渡辺チェル
編曲：ats_
歌：嘉陽愛子
合いたい...会えない
思い募るほど この祈りが届かないのは
なにかをきっと 見失ってるから
いつだって この瞳に 映されたものだけが
唯一の真実だと 信じていたけど
世界は一つじゃない 「もしも」という世界
無限にある知って いま途方に暮れている
合いたい...会えない
悔やみきれないよ この思い伝えるまで
負けない、投げない この身を捧げても 見つける
たとえ暗闇が 行く手をさえぎり 弱気なココロ惑わせても
あきらめないで 探し続けるから
そうキミを 見つけるのが 自分を見つけること
交わしたあの約束は いまも忘れない
いくつも出逢いがある 何度も救われた
すべてが勇気になる わたし一人きりじゃない
合いたい...会えない
それが試練なら 必ず越えていくから
負けずに、投げずに わたしを待っていて 信じて
合いたい...会えない
思い募るほど この祈りが届かないのは
なにかをきっと 見失ってるから
合いたい...会えない
いまどこにいるの？ 必ず見つけ出すから
迷い込んだのは 瞳の中にある迷宮
たとえ暗闇が 行く手をさえぎり 弱気なココロ惑わせても
あきらめないで 探し続けるから
aitai... aenai
omoi tsunoru hodo kono inori ga todo kanai no wa
nanika wo kitto miushinatteru kara
itsu datte kono hitomi ni utsusareta mono dake ga
yuiitsu no shinjitsu dato shinjiteita kedo
sekai wa hitotsu janai "moshimo" to iu sekai
mugen ni aru to shitte ima tohou ni kureteiru
aitai... aenai
kuyami kirenai yo kono omoi tsutaeru made
makenai nagenai
kono mi wo sasage temo mitsukeru
tatoe kurayami ga yuku te wo saegiri
yowaki na kokoro madowase temo
akira menai de sagashi tsudukeru kara
sou kimi wo mitsukeru no ga jibun wo mitsukeru koto
kawashita ano yakusoku wa ima mo wasurenai
ikutsu mo deai ga aru nando mo sukuwareta
subete ga yuuki ni naru watashi hitori kiri janai
aitai... aenai
sore ga shiren nara kanarazu koeteiku kara
makezu ni nagezu ni
watashi wo matteite shinjite
aitai... aenai
omoi tsunoru hodo kono inori ga todokanai no wa
nani ka wo kitto miushinatteru kara
aitai... aenai
ima doko ni iru no? kanarazu mitsuke dasu kara
mayoi konda no wa hitomi no naka ni aru meikyuu
tatoe kurayami ga yuku te wo saegiri
yowaki na kokoro matowase temo
akira menai de sagashi tsudukeru kara
solitude
[ヤミと帽子と本の旅人 c/w]
作詞：Kenn Kato
作曲：Y＠suo Ohtani
編曲：ats_
歌 ：嘉陽愛子
会いたくて、
会えなくて、
なんとなく上の空で
気づいたら 無意識にあなたを思ってる
そうきっと、
もうずっと、
結論(こたえ)ならわかってるよ
それなのに あきらめきれなくて、ごめんね
人はなぜ届かないほど
追いかけるのかな？
先に 投げ出したのは
このわたし、それなのになぜ？
出会えた日の優しさも
重ねあえたぬくもりも
求められるよろこびも
まぼろしには思えなくて
嘘だとか、
秘密とか、
信じることも忘れて
おたがいに 責めたりするようになってた
人はなぜ不安になると
しばりたがるかな？
それが 遠ざけること
知りながら 止められないね
自由とか、孤独だとか、
ないものねだりで変わる
本当は どちらもおなじ
そう、ココロはわがままだね
別れの日のさみしさも
傷つけあうかなしみも
悔やみきれない痛みも
ふたりだけの シルシになる
ひとつひとつ 想い出を抱きしめ
歩いていくから
笑いながら 振り向ける時が
来るように…
ずっと…
出会えた日の優しさも
重ねあえたぬくもりも
求められるよろこびも
まぼろしには思えなくて
aitakute, aetakute,
nantonaku uwa no sora de
kiduitara muishiki ni anata wo omotteru
sou kitto, mou zutto,
kotae nara wakatteru yo
sorenano ni akirame kirenakute, gomen ne
hito ha naze todokanai hodo
oikakeru no kana?
saki ni nagedashita no ha
kono watashi, sorenano ni naze?
deaeta hi no yasashisa mo
kasane aeta nukumori mo
motome rareru yorokobi mo
maboroshi ni ha omoenakute
usoda toka, himitsu toka,
shinjiru koto mo wasurete
otagai ni semetari suru youni natteta
hito ha naze fuan ni naru to
shibarita garu kana?
sore ga toozakeru koto
shiri nagara tomerarenai ne
jiyuu toka, kodokuda toka,
naimonone dari de kawaru
hontou ha dochira mo onaji
sou, KOKORO ha wakamamada ne
wakare no hi no samishisa mo
kizuduke au kanashimi mo
kuyami kirenai itami mo
futari dake no SHIRUSHI ni naru
hitotsu hitotsu omoide wo dakishime
aruite iku kara
warai nagara furimukeru toki ga
kuru youni...
zutto...
deaeta hi no yasashisa mo
kasane aeta nukumori mo
motome rareru yorokobi mo
maboroshi ni ha omoenakute
君への旅
[ヤミと帽子と本の旅人 IM]
作詞：木本慶子
作曲：住吉中
編曲：Ｌａｐｉｎ
歌：能登麻美子
君と二人で歩いた頃は
いつまでもこのままと
訳も無く信じていた
君が残した欠片にはまだ
微笑みと優しさの
めくもりが微かにある
離れていても感じ合えるよ
瞳を閉じて思いをはせる
もう一度巡り会える
確かに導かれてる
僕だけに聞こえてる
君の囁きが
寂しさは強さになる
悲しみは力になる
心から求めれば
奇跡は生まれる
今僕は旅立つよ
失ってみて初めてきずく
安らぎや幸せは
いつも傍にあったこと
腕に抱かれて眠った夜は
暗闇さえも怖くなかった
挫けそうになる時は
青空を見上げてみる
どこまでも続いてる
君へ続いてる
終わりは見えないけれど
答えは知らないけれど
心から望むなら
必ず見つける
君までが僕の旅
もう一度巡り会える
確かに導かれてる
僕だけに聞こえてる
君の囁きが
寂しさは強さになる
悲しみは力になる
心から求めれば
奇跡は生まれる
今僕は旅立つよ
Kimi to futari de aruita goro wa
Itsumademo kono mama to
Wake mo naku shinjite ita
Kimi ga nokoshi ta kakera ni wa mada
Hohoemi to yasashisa no
Meku mo riga kasuka ni aru
Hanarete ite mo kanji aeru yo
Hitomi wo tojite omoi wo haseru
Mou ichido meguri aeru
Tashika ni michibikareteru
Boku dake ni kikoeteru
Kimi ni sasayaki ga
Samishisa wa tsuyosa ni naru
Kanashimi wa chikara ni naru
Kokoro kara motomereba
Kiseki wa umareru
Ima boku wa tabidatsu yo
[Short instrumental]
Ushinatte mite hajimete kizuku
Yasuragi ya shiawase wa
Itsumo soba ni atta koto
Ude ni dakarete nemutta yoru wa
Kurayami sae mo kowaku nakatta
Kujikesou ni naru toki wa
Aozora wo miagete miru
Doko made mo tsuzuiteru
Kimi he tsuzuiteru
Owari wa mienai keredo
Kotae he shiranai keredo
Kokoro kara nozomu nara
Kanarazu mitsukeru
Kimi made ga boku no tabi
永遠の祈りを捧げて
[ヤミと帽子と本の旅人 ED]
作詞：木本慶子
作曲：梶山織江
編曲：五島翔
歌：小林沙苗
永遠の祈りを捧げて
大事なもの あきらめたりしない
目覚める頃には多分
何もなかったように晴れる
夢はいつだって
この手のひらの上にあるから
どんなに遠くてもきっと
つかまえてみせる
君と僕との
それが約束
教えてくれた優しさの意味
一人になって分りかけた
思い出を抱きしめ泣いていても
気持ちはひとつも届かない
永遠の祈りを捧げて
終わらない風に乗るまで
永遠の祈りを捧げて
大事なもの あきらめたりしない
君と僕の間に光る
夜明けを見つけて
もうすぐ始まる明日を
迎えに行く
与えられた毎日を
あたりまえに過ごしていたら
いつか心まで
空っぽになりそうな気がした
愛するのは
愛されるためじゃない事を
君へと今叫んでる
これから先
どこへ行けるか分からないけど
想いは変わらない
永遠の歌になりたい
語り継ぐ星のように
永遠の歌になりたい
いつも胸の そばにいられるなら
君と僕の間に光る
夜明けを見つけて
永遠の祈りを捧げて
終わらない風に乗るまで
永遠の祈りを捧げて
大事なもの あきらめたりしない
君と僕の間に光る
夜明けを見つけて
もうすぐ始まる明日を
迎えに行く
（迎えに行くよ
I will I will go there...）
eien no inori wo sasagete
daiji na mono akirametari shinai
mezameru koro ni wa tabun
nani mo nakatta yobori hareru
yume wa itsudatte kono te no hira no ue ni aru kara
donna ni tookute mo
kitto tsukameate miseru
kimi to boku to no sore nai yakusoku
oshiete kureta yasashisa no imi
hitori ni natte wakari kaketa
omoi de wo dakishime naiteite mo
kimochi wa hitotsu mo todokanai
eien no inori wo sasagete
owaranai kaze ni noru made
eien no inori wo sasagete
daiji na mono akirametari shinai
kimi to boku no ai da ni hikaru
yoake wo mitsukete
mou sugu hajimaru ashita wo mukae ni yuku
ataerareta mainichi wo atari mae ni sugoshiteitara
itsuka kokoro made karappo ni narisou na kigashita
aisuru no wa aisareru tame ja nai koto wo
kimi e to ima sakenderu
kore kara saki doko e yukeru kawakaranai kedo
omoi wa kawaranai
eien no futari naritai
katari tsugu hoshi no you ni
eien no futari naritai
itsumo mune no soba ni irareru nara
kimi to boku no ai da ni hikaru
yoake wo mitsukete
eien no inori wo sasagete
owaranai kaze ni noru made
eien no inori wo sasagete
daiji na mono akirametari shinai
kimi to boku no ai da ni hikaru
yoake wo mitsukete
mou sugu hajimaru ashita wo mukae ni yuku
mukae ni yuku yo
I will I will go there
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/19/2007 03:45:00 AM
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Sunday, February 18, 2007x 2/19/2007 03:45:00 AM
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罗志祥 - 自我催眠
人群里面那个我
把幸福遗落
那曾经走过的路口
我停了你却走
我想捂住我的耳朵
听不见你说
爱就在此刻
松手分手放手
我猜不透不猜透
和你背对背的走
原来怪我没有
没有爱情的天分你才要走
我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作祟
想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前
等着红灯那个我
还会向前走
也许那幸福的执着
在下一个路口
专属铃声我还留着
却静静沉默
在我们之间
爱了放了散了
我会不说不想说
怕说了也没有用
现在我的幽默
只是掩饰着心痛我的难过
聪明再多一些
我走在没有你的世界
却走不到永远
我渐渐地自我催眠
慢慢闭上双眼
人群里面那个我
把幸福遗落
那曾经走过的路口
我停了你却走
我想捂住我的耳朵
听不见你说
爱就在此刻
松手分手放手
我猜不透不猜透
和你背对背的走
原来怪我没有
没有爱情的天分你才要走
我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作祟
想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前
等着红灯那个我
还会向前走
也许那幸福的执着
在下一个路口
专属铃声我还留着
却静静沉默
在我们之间
爱了放了散了
我会不说不想说
怕说了也没有用
现在我的幽默
只是掩饰着心痛我的难过
聪明再多一些
我走在没有你的世界
却走不到永远
我渐渐地自我催眠
慢慢闭上双眼
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/18/2007 10:38:00 PM
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x 2/18/2007 10:38:00 PM
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Aiyo... Finally, first day of CNY is over... @_@;;;
This year we went out to bai nian much later than previous years... My dad went to help my uncle tending the coffee shop...
Guess what, my damn hair faded alot... lol... needa touch up the colour after CNY... hope I got time sia.. >_<;;;
This year, I wear a much feminie clothings... and kinda retro? Bo bian.. this year is either retro or punk.... lol.. I wanted punk, but it's kinda hard to find punk that I like and FITS me... T_T
My relatives saying I am HUGE lah... say I shld eat more veggie... yea yea.. I know.. >_<
I feel abit stress when they were talking to my cousin who are with better achivements... >_< what BA lah.. wat MA lah... I know lah.. I am just a lousy dip. -___-;;; I feel like getting MA after today... lol not for HIS sake, but for my own face. lmaO....Got one cousin doing what BA Lit Eng.... wah lao.. eng oso can study until so far.. @_@;;;; Smart people are really smart... they can study well... just like my darling.. LMAO. (I laughed to myself when I address him as darling when I typing this entry. XDDD)
Anyway, this year nothing much lah.. Ang Pow oso lidat nia... argh.. I wan more Ang Pow to clear debts and get what I want...... I wana go get that Sakura Taisen art book... ><;;; and probably get a book on exhibition design too...
I missing him.... wonder how he spend his CNY... >_<;;; I cant stop thinking of him even when I go on visiting... I start to scan the cars in the carpark whereever I go... to see if there is his car.... so bian tai. -________-;;;
Haiz...
我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
This year we went out to bai nian much later than previous years... My dad went to help my uncle tending the coffee shop...
Guess what, my damn hair faded alot... lol... needa touch up the colour after CNY... hope I got time sia.. >_<;;;
This year, I wear a much feminie clothings... and kinda retro? Bo bian.. this year is either retro or punk.... lol.. I wanted punk, but it's kinda hard to find punk that I like and FITS me... T_T
My relatives saying I am HUGE lah... say I shld eat more veggie... yea yea.. I know.. >_<
I feel abit stress when they were talking to my cousin who are with better achivements... >_< what BA lah.. wat MA lah... I know lah.. I am just a lousy dip. -___-;;; I feel like getting MA after today... lol not for HIS sake, but for my own face. lmaO....Got one cousin doing what BA Lit Eng.... wah lao.. eng oso can study until so far.. @_@;;;; Smart people are really smart... they can study well... just like my darling.. LMAO. (I laughed to myself when I address him as darling when I typing this entry. XDDD)
Anyway, this year nothing much lah.. Ang Pow oso lidat nia... argh.. I wan more Ang Pow to clear debts and get what I want...... I wana go get that Sakura Taisen art book... ><;;; and probably get a book on exhibition design too...
I missing him.... wonder how he spend his CNY... >_<;;; I cant stop thinking of him even when I go on visiting... I start to scan the cars in the carpark whereever I go... to see if there is his car.... so bian tai. -________-;;;
Haiz...
我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/18/2007 10:22:00 PM
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x 2/18/2007 10:22:00 PM
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Vogue - Ayumi Hamasaki
Music:Kazuhito Kikuchi
Arrangement:Akimitsu Honma
Kanji
君を咲き誇ろう
美しく花開いた
その後はただ静かに
散って行くから...
気付けば いつでも
振り向けば君が
笑っていました
ha-ha-haaa-
だけどそれは決して
後悔ではなくて
あの日々が
あった証なのでしょう
気付けば こんなに
遠い所まで
走って来ました
ha-ha-haaa-
だけどそれも決して
後悔ではなくて
あの頃の君が
いたからでしょう
君を咲き誇ろう
美しく花開いた
その後はただ静かに
散って行くから...
君を咲き誇ろう
美しく花開いた
その後はただ静かに
散って行くから...
ha la ha la...
Romanji
kimi wo saki hokorou
utsukushiku hana hiraita
sono ato wa tada shizukani
chitte yuku kara
kizukeba itsudemo
furi mukeba kimi ga
waratte imashita
ha ha haaa
kizukeba itsushika
kimi no koto bakari
utatte imashita
ha ha haaa
dakedo sore wa kesshite
koukai dewa nakute
ano hibi ga
atta akashi nano deshou
kizukeba konnani
tooi tokoro made
hashitte kimashita
ha ha haaa
dakedo sore mo kesshite
koukai dewa nakute
ano goro no kimi ga
itakara deshou
kimi wo saki hokorou
utsukushiku hana hiraita
sono ato wa tada shizukani
chitte yuku kara
kimi wo saki hokorou
utsukushiku hana hiraita
sono ato wa tada shizukani
chitte yuku kara
halahala
Chinese Translation
╰>中译：时尚
灿烂绽放你
美丽的花朵
而后静静地
凋落...
曾几何时
每当回首
那里总是有你的笑容
ha-ha-haaa-
曾几何时
我的歌里
总是充满了你
ha-ha-haaa-
但不表示
我曾后悔
因为那是
那段岁月的证明
曾几何时
竟已走了
这么远的路
ha-ha-haaa-
但不表示
我曾后悔
因为当时
有你在我身边
灿烂绽放你
美丽的花朵
而后静静地
凋落...
灿烂绽放你
美丽的花朵
而后静静地
凋落...
ha la ha la...
Music:Kazuhito Kikuchi
Arrangement:Akimitsu Honma
Kanji
君を咲き誇ろう
美しく花開いた
その後はただ静かに
散って行くから...
気付けば いつでも
振り向けば君が
笑っていました
ha-ha-haaa-
だけどそれは決して
後悔ではなくて
あの日々が
あった証なのでしょう
気付けば こんなに
遠い所まで
走って来ました
ha-ha-haaa-
だけどそれも決して
後悔ではなくて
あの頃の君が
いたからでしょう
君を咲き誇ろう
美しく花開いた
その後はただ静かに
散って行くから...
君を咲き誇ろう
美しく花開いた
その後はただ静かに
散って行くから...
ha la ha la...
Romanji
kimi wo saki hokorou
utsukushiku hana hiraita
sono ato wa tada shizukani
chitte yuku kara
kizukeba itsudemo
furi mukeba kimi ga
waratte imashita
ha ha haaa
kizukeba itsushika
kimi no koto bakari
utatte imashita
ha ha haaa
dakedo sore wa kesshite
koukai dewa nakute
ano hibi ga
atta akashi nano deshou
kizukeba konnani
tooi tokoro made
hashitte kimashita
ha ha haaa
dakedo sore mo kesshite
koukai dewa nakute
ano goro no kimi ga
itakara deshou
kimi wo saki hokorou
utsukushiku hana hiraita
sono ato wa tada shizukani
chitte yuku kara
kimi wo saki hokorou
utsukushiku hana hiraita
sono ato wa tada shizukani
chitte yuku kara
halahala
Chinese Translation
╰>中译：时尚
灿烂绽放你
美丽的花朵
而后静静地
凋落...
曾几何时
每当回首
那里总是有你的笑容
ha-ha-haaa-
曾几何时
我的歌里
总是充满了你
ha-ha-haaa-
但不表示
我曾后悔
因为那是
那段岁月的证明
曾几何时
竟已走了
这么远的路
ha-ha-haaa-
但不表示
我曾后悔
因为当时
有你在我身边
灿烂绽放你
美丽的花朵
而后静静地
凋落...
灿烂绽放你
美丽的花朵
而后静静地
凋落...
ha la ha la...
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/18/2007 02:04:00 AM
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x 2/18/2007 02:04:00 AM
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oh yea... Happy Lunar New Piggy Year!!! =D
But, I arent happy... =/
But, I arent happy... =/
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/18/2007 12:59:00 AM
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Wah... his car need about 100k liddat... #%#^%$^$%%$#%@#@^%$
top up abit more, I can buy a HDB liao... @_@;;;;;
Still no email from him... =(
I sent a CNY email to him...hope he will read... best is can reply lah... lmao....
Finally finished spring cleaning... so tired...
After this is all my projects liao... I wonder how much can I finish... haiz....
I scare Edwin wont let me submit... but, I oso mei ban fa liao...
Haiz....
In very shitty state now... I hate my life... =/
Everyone bully me.. =(
I lost my coolness in things ever since I fell in love again... being in a one sided relationship makes me bad tempered... lmao....
I start to burst easily... whenever my friends are not working according to what I wished... and I easily fan lian (turn face) when I talk abt XXXXX and my frens gimme heck care attitude... I know I very irritating coz I keep talk about him... but if you heck care me, u can be 100% assured that I will gib u attitudezzzz.....
Damn. I cant balance frens and lover well I guess... or rather, I cant balanace my mind in such things well...
All I want is you... why cant you understand...
I wish I could let you know my feelings....
Sigh.
top up abit more, I can buy a HDB liao... @_@;;;;;
Still no email from him... =(
I sent a CNY email to him...hope he will read... best is can reply lah... lmao....
Finally finished spring cleaning... so tired...
After this is all my projects liao... I wonder how much can I finish... haiz....
I scare Edwin wont let me submit... but, I oso mei ban fa liao...
Haiz....
In very shitty state now... I hate my life... =/
Everyone bully me.. =(
I lost my coolness in things ever since I fell in love again... being in a one sided relationship makes me bad tempered... lmao....
I start to burst easily... whenever my friends are not working according to what I wished... and I easily fan lian (turn face) when I talk abt XXXXX and my frens gimme heck care attitude... I know I very irritating coz I keep talk about him... but if you heck care me, u can be 100% assured that I will gib u attitudezzzz.....
Damn. I cant balance frens and lover well I guess... or rather, I cant balanace my mind in such things well...
All I want is you... why cant you understand...
I wish I could let you know my feelings....
Sigh.
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/18/2007 12:49:00 AM
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Saturday, February 17, 2007x 2/18/2007 12:49:00 AM
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I think his car is Peugeot 407 bah..
http://www.peugeot.com.sg/407.htm
http://www.peugeot.com.sg/407/407_1.html
Was analysing his car after I loaded the pic of his car which I snapped during vday...
Still no email from him. =/
sigh...
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Tmr is CNY eve.. I am still not done with spring cleaning.. I am dead meat.... -___-;;
Today I couldnt get up for ID... jialat lor... I dozed off when doing my ID project last nite... sianz... tot wana do finish and show edwin on friday morning.. mana zai... I actually dozed off!!!! T_______T I think he dun wana see my work liao... I think he dun wana let me submit liao... I think I am in deep shit for ID. -____-;;;
Dun care lah.. dun submit dun submit lor... I wat oso dun care anymore...
I lost my target in life again... =____=;;;;
I know... I am so easily being led by others.... So easy to let people affect my thoughts and acts...
T_________________T
I wana disappear again...
I hate you!! XDDD
http://www.peugeot.com.sg/407.htm
http://www.peugeot.com.sg/407/407_1.html
Was analysing his car after I loaded the pic of his car which I snapped during vday...
Still no email from him. =/
sigh...
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Tmr is CNY eve.. I am still not done with spring cleaning.. I am dead meat.... -___-;;
Today I couldnt get up for ID... jialat lor... I dozed off when doing my ID project last nite... sianz... tot wana do finish and show edwin on friday morning.. mana zai... I actually dozed off!!!! T_______T I think he dun wana see my work liao... I think he dun wana let me submit liao... I think I am in deep shit for ID. -____-;;;
Dun care lah.. dun submit dun submit lor... I wat oso dun care anymore...
I lost my target in life again... =____=;;;;
I know... I am so easily being led by others.... So easy to let people affect my thoughts and acts...
T_________________T
I wana disappear again...
I hate you!! XDDD
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/17/2007 03:45:00 AM
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Friday, February 16, 2007x 2/17/2007 03:45:00 AM
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Hmm.. realised, recent post all about him nia... chey... I shld post abt smthg else bah... XDDDDD~~
Hmmm... hey guys, wat do u all think when u all saw a guy in gents drawing eyeliner or smthg...? what was ur reaction when you some some andro ppl inside toilet, and tot is a gal or smthg? XDDDD
I awis shocked abt when butch enter ladies... I bet guys oso shocked when similar things happen... XDDD
This is so weird... females and males seems to be mixing up... everyone seems to be a shemale hefemale(got such word? XD)... XDDD
I personally is ok with it... as 99% of andros are cool and lovely and shuai. XDD~~ *drools*
Best is those jrocker style de... muhaahaha...
I think I shld go back and pick up my rocker style again... why turn into a lady for someone who will never put any attention on u... might as well do what I enjoy....
MUHAHAHAH~~
Siao liao la.
I havent do my proj... I am sooooooo tired..... I wana slp, but I hab to do proj but I cant concentrate on it!!!
I am kinda moody. =/
Hmmm... hey guys, wat do u all think when u all saw a guy in gents drawing eyeliner or smthg...? what was ur reaction when you some some andro ppl inside toilet, and tot is a gal or smthg? XDDDD
I awis shocked abt when butch enter ladies... I bet guys oso shocked when similar things happen... XDDD
This is so weird... females and males seems to be mixing up... everyone seems to be a shemale hefemale(got such word? XD)... XDDD
I personally is ok with it... as 99% of andros are cool and lovely and shuai. XDD~~ *drools*
Best is those jrocker style de... muhaahaha...
I think I shld go back and pick up my rocker style again... why turn into a lady for someone who will never put any attention on u... might as well do what I enjoy....
MUHAHAHAH~~
Siao liao la.
I havent do my proj... I am sooooooo tired..... I wana slp, but I hab to do proj but I cant concentrate on it!!!
I am kinda moody. =/
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/16/2007 02:20:00 AM
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Thursday, February 15, 2007x 2/16/2007 02:20:00 AM
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hmm... I think shi mei xi wang le... 2 days liao he still no email me... =/
Anyway, today was as usual lah.. but, got this part, when CQ and me go toilet, it just so happened that this thoughts came to me...
I was asking CQ did we ever see him visiting the restroom anot.. he like nv go restroom liddat.... Then, after we got out from Toilet.... we waiting for lift that time, he appeared lor.. and you know wat... he appeared from toilet. LMAO.
Then he oso press lift... then, he press up mah... watashi press down... so paiseh, when the lift came, he went in... I actually blur blur wana follow in... and this baka CQ went and say, Gwen, that one is up leh! Make me so embarrassed.... @_@;;; Anyway, I didnt go in for the sake that he was inside... I was abit you hun (floating spirit) liao... so many days nv slp well... >_<
I think somehow he is sick gua... he dun look good... and he is carrying a water bottle along to class... haha... so cute... =X poor baby... you are sick ar..?
I am feeling pain inside me... but I know this will happen de... I tried to tell myself bu you jin... but, it still hurts...
I feel like evaporate again... lmao.
Anyway, today was as usual lah.. but, got this part, when CQ and me go toilet, it just so happened that this thoughts came to me...
I was asking CQ did we ever see him visiting the restroom anot.. he like nv go restroom liddat.... Then, after we got out from Toilet.... we waiting for lift that time, he appeared lor.. and you know wat... he appeared from toilet. LMAO.
Then he oso press lift... then, he press up mah... watashi press down... so paiseh, when the lift came, he went in... I actually blur blur wana follow in... and this baka CQ went and say, Gwen, that one is up leh! Make me so embarrassed.... @_@;;; Anyway, I didnt go in for the sake that he was inside... I was abit you hun (floating spirit) liao... so many days nv slp well... >_<
I think somehow he is sick gua... he dun look good... and he is carrying a water bottle along to class... haha... so cute... =X poor baby... you are sick ar..?
I am feeling pain inside me... but I know this will happen de... I tried to tell myself bu you jin... but, it still hurts...
I feel like evaporate again... lmao.
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/15/2007 10:07:00 PM
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Happy blated Valentine's day!!!!
Sorry, watashi belated liao... hehe... why....? =/ I shall tell you later... XDDD
Anyway, 14th is a very doki doki day!!!! I brng the chocos to sch and gib to my frens... I think they find the black one nicer.... which is what I thought so too... hehe... =/
After the lectures.... damn lor... SK's lesson so draggy lor................ :( Watashi so scare kenot manage to put BOMB at his car.... lolx....
We wait until 5.40pm liddat... SK's lesson still not yet over.. so we chiongz to carpark liao... heck SK liao.. =P Thanks Ben and CQ for helping me.. and heck SK with me.. XD~~~~~
You know wat.. that time slot is a peak hour at carpark lor... so paiseh to drop it at his car. =_=;;; But, still, we managed to do it!!! XDDD~~ After that, we hide at a very safe place... =D~~~ We waited until 7pm... den that baka workaholic den oni appear.... I didnt see him... I missed!!! Ben was out to jalan from ou "base"... and he saw HIM reading my card liao!! WAH LAO!!! Ben damn panick and run back to our base... lucky never da chao jing se... But then, after that we dun dare to put our heads out to see liao... haiz..... I missed the classic part!!!!! :( Kinda sad over this.... We only wait till his car passed then only we dare to leave the base... >_
<;;;;
I know, eveything is so stupid and silly... and it's such a hassel to him I think... sorry... But, I needa express it out. =)
He nv email me leh. =/
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Why I was not at home on vday nite. LMAO. I was away to rush project outside....
Believe? NAH!!~~ BOOOOO~~~
CQ was kinda down due to her recent breakup.... thus, Ben and me accompanied her thruout the whole freaking nite.
First, we went Geylang to makan... I ate beef again... @_@;;;; aiyo.. geylang maciam my 2nd home liao... =_=;;;
We went to play pool... wah seh... my skills somehow upgraded.... XDDD I find myself so cool for a few shoots.... so zhai lor... XDDD
After that, ard 12, we went to Kbox... XDDD Sang till 3am... sang like siao.... @_@;;; then we snap photos and such... hahaa..... so fun... XDD~~ but, when we saw the bill, we dun feel fun liao. 69 bucks. =_=;;;; *faints*
3am, we start to float ard like duno wat shit... lmao. we walked all the way from peace center to orchard... wah.. so shiok... the whole sg maciam belongs to me!!! XDDD No ppl on the street... few cars... we cross the road like nobody's biz.... XDDD
One thing irritating abt today is only.... COUPLES ARE EVERYWHERE!!! -____-;;;; esp late in the midnites... few ppl... they bcome so daring.... smooching like duno wat in the public... @_@;;;
We end up floating to cineleisure.. and we went to lv 9 to rot! XD We lie around at the xbox sofa... hahahaha.... Very dim there... I think they wana close that place de, but got ppl still watching movie... so the guard is watching tv while waiting....
We lie at the sofa like own hse lor... and after that, when all finally left, the guard oso bth liao.. come chase us out... XDD~~~
After that, we wanted to find a McD to sit down... but, nabei! Orchard's McD all not 24 hrs liddat.... only the one at shaw there is 24hrs.... we walked all the way there and bought a cup of milo nia... lmao. Wanted to eat, but they duno want, so I oso ney eat... =( We end up rotting at the hotel lobby beside Tangs...I find it so paiseh to rot at hotel's lobby... maciam some beggar no hse to go home....
But, I kinda sian at 2nd half as CQ looks super tired aft Kbox.... she's not owl lah... watasi owl... Ben is ok ok nia...I still feel damn energetic till we part lor... I kinda dozed off on mrt and lrt like duno wat... lolx....
Finally got home ard 7.30am... =D~ then first thing is to update my blog... see i so nice to my readers... XDD~~~ Like as if there got any supporters liddat... tsk tsk tsk.....
Now my eyes is like half open... or rather 1/4 open... @_@;;; so slpy... later lesson at 12.30pm... @_@;;; I think I bringing lappy to sch to mp3 and do some other stuffs....
Die lah... wat oso nv do yet.. how to show teacher... and then, I oso havent pack home... kinda guilty to go out yesterday, but CQ was down so... pei pei ta lor....
Sorry to the rest of my frens who are looking for me desperately... lmao.... This term is the last term with CQ... I duno if I will still be as close as now with her after year 2.... as we are going to major in diff things... :(
But. Most sad for me is... where is his email!!!??????????
Btw, wan wan wana come SG during cny period!! XDDDD I wish she will held some autograph session for her book... I love her very muchie~!!!!! XDDD~~
Sorry, watashi belated liao... hehe... why....? =/ I shall tell you later... XDDD
Anyway, 14th is a very doki doki day!!!! I brng the chocos to sch and gib to my frens... I think they find the black one nicer.... which is what I thought so too... hehe... =/
After the lectures.... damn lor... SK's lesson so draggy lor................ :( Watashi so scare kenot manage to put BOMB at his car.... lolx....
We wait until 5.40pm liddat... SK's lesson still not yet over.. so we chiongz to carpark liao... heck SK liao.. =P Thanks Ben and CQ for helping me.. and heck SK with me.. XD~~~~~
You know wat.. that time slot is a peak hour at carpark lor... so paiseh to drop it at his car. =_=;;; But, still, we managed to do it!!! XDDD~~ After that, we hide at a very safe place... =D~~~ We waited until 7pm... den that baka workaholic den oni appear.... I didnt see him... I missed!!! Ben was out to jalan from ou "base"... and he saw HIM reading my card liao!! WAH LAO!!! Ben damn panick and run back to our base... lucky never da chao jing se... But then, after that we dun dare to put our heads out to see liao... haiz..... I missed the classic part!!!!! :( Kinda sad over this.... We only wait till his car passed then only we dare to leave the base... >_
<;;;;
I know, eveything is so stupid and silly... and it's such a hassel to him I think... sorry... But, I needa express it out. =)
He nv email me leh. =/
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Why I was not at home on vday nite. LMAO. I was away to rush project outside....
Believe? NAH!!~~ BOOOOO~~~
CQ was kinda down due to her recent breakup.... thus, Ben and me accompanied her thruout the whole freaking nite.
First, we went Geylang to makan... I ate beef again... @_@;;;; aiyo.. geylang maciam my 2nd home liao... =_=;;;
We went to play pool... wah seh... my skills somehow upgraded.... XDDD I find myself so cool for a few shoots.... so zhai lor... XDDD
After that, ard 12, we went to Kbox... XDDD Sang till 3am... sang like siao.... @_@;;; then we snap photos and such... hahaa..... so fun... XDD~~ but, when we saw the bill, we dun feel fun liao. 69 bucks. =_=;;;; *faints*
3am, we start to float ard like duno wat shit... lmao. we walked all the way from peace center to orchard... wah.. so shiok... the whole sg maciam belongs to me!!! XDDD No ppl on the street... few cars... we cross the road like nobody's biz.... XDDD
One thing irritating abt today is only.... COUPLES ARE EVERYWHERE!!! -____-;;;; esp late in the midnites... few ppl... they bcome so daring.... smooching like duno wat in the public... @_@;;;
We end up floating to cineleisure.. and we went to lv 9 to rot! XD We lie around at the xbox sofa... hahahaha.... Very dim there... I think they wana close that place de, but got ppl still watching movie... so the guard is watching tv while waiting....
We lie at the sofa like own hse lor... and after that, when all finally left, the guard oso bth liao.. come chase us out... XDD~~~
After that, we wanted to find a McD to sit down... but, nabei! Orchard's McD all not 24 hrs liddat.... only the one at shaw there is 24hrs.... we walked all the way there and bought a cup of milo nia... lmao. Wanted to eat, but they duno want, so I oso ney eat... =( We end up rotting at the hotel lobby beside Tangs...I find it so paiseh to rot at hotel's lobby... maciam some beggar no hse to go home....
But, I kinda sian at 2nd half as CQ looks super tired aft Kbox.... she's not owl lah... watasi owl... Ben is ok ok nia...I still feel damn energetic till we part lor... I kinda dozed off on mrt and lrt like duno wat... lolx....
Finally got home ard 7.30am... =D~ then first thing is to update my blog... see i so nice to my readers... XDD~~~ Like as if there got any supporters liddat... tsk tsk tsk.....
Now my eyes is like half open... or rather 1/4 open... @_@;;; so slpy... later lesson at 12.30pm... @_@;;; I think I bringing lappy to sch to mp3 and do some other stuffs....
Die lah... wat oso nv do yet.. how to show teacher... and then, I oso havent pack home... kinda guilty to go out yesterday, but CQ was down so... pei pei ta lor....
Sorry to the rest of my frens who are looking for me desperately... lmao.... This term is the last term with CQ... I duno if I will still be as close as now with her after year 2.... as we are going to major in diff things... :(
But. Most sad for me is... where is his email!!!??????????
Btw, wan wan wana come SG during cny period!! XDDDD I wish she will held some autograph session for her book... I love her very muchie~!!!!! XDDD~~
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/15/2007 07:48:00 AM
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007x 2/15/2007 07:48:00 AM
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Today. As usual. LATE. =__=;;; damn... you na yi tian shi wo bu hui chi dao de... =_=;;;
Today die die hab to go sch coz Interior cher say if I dun go... can no need submit for this term liao.... eee.. threatening me... =(
So, bo bian... LL hab to go.... Half way to school... CQ called.... "Gwen~~~ You know what I wana say?????" Then I immediately.. -_____- _|_ "He MC izzit?!" CQ,"Yea~~!!! You no need so rush to come ovr liao.... reached liao call me..."
When I reached sch, I walked the back lane as usual... as I dun need to walk a big round... At this moment, got a car passed by me... I like... aiyo... bu ke neng shi ta lah... but, I saw abit of the car colour (I was looking down when I walk) I went. OMFG?!!!! O_O I quickly looked up... and, I saw the PEUGEOT LOGO!!! AND!! I SAW HIM INSIDE!!! XDDDD DAMN FREAKY LUCKY~~~!!! He was wearing a sunshade I think... ahhhhhhh.... so sudden.. my heart almost stopped... lolx... So you yuan fen... so bu ke si yi.... I actually saw him without purposely go see him... the more I didnt on purpose to see him, the more easy I get to see him... Is this so called, FATE? XDDD
After that, I called CQ.. they all left classroom liao lor... well, I wasnt that angry coz, if I nv walked to sch, I wont see him!!! XDDD I met up with them and went to chinatown to jalan.... practically pure walking trip.... so tiring due to we are carrying a damn freaking lappy.... we went to take a mrt back to punggol aft jalan at chinatown... too much time to spend sia... XDDD we even play lappy games and mp3ing on mrt... so daring.. XDDD~~
When we alight at buangkok, we saw opposite got train leaving soon... we all 55 chiong in... do do do do.... I turn my head and saw.... POOR CQ LEFT OUTSIDE!!! The rest of 4 of us are in! Poor CQ... XDDDD She was quite angry the whole day sia... Coz Ben is the one hai ta didnt manage to board the train... ><;;;; I shld hab held her hand and pull her along... I am not a good fren... =(
anyway, we waited for her the next stop.... ^^;; then we proceed to museum... the wat national museum of singapore.after walking ard there... Yen asked us wana go to ACM via bus or walk there... we like... O_O WALK?!
I tell Yen we carryin lappy, beri heavy, ask if we can put at her car, she drives there, den we take bus there and collect from her... but afte awhile of nego... she agrees to drive us there!!! XDD Only us!!!! BEn, CQ and me!!! XDDDD
Yen's driving skills is very expected... like mimi... lol... izzit all gals drives liddat...? I wonder how phua drives.... last time that distance too short... kenot tell.... lolx...i wana learn driving oso... ><
Anyway, when we reached there, we saw him~~~!! >////////< AHHHH... he is still so charming... and cute.... damn... my eyes keep scanning him and follow him.. but half way he went MIA... ><;;;;
Anyway, today's outing was a fun one... coz learn abt lightings... that's something I been wanting to know more about... =D Thanks to the ACM for the special tour!!!!
Tmr gona be a big battle... I very scare ne... >_<
I wonder what wil lthe outcome be.... I am afraid to know... :(
Today die die hab to go sch coz Interior cher say if I dun go... can no need submit for this term liao.... eee.. threatening me... =(
So, bo bian... LL hab to go.... Half way to school... CQ called.... "Gwen~~~ You know what I wana say?????" Then I immediately.. -_____- _|_ "He MC izzit?!" CQ,"Yea~~!!! You no need so rush to come ovr liao.... reached liao call me..."
When I reached sch, I walked the back lane as usual... as I dun need to walk a big round... At this moment, got a car passed by me... I like... aiyo... bu ke neng shi ta lah... but, I saw abit of the car colour (I was looking down when I walk) I went. OMFG?!!!! O_O I quickly looked up... and, I saw the PEUGEOT LOGO!!! AND!! I SAW HIM INSIDE!!! XDDDD DAMN FREAKY LUCKY~~~!!! He was wearing a sunshade I think... ahhhhhhh.... so sudden.. my heart almost stopped... lolx... So you yuan fen... so bu ke si yi.... I actually saw him without purposely go see him... the more I didnt on purpose to see him, the more easy I get to see him... Is this so called, FATE? XDDD
After that, I called CQ.. they all left classroom liao lor... well, I wasnt that angry coz, if I nv walked to sch, I wont see him!!! XDDD I met up with them and went to chinatown to jalan.... practically pure walking trip.... so tiring due to we are carrying a damn freaking lappy.... we went to take a mrt back to punggol aft jalan at chinatown... too much time to spend sia... XDDD we even play lappy games and mp3ing on mrt... so daring.. XDDD~~
When we alight at buangkok, we saw opposite got train leaving soon... we all 55 chiong in... do do do do.... I turn my head and saw.... POOR CQ LEFT OUTSIDE!!! The rest of 4 of us are in! Poor CQ... XDDDD She was quite angry the whole day sia... Coz Ben is the one hai ta didnt manage to board the train... ><;;;; I shld hab held her hand and pull her along... I am not a good fren... =(
anyway, we waited for her the next stop.... ^^;; then we proceed to museum... the wat national museum of singapore.after walking ard there... Yen asked us wana go to ACM via bus or walk there... we like... O_O WALK?!
I tell Yen we carryin lappy, beri heavy, ask if we can put at her car, she drives there, den we take bus there and collect from her... but afte awhile of nego... she agrees to drive us there!!! XDD Only us!!!! BEn, CQ and me!!! XDDDD
Yen's driving skills is very expected... like mimi... lol... izzit all gals drives liddat...? I wonder how phua drives.... last time that distance too short... kenot tell.... lolx...i wana learn driving oso... ><
Anyway, when we reached there, we saw him~~~!! >////////< AHHHH... he is still so charming... and cute.... damn... my eyes keep scanning him and follow him.. but half way he went MIA... ><;;;;
Anyway, today's outing was a fun one... coz learn abt lightings... that's something I been wanting to know more about... =D Thanks to the ACM for the special tour!!!!
Tmr gona be a big battle... I very scare ne... >_<
I wonder what wil lthe outcome be.... I am afraid to know... :(
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/14/2007 12:35:00 AM
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Monday, February 12, 2007x 2/14/2007 12:35:00 AM
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Kaoz. So long never used this word... lol... why so ji dong?
coz...
He is from Tech. Sydney, university of technology sydney. As a Master grad... ahh...
So. nabei. I can never reach his standard... >_< Boku wa lousy desu... ><~~~
another kaoz thing is.... My desktop is dead again... =_=;;; now I shifted the keyboard away and using the keyboard tray as a table top for my lappy... coz need the internet cables.. bo bian... hab to use in the living room... >_<
I feeling quite dead nowdays... coz, mom keep pester me to pack home... school work maciam like flood, come in non stop... >_< and that bloody new year is coming!!!!~~ CLOTHES~~!! DAMN. Find it so irritating to buy clothes during CNY, hard to find, too many ppl, force to buy... and.. CNY songs. -____-;;;
Anyway, managed to get some shits.... and it's so not my style thingys.... @_@;;; bet u all gona die bo yan jing (drop broke spec)... lmao....
I just hope I dun look fat in it... >_<;;;;
Yea... I am fat, I know.
Just now doing some vday choco... realised the white one arent as nice as previous years which I did... I think I gona get more choco ones... as it taste much better thought it hab abit bitter taste... >_<;;;
Just now asked money from mom.. she scold me lor... fuck. I am in serious debt... which I am not able to vomit any cents out. You know wat, My wallet only left with coins. So pathetic... -___-;;; meng ask me pay him back, ben oso... jialats.... anyone wana loan me some money? Pay u back after CNY... lol~~~ *sigh* who will be so good lah..... =(
Bought the puppet which u see in Goong, the female lead put her bf's photo de... lol.. I bought the minature version lah.. life size de abit too big for my bed... @_@;;; I wana put XXXXX's photo.. but.. aiyo... scare ppl duno ah... lol... so.. I think, I gona put jae or yunho or micky or uruha or reita or misaki or ayumi or some anime characters or anyone I can think of lah... lmao......
I feel so tired and sour on my shoulder now... guess the lappy's height is not comfortable like my desktop... >_<;;;;;;
Time to bed oso... haiz.....
I need to buy time... =/
ARGH... can I sucessfully complete year 2? =/ I doubt so now.... *sigh*
I hate CNY, except for Ang POWSS~~~
Btw, anyone wana gib phua a suprise by dropping by at her hse? I got someone to arrange this plot for me... XDDD Do sms me or ask around if you read this... =DDD~~
Any other teachers u all wana suprise them? XDDD
I wana go see ms ong... i miss her lotsa...
I wana go XXXXX's hse... lmao.
SLP LAH. Den can dream of him. XDD~~~~~~~~
coz...
He is from Tech. Sydney, university of technology sydney. As a Master grad... ahh...
So. nabei. I can never reach his standard... >_< Boku wa lousy desu... ><~~~
another kaoz thing is.... My desktop is dead again... =_=;;; now I shifted the keyboard away and using the keyboard tray as a table top for my lappy... coz need the internet cables.. bo bian... hab to use in the living room... >_<
I feeling quite dead nowdays... coz, mom keep pester me to pack home... school work maciam like flood, come in non stop... >_< and that bloody new year is coming!!!!~~ CLOTHES~~!! DAMN. Find it so irritating to buy clothes during CNY, hard to find, too many ppl, force to buy... and.. CNY songs. -____-;;;
Anyway, managed to get some shits.... and it's so not my style thingys.... @_@;;; bet u all gona die bo yan jing (drop broke spec)... lmao....
I just hope I dun look fat in it... >_<;;;;
Yea... I am fat, I know.
Just now doing some vday choco... realised the white one arent as nice as previous years which I did... I think I gona get more choco ones... as it taste much better thought it hab abit bitter taste... >_<;;;
Just now asked money from mom.. she scold me lor... fuck. I am in serious debt... which I am not able to vomit any cents out. You know wat, My wallet only left with coins. So pathetic... -___-;;; meng ask me pay him back, ben oso... jialats.... anyone wana loan me some money? Pay u back after CNY... lol~~~ *sigh* who will be so good lah..... =(
Bought the puppet which u see in Goong, the female lead put her bf's photo de... lol.. I bought the minature version lah.. life size de abit too big for my bed... @_@;;; I wana put XXXXX's photo.. but.. aiyo... scare ppl duno ah... lol... so.. I think, I gona put jae or yunho or micky or uruha or reita or misaki or ayumi or some anime characters or anyone I can think of lah... lmao......
I feel so tired and sour on my shoulder now... guess the lappy's height is not comfortable like my desktop... >_<;;;;;;
Time to bed oso... haiz.....
I need to buy time... =/
ARGH... can I sucessfully complete year 2? =/ I doubt so now.... *sigh*
I hate CNY, except for Ang POWSS~~~
Btw, anyone wana gib phua a suprise by dropping by at her hse? I got someone to arrange this plot for me... XDDD Do sms me or ask around if you read this... =DDD~~
Any other teachers u all wana suprise them? XDDD
I wana go see ms ong... i miss her lotsa...
I wana go XXXXX's hse... lmao.
SLP LAH. Den can dream of him. XDD~~~~~~~~
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/12/2007 03:59:00 AM
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Sunday, February 11, 2007x 2/12/2007 03:59:00 AM
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Tada~~ this is my LM piccy of year 2007... =D~~~ Kawaii desuo? XDDDD
This year, LM is kinda in love.. thus, she looks more shiawase~ (happiness)
Let's hope LM will be in love the whole year... no more heartbroken for her... *prays*
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/11/2007 01:56:00 AM
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x 2/11/2007 01:56:00 AM
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歌手：twins 专辑：八十块环游世界
LRC歌词 HOT
作曲:林俊杰
作词:何启弘
(sa)天空下起雨了
他撑的伞
在你的身边陪着
(g)可是我不快乐
因为看见
他脸上的笑
是很勉强的
(sa)我很想爱他
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变得复杂
我很想爱他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗
谁能给我一个好的回答
(sa)爱情是模糊的
可怜的是
没有勇气选择
如果再舍不得
这样下去
我们每个人
都是受害者
(sa)当爱情陷在危险边缘
(g)是否都会伤痕累累
(合)是否都会苦不堪言
(合)爱情教会我们都放不下
LRC歌词 HOT
作曲:林俊杰
作词:何启弘
(sa)天空下起雨了
他撑的伞
在你的身边陪着
(g)可是我不快乐
因为看见
他脸上的笑
是很勉强的
(sa)我很想爱他
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变得复杂
我很想爱他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗
谁能给我一个好的回答
(sa)爱情是模糊的
可怜的是
没有勇气选择
如果再舍不得
这样下去
我们每个人
都是受害者
(sa)当爱情陷在危险边缘
(g)是否都会伤痕累累
(合)是否都会苦不堪言
(合)爱情教会我们都放不下
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/11/2007 01:51:00 AM
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Saturday, February 10, 2007x 2/11/2007 01:51:00 AM
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Same, another day... haiz... no see him today... >_<
Having stomach ache in the morning, missed ID... Edwin say if I miss again, can no need come liao. dotz. @_@;;
Went to do some proj in lib... flipped some old sch mag... and saw lotsa funny stuffs... and some teachers who were once a student of NAFA... XDDD~~
Went to orchard with CQ and Ben... snaps some interior and window display... aiyo.. snapping of such things become part of our activities whenever we go out... tsk tsk tsk... zhi ye bing...
Next Tues got ED's workshop and field trip! XDD Ureshii!~~
I feel like puking... think I am feeling stress or tired somehow... >_< Or, I falling sick.
I missing 2 person... =/
*moody*
Having stomach ache in the morning, missed ID... Edwin say if I miss again, can no need come liao. dotz. @_@;;
Went to do some proj in lib... flipped some old sch mag... and saw lotsa funny stuffs... and some teachers who were once a student of NAFA... XDDD~~
Went to orchard with CQ and Ben... snaps some interior and window display... aiyo.. snapping of such things become part of our activities whenever we go out... tsk tsk tsk... zhi ye bing...
Next Tues got ED's workshop and field trip! XDD Ureshii!~~
I feel like puking... think I am feeling stress or tired somehow... >_< Or, I falling sick.
I missing 2 person... =/
*moody*
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/10/2007 02:02:00 AM
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Friday, February 09, 2007x 2/10/2007 02:02:00 AM
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Haha... this is the one I am giving.. which cost me 108 bucks... ;_;
How is it? As compared to:
I think the one from Swatch is very artistic teacher type of necklace... as for the one I bought, it could be classy and yet, if change to the black string, it could be more casual...
Haha... I hope he would like it.. and.. I hope he will put it on... =P
How is it? As compared to:
I think the one from Swatch is very artistic teacher type of necklace... as for the one I bought, it could be classy and yet, if change to the black string, it could be more casual...
Haha... I hope he would like it.. and.. I hope he will put it on... =P
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/09/2007 03:37:00 AM
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Aiya, finally, I upload the piccys which I took in sch today.. XDDD
CQ and me... other ppl so hardworking, and me... being a camwhore here... XDD~~
CQ, Me, Jessie, Alvinz...
Alvinz and me... I tot we look kinda alike here... looks like ELDER sis and YOUNGER bro... T_T He looks cute... muahhahaha....
CQ trying to sketch.. and squeezing out ideas... XDDD
Jessie and Vinz trying to figure out the paper umbrella that u see on cakes... XDDD The other mysterious hand is CQ de lah... holding another paper umbrella... inside got xiao qian (ghost) XDDD
Lindha posing like a hamster... coz I awis call her hamster.. XDDD~~~
Got more old photos which I felt like putting up.. but I lazy lah... mich's blog seems interesting coz she put alot piccy... watashi all words... who the hell got so much time to read all sia... @_@;;;
CQ and me... other ppl so hardworking, and me... being a camwhore here... XDD~~
CQ, Me, Jessie, Alvinz...
Alvinz and me... I tot we look kinda alike here... looks like ELDER sis and YOUNGER bro... T_T He looks cute... muahhahaha....
CQ trying to sketch.. and squeezing out ideas... XDDD
Jessie and Vinz trying to figure out the paper umbrella that u see on cakes... XDDD The other mysterious hand is CQ de lah... holding another paper umbrella... inside got xiao qian (ghost) XDDD
Lindha posing like a hamster... coz I awis call her hamster.. XDDD~~~
Got more old photos which I felt like putting up.. but I lazy lah... mich's blog seems interesting coz she put alot piccy... watashi all words... who the hell got so much time to read all sia... @_@;;;
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/09/2007 01:34:00 AM
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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Today, again late for first lesson.. was busy washing my hair... keep got colour coming off.. @_@;;; my shampoo bubbles turn grey blue when i wash... so kua zhang.. XDDD~~ didnt style hair today, realised it auto stand... lol.. so i just apply some freaking conditioner and some duno wat to protect the hair and dash out liao.. XDD
Guess what is the first thing I do when I reached sch...?
BINGO!!!
I went carpark to hunt his car... =X But, who knows, the moment I reached B1, I open the door to the carpark... I SAW HIS CAR!!! So zhun until I kinda hard to believe... XDDDD Kore wa unmei (運命) da~!! XDDDD
So doki the whole day.. XDDD I wanted to go find CQ they all in the first lesson class, but the teacher still inside, no face to go in sia.. I waited at the corridor of my 2nd lesson... My female cher came, and we chat abit... and get to know more abt Bill... #@#^%#$#^%@# he so freaking pro... self punch ear hole de... my gosh... @_@;;; He tot I am from some rich family... lmao... I WISH I AM... XDD
After that, we go in for some briefing... I wanted to show CQ the thingy I bought, but of coz not in the class lah.. @_@;;; den when we go out of class, we met patrick.. my previous teacher... he is a damn nice teacher... A+++++~~ XDD THEN!!! MANA ZHAI. My XXXXX appeared!!! CQ and me suddenly so HIGH! We kinda AHHH~~!!... Den he looked up... and patrick still in blur state... asked why we so high... Then, I say, you too cute liao lah.. miss u so much... =XX~~~ He like blushed.. XD~~ poor patrick bcome my shield... gomen.. >_<
Today, duno wat wind blow him to our class, he keep come over to check on our progress... XDD~~ first round he walked in and stand beside us individually to see what we doing.. after that, when he go other side, I suggested to take some photo.. coz I wana take for my blue hair.. got one very cute photo is I hide behind Vinz de... next time upload liao den put up... or later den update.. XDDD
I wanted to drag XXXXX to take photo with us.. but.. BEN LAH. got help ppl do things... nv help us.. haiz... was very upset at that pt... even tot of going home. BUT!!! LUCKY I NEBER!!! XDDD
Why? I went toilet.. and after tht, I go buy drink... den when I come back, I saw him sit on my table top and talking to CQ on the proj!!! XDD I smile at CQ when I saw him there, den CQ smile back, den HE TURNED and look at me.. XDDD >///<
I went to my seat and sit down.... den my eyes start to scan every inch of him... lmao... his fingers very wide... but very dry.. got crackz and cuts... >_< so xin tong... like v pain liddat... den den, I tot his watch very exp... but, O.D.M de.. XD~~~~ I love odm oso~~~ XDDD Shld go get a ODM watch instead of adidas.. =x but, that's like if I GOT money lah... XDDD
I kinda wana ask him dun sit on table... why? coz... VINZ LAH... EAT WEDGES AT MY TABLE UNTIL THE TABLE ALL THE CRUMBS AND OILLY STAINS.... and my poor darling sat on it!!! >_<;;; But, I nv say anything lah... lmao...
After CQ, he came to me and ask me abt my concepts... so I agak tell him lor... den when I was pei-ing CQ gib the female cher look thru her design.. my darling called my name!!! he ask me to look at some case study design.. say i could do smthg similar... XDD omg... he called my name again!!! XDDD He hab been calling my name these days... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... Shiawase desu ne~~~ I will nose bleed oso if he continues call my name... lmao....
I realise... every tues, he dress more formal, every thurs.. he more casual.. XDDD~~~
Wed is coming.. I am counting down to my mission impossible... XDDDDDD~~ Sia lah... Watashi no mune wa....atsui desu... kokoro wa...doki doki desu...
Kore wa honto ni... koi da~~~!!!
I am in love! XDDDDDDDD~~~
Now.. I shld go pom, and go pack or do some ID stuffs... nv show edwin anything yet... haiz... i jialatz liao lah....
Btw, hope ah hui's leggy 55 recover.... her baka neko meow bite her leg.. infection liao... >_<;;;; notii meow meow...
Today, again late for first lesson.. was busy washing my hair... keep got colour coming off.. @_@;;; my shampoo bubbles turn grey blue when i wash... so kua zhang.. XDDD~~ didnt style hair today, realised it auto stand... lol.. so i just apply some freaking conditioner and some duno wat to protect the hair and dash out liao.. XDD
Guess what is the first thing I do when I reached sch...?
BINGO!!!
I went carpark to hunt his car... =X But, who knows, the moment I reached B1, I open the door to the carpark... I SAW HIS CAR!!! So zhun until I kinda hard to believe... XDDDD Kore wa unmei (運命) da~!! XDDDD
So doki the whole day.. XDDD I wanted to go find CQ they all in the first lesson class, but the teacher still inside, no face to go in sia.. I waited at the corridor of my 2nd lesson... My female cher came, and we chat abit... and get to know more abt Bill... #@#^%#$#^%@# he so freaking pro... self punch ear hole de... my gosh... @_@;;; He tot I am from some rich family... lmao... I WISH I AM... XDD
After that, we go in for some briefing... I wanted to show CQ the thingy I bought, but of coz not in the class lah.. @_@;;; den when we go out of class, we met patrick.. my previous teacher... he is a damn nice teacher... A+++++~~ XDD THEN!!! MANA ZHAI. My XXXXX appeared!!! CQ and me suddenly so HIGH! We kinda AHHH~~!!... Den he looked up... and patrick still in blur state... asked why we so high... Then, I say, you too cute liao lah.. miss u so much... =XX~~~ He like blushed.. XD~~ poor patrick bcome my shield... gomen.. >_<
Today, duno wat wind blow him to our class, he keep come over to check on our progress... XDD~~ first round he walked in and stand beside us individually to see what we doing.. after that, when he go other side, I suggested to take some photo.. coz I wana take for my blue hair.. got one very cute photo is I hide behind Vinz de... next time upload liao den put up... or later den update.. XDDD
I wanted to drag XXXXX to take photo with us.. but.. BEN LAH. got help ppl do things... nv help us.. haiz... was very upset at that pt... even tot of going home. BUT!!! LUCKY I NEBER!!! XDDD
Why? I went toilet.. and after tht, I go buy drink... den when I come back, I saw him sit on my table top and talking to CQ on the proj!!! XDD I smile at CQ when I saw him there, den CQ smile back, den HE TURNED and look at me.. XDDD >///<
I went to my seat and sit down.... den my eyes start to scan every inch of him... lmao... his fingers very wide... but very dry.. got crackz and cuts... >_< so xin tong... like v pain liddat... den den, I tot his watch very exp... but, O.D.M de.. XD~~~~ I love odm oso~~~ XDDD Shld go get a ODM watch instead of adidas.. =x but, that's like if I GOT money lah... XDDD
I kinda wana ask him dun sit on table... why? coz... VINZ LAH... EAT WEDGES AT MY TABLE UNTIL THE TABLE ALL THE CRUMBS AND OILLY STAINS.... and my poor darling sat on it!!! >_<;;; But, I nv say anything lah... lmao...
After CQ, he came to me and ask me abt my concepts... so I agak tell him lor... den when I was pei-ing CQ gib the female cher look thru her design.. my darling called my name!!! he ask me to look at some case study design.. say i could do smthg similar... XDD omg... he called my name again!!! XDDD He hab been calling my name these days... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... Shiawase desu ne~~~ I will nose bleed oso if he continues call my name... lmao....
I realise... every tues, he dress more formal, every thurs.. he more casual.. XDDD~~~
Wed is coming.. I am counting down to my mission impossible... XDDDDDD~~ Sia lah... Watashi no mune wa....atsui desu... kokoro wa...doki doki desu...
Kore wa honto ni... koi da~~~!!!
I am in love! XDDDDDDDD~~~
Now.. I shld go pom, and go pack or do some ID stuffs... nv show edwin anything yet... haiz... i jialatz liao lah....
Btw, hope ah hui's leggy 55 recover.... her baka neko meow bite her leg.. infection liao... >_<;;;; notii meow meow...
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/09/2007 12:08:00 AM
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Thursday, February 08, 2007x 2/09/2007 12:08:00 AM
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As promised... my blue hair photo... Meng say it looks dirty.. -__-;;; my frens try to act duno me. nabeiz. T_T (my nabei word is back.. XDD~~~)
Now you dont see anything... coz no light...
NAH! SEE MY BLUE! XD~~~ and abit grey...
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Today is quite a fun day... XDDDD
Was late for morning lesson.. as usual.. T_T reached ard 10 for my 9am lesson.. and teacher dun wan late comers to enter, so i went lib to do homework.... when meet CQ they all... they pretend nv see me... I knew it they gona tease me... I purposely nv go and talk to them.. until they come apporach me... and they ask, why i nv go ovre... and i replied... MUHAHHAA I KNOW U ALL GONA BULLY ME!!! XDD~~ They so gek tio.. XD~~
After that, during Research lesson, was so overjoyed to hear that I passed my research SO FAR. was sad for CQ and BEn that their names were not called... but weird leh, I gave them guidence to do their work de... adn some is I help de... @_@;;; the formate and style is very similar liao leh... @_@;;;
Today the whole day the class ppl so crazy playing games and some busy playing with some distorting photoshooting prog... take until keep hahaha.... XDDD so much their voice sia... den some playing what zuma and some ball ball game.. @_@;;;; i very guai... taking down notes.. XDDD~~~
After that, CQ and me went to this fashion.... saw something nice.. got try.. and tempted to buy... but, after that i was kinda upset due to the people in the shop. I know it's near CNY... I know it gona be many ppl.. but.. AUNTY. CAN U DUN DRAW OPEN THE CURTAIN WHEN PPL IS CHAINGING INSIDE THE FITTING ROOM?! I KNOW U OSO WANA TRY. BUT PLEASE, GOT PPL LAH. Well, this is for my fren... her curtain kena drew open when she was oni in her bra... -___-;; nabei. feel like piak the aunty. AS FOR ME... NABEI AUNTY, DUN FARKING TOUCH FROM TOP TO THE BOTTOM OF MY BACK AND SAY, OH.. GOT PPL INSIDE. CCB... TOUCH MUST PAY LEH. -____-;;; so pissed... but didnt pick up a fight lah.. coz CNY coming... dun want ppl to feel bad.. think to them, they tot all gals.. no problem.. -___-;;; But, after that, no mood liao.. we walk out.. and plus i carrying lappy.. damn freaking heavy... and the place damn crowded....
After that, met meng.. thanks for the donuts!! They are real nice... but still, I dun think I will queue 2~3hours for it... advance booking is ok lah... ^^;;; next time u wana book tell me, my sis interested.. XDD~~~
Pei Meng go new urban... aiya.. rich ppl place... watashi oni can go there see nia... @_@;;;
We went to hunt for smthg for him.... and I bought smthg.. really... EXP. -___-;;; 108 bucks. nabei.... -___-;;; this month eat shit liao... and I in serious debt... -___-;;; and the money if for CNY clothings de!!! >_<;;;; I own meng 38(necklace)+27(taxi fare)... I owe benny 30... I really wana go sell pigu liao... lmao... ZHI DE MAH?!??!?!?!...
After that, wait for his fren to collect the donuts.. but she is late.. so we kinda waited very long.. and in the end, we meet her at somewhere near XXXXX's hse... XDDD I baka lah.. nv print out the map... in the end very lost... Lucky Ah Hui at home... ah is jia hui is pichu is kou lah... lmao... she helped me check and directed me on how to go... u know lah, very hard to differentciate left or right when one is on the phone looking at map and one is on the phone trying to look ard and walk... @_@;;; I agak agak walk according to what kou said... and lucky, the lady of luck is by my side.. I shun li de found that place... XDD~~~~ I saw his car no. and I tried to walk near.. after that, 55 run off.. scare someone from inside saw me.. @_@;;; it was abt 11 liddat when we reached... so freaking ulu and far... and deserted..@_@;;; maciam some haunted place... XD~~~ Thanks alot to meng for pei-ing me... sorry if ur parents scold u... >_<;;; thanks for ah kou directing me... and many thanks to those whom gimme the suppor to go.. XDD Ike Ike Go Go~~!! (I sounds like doing some acknowledgment page of a book, which I was doing this afternn for research.. @_@;;)
Anyway, nabei. 3 am liao.. time to go bed.. @_@;;;
So many things to do... yet so less time.. and so much things clashing together... I need a timetable seriously.. @_@;;;; I need a good organiser.. @_@;;; with dates. XDDD~~
ZZZZZzZzzzZz....
So happy to found his place.. YEA I KNOW, I AM STALKER... and that's my job... =X~~
Now you dont see anything... coz no light...
NAH! SEE MY BLUE! XD~~~ and abit grey...
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Today is quite a fun day... XDDDD
Was late for morning lesson.. as usual.. T_T reached ard 10 for my 9am lesson.. and teacher dun wan late comers to enter, so i went lib to do homework.... when meet CQ they all... they pretend nv see me... I knew it they gona tease me... I purposely nv go and talk to them.. until they come apporach me... and they ask, why i nv go ovre... and i replied... MUHAHHAA I KNOW U ALL GONA BULLY ME!!! XDD~~ They so gek tio.. XD~~
After that, during Research lesson, was so overjoyed to hear that I passed my research SO FAR. was sad for CQ and BEn that their names were not called... but weird leh, I gave them guidence to do their work de... adn some is I help de... @_@;;; the formate and style is very similar liao leh... @_@;;;
Today the whole day the class ppl so crazy playing games and some busy playing with some distorting photoshooting prog... take until keep hahaha.... XDDD so much their voice sia... den some playing what zuma and some ball ball game.. @_@;;;; i very guai... taking down notes.. XDDD~~~
After that, CQ and me went to this fashion.... saw something nice.. got try.. and tempted to buy... but, after that i was kinda upset due to the people in the shop. I know it's near CNY... I know it gona be many ppl.. but.. AUNTY. CAN U DUN DRAW OPEN THE CURTAIN WHEN PPL IS CHAINGING INSIDE THE FITTING ROOM?! I KNOW U OSO WANA TRY. BUT PLEASE, GOT PPL LAH. Well, this is for my fren... her curtain kena drew open when she was oni in her bra... -___-;; nabei. feel like piak the aunty. AS FOR ME... NABEI AUNTY, DUN FARKING TOUCH FROM TOP TO THE BOTTOM OF MY BACK AND SAY, OH.. GOT PPL INSIDE. CCB... TOUCH MUST PAY LEH. -____-;;; so pissed... but didnt pick up a fight lah.. coz CNY coming... dun want ppl to feel bad.. think to them, they tot all gals.. no problem.. -___-;;; But, after that, no mood liao.. we walk out.. and plus i carrying lappy.. damn freaking heavy... and the place damn crowded....
After that, met meng.. thanks for the donuts!! They are real nice... but still, I dun think I will queue 2~3hours for it... advance booking is ok lah... ^^;;; next time u wana book tell me, my sis interested.. XDD~~~
Pei Meng go new urban... aiya.. rich ppl place... watashi oni can go there see nia... @_@;;;
We went to hunt for smthg for him.... and I bought smthg.. really... EXP. -___-;;; 108 bucks. nabei.... -___-;;; this month eat shit liao... and I in serious debt... -___-;;; and the money if for CNY clothings de!!! >_<;;;; I own meng 38(necklace)+27(taxi fare)... I owe benny 30... I really wana go sell pigu liao... lmao... ZHI DE MAH?!??!?!?!...
After that, wait for his fren to collect the donuts.. but she is late.. so we kinda waited very long.. and in the end, we meet her at somewhere near XXXXX's hse... XDDD I baka lah.. nv print out the map... in the end very lost... Lucky Ah Hui at home... ah is jia hui is pichu is kou lah... lmao... she helped me check and directed me on how to go... u know lah, very hard to differentciate left or right when one is on the phone looking at map and one is on the phone trying to look ard and walk... @_@;;; I agak agak walk according to what kou said... and lucky, the lady of luck is by my side.. I shun li de found that place... XDD~~~~ I saw his car no. and I tried to walk near.. after that, 55 run off.. scare someone from inside saw me.. @_@;;; it was abt 11 liddat when we reached... so freaking ulu and far... and deserted..@_@;;; maciam some haunted place... XD~~~ Thanks alot to meng for pei-ing me... sorry if ur parents scold u... >_<;;; thanks for ah kou directing me... and many thanks to those whom gimme the suppor to go.. XDD Ike Ike Go Go~~!! (I sounds like doing some acknowledgment page of a book, which I was doing this afternn for research.. @_@;;)
Anyway, nabei. 3 am liao.. time to go bed.. @_@;;;
So many things to do... yet so less time.. and so much things clashing together... I need a timetable seriously.. @_@;;;; I need a good organiser.. @_@;;; with dates. XDDD~~
ZZZZZzZzzzZz....
So happy to found his place.. YEA I KNOW, I AM STALKER... and that's my job... =X~~
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/08/2007 02:25:00 AM
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Tuesday, February 06, 2007x 2/08/2007 02:25:00 AM
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Ah...........................
Today is a WONDERFUL DAY~!~~~!! XDDDD >///////////<
Why? Muhahahaha... Lemme tell ya...
Today, I was late for sch, as usual. XD This morning got make up lesson for Interior at 8.30am... but, watashi left home at. 8.20am. =XX~~~~~
I reached around 9+.. saw class room oni a few souls floating around...
Soon. HE came in and wanted to use the class room. Aiyo.. our blur sotong cher awis anyhow eat ppl's classroom and time.. XDDD Bo bian, we hab to shift. When we go out that time, he walked back to this classroom, (he went back to staffroom to take things after he tell us he gona use the classroom) then he stared at me, I stared at him... duno wat to say... my heart doki like siao. XDD~~~ Then I gib him some funny faces/expressions/eyecontacts... XD Then he told us that he would like us to help him carry our designs to that classroom for outsiders to come and view... AHHHH... I am so glad to help u!! LAI! LEAVE IT TO ME! WATASHI O MAKASETE~!! XDDD
We went to lib, awhile, we went back, coz he asked us to go back b4 11am to help out... Then CQ, Ben and me go back help him carry. XD We went into staffroom help him take models... got a part, he ONLY CALLED MY NAME. He said, Gwen Lai carry this. XDDDDD *blushes* *nosebleed* He only asked me to take.. only called my name... so many ppl ard dun call.. and he called mine! *nose bleed even more* Then help him carry to that classroom liao... He was arranging the stuffs.. and paiseh lor, our model kinda... LONG... @_@;;; one table oso kenot support... so he asked me to bring it to the other table, he use a chair to support... When I was shifting the model, he gave me a hand... and, he accidentally touched my HAND!!!! >_<;; I was like OMFG~~~!! YEA~~ WEEEEE~~ Inside my heart... XDDD This is the first time I ever touched him... >////////< *heart flutters*
But, got a part. I baka. Missed a chance to get close with him. Abit too toopid liao, and I scare too obvious... My fren was offering us some choco... but he poured alot in our hands... I wanted to offer XXXXX some of the choco... but I scare lah. Then CQ keep signal me to go over... But, I dont dare lah.. and the guy who giving choco is like huh? In the end the guy went to pour some for XXXXX... This guy hor.. duno wat is GOU LE... pour a mountain of choco in everyone's hand... even XXXXX said gou le gou le, he keep pour and pour... poor XXXXX... XDDD But. To my horror. THE CHOCO FILLIN IS COFFEE BEAN. -____- Watashi cannot eat too much coffee stuffs.. will headache.. somemore the choco taste pretty bitter due to the bean.. @_@;;; I cant finish sia... lucky CQ helped me to sapu some... XDDD
The rest of the day as usual, stare into the blank and smile to myself... damn. so fa hua chi... -_-;; *smackz self*
This guy keep sms me... he was from ROME last time... used to be very close... but I kinda distant from him since he is showing some CARE for me... @@;;; He seems like wana jio me out... he said was for bae's bday celebration.. wana gather... but I duno... I abit lazy to go out with them... coz I scare no common topic. Plus, I duno if I have time for them due to my farking sch proj... =/ I asked him to ask my lao po snow along... liddat at least got her help me block off any weird weird ppl... XDDD well... my lao po is weird weird oso... =X *sayang lao po* I miss lao po... I miss gabby... I miss salad... I miss bae bae... I miss alot ROME ppl.... BUT, I DUN MISS PE*R*... =X~~~~~~ Better pray hard he dun hab such free time to read ppl's bloggy... XDDDDDDDD~~
Miss those happy days... no need work so hard... everyday train in game like mad... haiz... I seriously miss my gamer life... my brain is getting rusty due to lack of game training... @_@;;; I wonder the latest RO looks like what now....
Demo, RO brings back too much happy and painful memories... But, they are sweet... though they are painful... =)
I wish tmr can see my darling.... haiz... I miss him so much.. I wish he could gimme a hug... @_@ I awis want hugs from the person I like.. XDDD~~~ I dun need anything else... just wan a huggy will do... >_<
Actually, I just feel like hugging someone, or anyone gimme huggies... >_< PICHU! WHERE U! LAI GIMME HUGGY! =X
Today is a WONDERFUL DAY~!~~~!! XDDDD >///////////<
Why? Muhahahaha... Lemme tell ya...
Today, I was late for sch, as usual. XD This morning got make up lesson for Interior at 8.30am... but, watashi left home at. 8.20am. =XX~~~~~
I reached around 9+.. saw class room oni a few souls floating around...
Soon. HE came in and wanted to use the class room. Aiyo.. our blur sotong cher awis anyhow eat ppl's classroom and time.. XDDD Bo bian, we hab to shift. When we go out that time, he walked back to this classroom, (he went back to staffroom to take things after he tell us he gona use the classroom) then he stared at me, I stared at him... duno wat to say... my heart doki like siao. XDD~~~ Then I gib him some funny faces/expressions/eyecontacts... XD Then he told us that he would like us to help him carry our designs to that classroom for outsiders to come and view... AHHHH... I am so glad to help u!! LAI! LEAVE IT TO ME! WATASHI O MAKASETE~!! XDDD
We went to lib, awhile, we went back, coz he asked us to go back b4 11am to help out... Then CQ, Ben and me go back help him carry. XD We went into staffroom help him take models... got a part, he ONLY CALLED MY NAME. He said, Gwen Lai carry this. XDDDDD *blushes* *nosebleed* He only asked me to take.. only called my name... so many ppl ard dun call.. and he called mine! *nose bleed even more* Then help him carry to that classroom liao... He was arranging the stuffs.. and paiseh lor, our model kinda... LONG... @_@;;; one table oso kenot support... so he asked me to bring it to the other table, he use a chair to support... When I was shifting the model, he gave me a hand... and, he accidentally touched my HAND!!!! >_<;; I was like OMFG~~~!! YEA~~ WEEEEE~~ Inside my heart... XDDD This is the first time I ever touched him... >////////< *heart flutters*
But, got a part. I baka. Missed a chance to get close with him. Abit too toopid liao, and I scare too obvious... My fren was offering us some choco... but he poured alot in our hands... I wanted to offer XXXXX some of the choco... but I scare lah. Then CQ keep signal me to go over... But, I dont dare lah.. and the guy who giving choco is like huh? In the end the guy went to pour some for XXXXX... This guy hor.. duno wat is GOU LE... pour a mountain of choco in everyone's hand... even XXXXX said gou le gou le, he keep pour and pour... poor XXXXX... XDDD But. To my horror. THE CHOCO FILLIN IS COFFEE BEAN. -____- Watashi cannot eat too much coffee stuffs.. will headache.. somemore the choco taste pretty bitter due to the bean.. @_@;;; I cant finish sia... lucky CQ helped me to sapu some... XDDD
The rest of the day as usual, stare into the blank and smile to myself... damn. so fa hua chi... -_-;; *smackz self*
This guy keep sms me... he was from ROME last time... used to be very close... but I kinda distant from him since he is showing some CARE for me... @@;;; He seems like wana jio me out... he said was for bae's bday celebration.. wana gather... but I duno... I abit lazy to go out with them... coz I scare no common topic. Plus, I duno if I have time for them due to my farking sch proj... =/ I asked him to ask my lao po snow along... liddat at least got her help me block off any weird weird ppl... XDDD well... my lao po is weird weird oso... =X *sayang lao po* I miss lao po... I miss gabby... I miss salad... I miss bae bae... I miss alot ROME ppl.... BUT, I DUN MISS PE*R*... =X~~~~~~ Better pray hard he dun hab such free time to read ppl's bloggy... XDDDDDDDD~~
Miss those happy days... no need work so hard... everyday train in game like mad... haiz... I seriously miss my gamer life... my brain is getting rusty due to lack of game training... @_@;;; I wonder the latest RO looks like what now....
Demo, RO brings back too much happy and painful memories... But, they are sweet... though they are painful... =)
I wish tmr can see my darling.... haiz... I miss him so much.. I wish he could gimme a hug... @_@ I awis want hugs from the person I like.. XDDD~~~ I dun need anything else... just wan a huggy will do... >_<
Actually, I just feel like hugging someone, or anyone gimme huggies... >_< PICHU! WHERE U! LAI GIMME HUGGY! =X
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/06/2007 01:37:00 AM
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Monday, February 05, 2007x 2/06/2007 01:37:00 AM
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Nene, mite mite, my darling is so fit... XD His body shape is soooooooooooo nice~!! XDDD~ no big belly... aiyo... he is just so perfect... XDD~~~ Bet his hugs must be very warm and nice and cosy.. *nose bleed*
*fa hua chi-ing*
I bet lotsa ppl know my feelings for my darling liao... coz they either read my bloggy, or heard from other ppl... @_@;;;
Damn... so paiseh... XD~~
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/05/2007 01:57:00 AM
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I finally set a target on what I am looking for...
I wana buy this for him...
I find it quite nice when I was flipping some old brouchers which I got from cathay when I was spring cleaning today... Myself love the design lotsa... XDDD~~
But. Now the challenge is. WHERE TO FIND!!! >_<~~
It's a product from Swatch, and the series is called Space Shape. But then ar, I think this design kinda ou of stock liao... perheps, I will go down to Swatch tmr to check it out... and, most impt. I think it's is within my budget! XD~~~ Ureshii!~~
Demo. I still hope, things will go smoothly... smooth as in, I will be able to get this as a gift.. and no need to crack my brain thinking of what to get... >_<
I wana get it's bracelet or ring for myself leh... XDD~~~
Who wana buy for me? XP
I wana buy this for him...
I find it quite nice when I was flipping some old brouchers which I got from cathay when I was spring cleaning today... Myself love the design lotsa... XDDD~~
But. Now the challenge is. WHERE TO FIND!!! >_<~~
It's a product from Swatch, and the series is called Space Shape. But then ar, I think this design kinda ou of stock liao... perheps, I will go down to Swatch tmr to check it out... and, most impt. I think it's is within my budget! XD~~~ Ureshii!~~
Demo. I still hope, things will go smoothly... smooth as in, I will be able to get this as a gift.. and no need to crack my brain thinking of what to get... >_<
I wana get it's bracelet or ring for myself leh... XDD~~~
Who wana buy for me? XP
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/05/2007 01:08:00 AM
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Sunday, February 04, 2007x 2/05/2007 01:08:00 AM
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What to get for him as a vday present?
I am still thinking very hard... :(
Anymore suggestions?
btw, I still think I gona drop the present at his car and hide at corner and wait for him to collect.. XP
I so siao I know... so crazy.. XD
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Today again went to GEYLANG to makan... this time got CQ, Ben and Page... =D~
Makan you tiao da wang, makan niu he da wang, last, tian ji zhou and some chili fishy.. XDD I did most of the makaning and sweeping off foods which they left over... XD~~~~
I know.. I got huge appetite. XD
Today went to school to do proj... but oso didnt do much thingy... was moody over something today. I wish u didnt say anything and let it fade away as it was. Why did you purposely sms me? =/ U made me cried. Whatever lah. Anyway, got my Jin Zhi Yu Nie liao.. finally transfer to my lappy... XD~~ Thanks ben! XD
I wish I get to see Him today oso... but today sat leh.. -_-;;;
I heard cher and student relationship happened at MM side... XD~~ Lovely... keke...
still, that qns. WHAT TO GET?! -___-;;; I got 100 as budget... but, no perfume, watches, tie, belt please... I thought of something he could wear or use, so I know he will use anot mah... @@;;; My target so far set on a necklace... but where to get a nice necklace for a Shi wen ren... and whom is rich. -_-;;; MENG! 7th pei me go hunt! XD~~~~~~~~~~ I off school at 4.30pm btw... meet me where? @@;;;
I wana go out with someone else... please, someone come pei me go out... but, provided I got slot for you... and not for my freaking projects...............
Still sick, cough cough... X_X
I am so lazy to on msn... =/
I am still thinking very hard... :(
Anymore suggestions?
btw, I still think I gona drop the present at his car and hide at corner and wait for him to collect.. XP
I so siao I know... so crazy.. XD
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Today again went to GEYLANG to makan... this time got CQ, Ben and Page... =D~
Makan you tiao da wang, makan niu he da wang, last, tian ji zhou and some chili fishy.. XDD I did most of the makaning and sweeping off foods which they left over... XD~~~~
I know.. I got huge appetite. XD
Today went to school to do proj... but oso didnt do much thingy... was moody over something today. I wish u didnt say anything and let it fade away as it was. Why did you purposely sms me? =/ U made me cried. Whatever lah. Anyway, got my Jin Zhi Yu Nie liao.. finally transfer to my lappy... XD~~ Thanks ben! XD
I wish I get to see Him today oso... but today sat leh.. -_-;;;
I heard cher and student relationship happened at MM side... XD~~ Lovely... keke...
still, that qns. WHAT TO GET?! -___-;;; I got 100 as budget... but, no perfume, watches, tie, belt please... I thought of something he could wear or use, so I know he will use anot mah... @@;;; My target so far set on a necklace... but where to get a nice necklace for a Shi wen ren... and whom is rich. -_-;;; MENG! 7th pei me go hunt! XD~~~~~~~~~~ I off school at 4.30pm btw... meet me where? @@;;;
I wana go out with someone else... please, someone come pei me go out... but, provided I got slot for you... and not for my freaking projects...............
Still sick, cough cough... X_X
I am so lazy to on msn... =/
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/04/2007 03:43:00 AM
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Don't Look Back Again from Gensoumaden Saiyuki Reload by WAG
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Romanji
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Bokutachi wa ikiru hodo ni sukoshi zutsu nakushite yuku
Umareru inochi ga areba namida, warai, shi mo atte
Dou ni mo naranai koto nante nai
Ososugiru koto nante, hontou wa hitotsu mo nai no sa
Tooku hateshinai michi, kyou mo tsuzuku
Hikari sae miushinatte, samayotta toshite mo
Don't look back again
Sou sakebi tsuzukete, kizutsuitemo, asu o mitsukete
Wasuresarareta koukai mo tsumi mo
Ai mo zenbu dakishimete
Kekka wa futatsu shika nai umakuikuka, ikanai ka
Umakuikeba banbanzai, umakuikanakereba
Soko kara manabeba ii!
Kowagaranai, kowagaranai, ichiban osoroshii koto wa
Chousen o shinaku naru koto
Bokura wa ima ikite ita nani o mitsuketeku darou
Don't look back again
Samazama na koto de, afureteru jidai de
Ima dakara koso, sou, konna toki koso jibun rashisa nuite
Jibun ga ichiban suki na jibun de
Korekaramo aritsuzukete
Dare no me mo ki ni sezu ni!
Hoshii nara kawakikiru mae ni ima torimodose
Don't look back again
Namida no kazu dake kokoro ni kizande
Naite mo ii to omou kokoro ga ugoite iru wake dakara
Don't look back again
Dare datte kunoushite, aruite yukunda
Sou sakebi tsuzukete, kizutsuitemo, asu o mitsukete
Wasuresarareta koukai mo tsumi mo
Ai mo zenbu dakishimete
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EN
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Us living to this extreme, losing a little at a time
If we have the life that we were born with, then we have tears, smiles, and death
There's nothing that we can do about it
It's slow, and there's not one truth
We continue today on the far away, endless road also.
Having lost sight of the light, even if we're roaming
Don't look back again
Even if someone is suffering, we've kept walking
Yes, we continue to scream and be injured
Searching for tomorrow, we're allowed to forget, Embracing all regrets and crimes
And even love..
There are only two results, Going smoothly and not being able to go
If you go smoothly, then congratulations, if you aren't able to go,
You can learn from it!
Don't be shy, don't be shy, the most dreadful thing
Is not being able to defy anymore
We are living now, what do you think we are going to discover
Don't look back again
With various things, in the flooding era,
Because it is now for sure, yes, this time for sure the likeness of myself will come through.
After this, I will continue to exist with my favorite 'myself'
Don't mind anyone's eyes!
If you want it, before you shake yourself dry, take it back
Don't look back again
Only the number of tears engraved in your heart
I think it's ok to cry, because it means that your heart is moving
Don't look back again
Even if someone is suffering, we've kept walking
Yes, we continue to scream and be injured
Searching for tomorrow, we're allowed to forget, Embracing all regrets and crimes
And even love..
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Romanji
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Bokutachi wa ikiru hodo ni sukoshi zutsu nakushite yuku
Umareru inochi ga areba namida, warai, shi mo atte
Dou ni mo naranai koto nante nai
Ososugiru koto nante, hontou wa hitotsu mo nai no sa
Tooku hateshinai michi, kyou mo tsuzuku
Hikari sae miushinatte, samayotta toshite mo
Don't look back again
Sou sakebi tsuzukete, kizutsuitemo, asu o mitsukete
Wasuresarareta koukai mo tsumi mo
Ai mo zenbu dakishimete
Kekka wa futatsu shika nai umakuikuka, ikanai ka
Umakuikeba banbanzai, umakuikanakereba
Soko kara manabeba ii!
Kowagaranai, kowagaranai, ichiban osoroshii koto wa
Chousen o shinaku naru koto
Bokura wa ima ikite ita nani o mitsuketeku darou
Don't look back again
Samazama na koto de, afureteru jidai de
Ima dakara koso, sou, konna toki koso jibun rashisa nuite
Jibun ga ichiban suki na jibun de
Korekaramo aritsuzukete
Dare no me mo ki ni sezu ni!
Hoshii nara kawakikiru mae ni ima torimodose
Don't look back again
Namida no kazu dake kokoro ni kizande
Naite mo ii to omou kokoro ga ugoite iru wake dakara
Don't look back again
Dare datte kunoushite, aruite yukunda
Sou sakebi tsuzukete, kizutsuitemo, asu o mitsukete
Wasuresarareta koukai mo tsumi mo
Ai mo zenbu dakishimete
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Us living to this extreme, losing a little at a time
If we have the life that we were born with, then we have tears, smiles, and death
There's nothing that we can do about it
It's slow, and there's not one truth
We continue today on the far away, endless road also.
Having lost sight of the light, even if we're roaming
Don't look back again
Even if someone is suffering, we've kept walking
Yes, we continue to scream and be injured
Searching for tomorrow, we're allowed to forget, Embracing all regrets and crimes
And even love..
There are only two results, Going smoothly and not being able to go
If you go smoothly, then congratulations, if you aren't able to go,
You can learn from it!
Don't be shy, don't be shy, the most dreadful thing
Is not being able to defy anymore
We are living now, what do you think we are going to discover
Don't look back again
With various things, in the flooding era,
Because it is now for sure, yes, this time for sure the likeness of myself will come through.
After this, I will continue to exist with my favorite 'myself'
Don't mind anyone's eyes!
If you want it, before you shake yourself dry, take it back
Don't look back again
Only the number of tears engraved in your heart
I think it's ok to cry, because it means that your heart is moving
Don't look back again
Even if someone is suffering, we've kept walking
Yes, we continue to scream and be injured
Searching for tomorrow, we're allowed to forget, Embracing all regrets and crimes
And even love..
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/04/2007 02:27:00 AM
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Saturday, February 03, 2007x 2/04/2007 02:27:00 AM
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Bad mood.
A clean break up... is what she want...
Then fine.
I grant you that.
For the first time, I removed the ring which is meant to stop me from punching things, and punched on the tissue dispenser in the NAFA toilet.
Of course, the dispenser went bye bye liao.
A clean break up... is what she want...
Then fine.
I grant you that.
For the first time, I removed the ring which is meant to stop me from punching things, and punched on the tissue dispenser in the NAFA toilet.
Of course, the dispenser went bye bye liao.
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/03/2007 06:30:00 PM
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http://eyagi.myweb.hinet.net/1099593983145.swf
T_T
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dotz. the flash doesnt hae a background.. thus... the background becomes black due to my default background. the background shld be white de.. den oni u can see the words... aiyo.. T_T go to the link to see the proper one bah.. quite nice...
it was actually done fo Xu Wei Lun.. I think... ^^;;; kope from someone else's bloggy... =D
arent I suppose to be in bed? XD
*gone to dream of XXXXX*
T_T
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dotz. the flash doesnt hae a background.. thus... the background becomes black due to my default background. the background shld be white de.. den oni u can see the words... aiyo.. T_T go to the link to see the proper one bah.. quite nice...
it was actually done fo Xu Wei Lun.. I think... ^^;;; kope from someone else's bloggy... =D
arent I suppose to be in bed? XD
*gone to dream of XXXXX*
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/03/2007 03:47:00 AM
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went to search abit on xu wei lun... before that didnt have much time to do so...
http://tw.myblog.yahoo.com/weilun-info
Her bloggy.. pity that she doesnt blog much... >_<;;;
Feeling kinda sad... but still hope this beautiful angel is happy up there.
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Anyway, today is my STAGE PRESENTATION!!! XDD
Boku wa very nervous desu! XD
So scary... was kinda nervous as I decided to present the whole thing myself. Actually, in the morning got class de... but nowdays duno why awis cant wake up in the morning.. super tired.
Overall the presentation was ok to me... but CQ say not profession enough.. too friendly liao.. maciam talking nia.. lolx~
Lucky HE (u know who lah.) help to speak up for us abit during the presentation. XD Was doki doki plus nervous for the presentation the whole afternn... my heart was like gona stop liao. XD now think back oso doki desu. XD~~
But. I was happy that he bring the model of benny's grp to the place PERSONALLY. T_T *shiku shiku shiku* (sound of cry, aka sob sob sob) XD and then, he touched benny when it's their turn to present! T_T I REALLY SUSPECT HE IS................ =X SLANT! XD~
Anyway, I was suppose to be 2nd grp to present de... a guy infront us self suggest to cher that he wana go first.. den we are beside him, so naturally we bcome the 2nd team. MANA ZHAI. His ppt got problem setting up.. and at this moment, My DARLING looked at me and asked if I could go first, and are we prepared. For that moment I WAS SHOCKED. I already very nervous somemore be the first one. WTF? =/ BUT. ATASHI accepted the challenge. XD b4 I said ok, I stared back at him, and.. I went.... HE~~~~???????? (EH??????) den i stare at CQ.. and look back at him... *raise eyebrown* lolx... and he smile back at me, giving that kinda "ya, u go first" that kinda eye contact. lmao. aiyo... juz a few sec thing.. but i already so BTH... he is really soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo charming..... make me so bth... >_<;;; *MELTSSSS* For that few sec... he is mine... he was only looking at me... XD
After the presentation, we bring our models to staffroom to keep... he is so nice enough to help me carry when i enter the staffroom... ahhhhhh... demo! some @#%$#^%$#@#@ ppl poke in between him and me when i was follwing behind him to put my model. so wtf. farking angry abt it... damn. feel like slapping her. LOL but.. no lah.. i am cool.. (sounds like eddie poon jian huo's tai chi.)
ALAMAK. DAMN AIYO LAH... I bet if this carries on... everyone will know I am in love with him! T_T Mou dame desu~~ watashi cant hide my feelings any futher... T_T
So sorry to CQ... everyday I keep say XXXXX to her... keep talk abt XXXXX to her... sorry lah.. >_< I will go bonkers when I am in love. lolx. Mich will go bonk when she in love with idols. =X it's the same feelings... XD~~
OH YEA. Mich, my sis bought some dbsk's xie zhen ji. hardcover, butPIRATED china version... was thinking if u wana buy... i can help u buy first in case it out of stock when u back. one is jae in white hair, at the bu la ge place... the place where they do photo shoot for zheng fan he... the other one is jae in black hair... and duno wt de... @_@;;; but that one got disc to see... XD I will try to snap and post it up... my comp beri slow... @_@ gomen...
I wana post my stage design out.. but I am lazy... hope I will be able to post them up tmr in sch... XD YESH. it's sat. and I hab to go sch. wtf is this man. I WAN BREAK!!!!! T_____________T everyday oso NAFA, CQ and BEN. T_T so no life... I dont mind hang out with them... but not too much lah... >_<;;; I begin to wonder will ppl think CQ and me is a pair? XD~~~ so funny when we both tot abt such weird weird things today... XD~~ but, fang xin lah, I oni hab XXXXX in my hearty!! XD
Btw, I think my illness like nv gona recover... sorethroat still there... and looks like i am turning into coughing soon. damn. T_T
Anyway, time for bed! XD Oyasuminasai... boku no itoshi bloggy... XD
OYEA. PI. if u read this, I bought smthg for u... XD remember to ask me bring... XDD~~~~~
CIAOZ~!
http://tw.myblog.yahoo.com/weilun-info
Her bloggy.. pity that she doesnt blog much... >_<;;;
Feeling kinda sad... but still hope this beautiful angel is happy up there.
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Anyway, today is my STAGE PRESENTATION!!! XDD
Boku wa very nervous desu! XD
So scary... was kinda nervous as I decided to present the whole thing myself. Actually, in the morning got class de... but nowdays duno why awis cant wake up in the morning.. super tired.
Overall the presentation was ok to me... but CQ say not profession enough.. too friendly liao.. maciam talking nia.. lolx~
Lucky HE (u know who lah.) help to speak up for us abit during the presentation. XD Was doki doki plus nervous for the presentation the whole afternn... my heart was like gona stop liao. XD now think back oso doki desu. XD~~
But. I was happy that he bring the model of benny's grp to the place PERSONALLY. T_T *shiku shiku shiku* (sound of cry, aka sob sob sob) XD and then, he touched benny when it's their turn to present! T_T I REALLY SUSPECT HE IS................ =X SLANT! XD~
Anyway, I was suppose to be 2nd grp to present de... a guy infront us self suggest to cher that he wana go first.. den we are beside him, so naturally we bcome the 2nd team. MANA ZHAI. His ppt got problem setting up.. and at this moment, My DARLING looked at me and asked if I could go first, and are we prepared. For that moment I WAS SHOCKED. I already very nervous somemore be the first one. WTF? =/ BUT. ATASHI accepted the challenge. XD b4 I said ok, I stared back at him, and.. I went.... HE~~~~???????? (EH??????) den i stare at CQ.. and look back at him... *raise eyebrown* lolx... and he smile back at me, giving that kinda "ya, u go first" that kinda eye contact. lmao. aiyo... juz a few sec thing.. but i already so BTH... he is really soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo charming..... make me so bth... >_<;;; *MELTSSSS* For that few sec... he is mine... he was only looking at me... XD
After the presentation, we bring our models to staffroom to keep... he is so nice enough to help me carry when i enter the staffroom... ahhhhhh... demo! some @#%$#^%$#@#@ ppl poke in between him and me when i was follwing behind him to put my model. so wtf. farking angry abt it... damn. feel like slapping her. LOL but.. no lah.. i am cool.. (sounds like eddie poon jian huo's tai chi.)
ALAMAK. DAMN AIYO LAH... I bet if this carries on... everyone will know I am in love with him! T_T Mou dame desu~~ watashi cant hide my feelings any futher... T_T
So sorry to CQ... everyday I keep say XXXXX to her... keep talk abt XXXXX to her... sorry lah.. >_< I will go bonkers when I am in love. lolx. Mich will go bonk when she in love with idols. =X it's the same feelings... XD~~
OH YEA. Mich, my sis bought some dbsk's xie zhen ji. hardcover, but
I wana post my stage design out.. but I am lazy... hope I will be able to post them up tmr in sch... XD YESH. it's sat. and I hab to go sch. wtf is this man. I WAN BREAK!!!!! T_____________T everyday oso NAFA, CQ and BEN. T_T so no life... I dont mind hang out with them... but not too much lah... >_<;;; I begin to wonder will ppl think CQ and me is a pair? XD~~~ so funny when we both tot abt such weird weird things today... XD~~ but, fang xin lah, I oni hab XXXXX in my hearty!! XD
Btw, I think my illness like nv gona recover... sorethroat still there... and looks like i am turning into coughing soon. damn. T_T
Anyway, time for bed! XD Oyasuminasai... boku no itoshi bloggy... XD
OYEA. PI. if u read this, I bought smthg for u... XD remember to ask me bring... XDD~~~~~
CIAOZ~!
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/03/2007 02:49:00 AM
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Thursday, February 01, 2007x 2/03/2007 02:49:00 AM
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DAMN.
I think my bro worsen the computer's condition. NABEI. PORN PORN PORN. GO BE PORN STAR AND HAB ALL THE PORN U WANT LAH. #@%#^%$#@^$%^%
Anyway, michy, the FLH's file and vid is like almost 500mb... @_@;;; I duno wana upload to web anot.. my comp is so jialat, anytime will die off... but, dun worry, i already backup liao... XDD~~ wonder shld i burn for u and pass u when u back... tag me about it bah.
btw, I SAW HUEY CHIEN ON IN NV HUANG (fann wong's beauty show)!!! XDDD She accompanied her fren to go to this salon and sit at aside to watch her fren do the makeup... XD damn. she's so pretty. I mean HC LAH. XD~~~
Anyway, today, I saw HIM again.. XD~~~
Was thinking if I will be able to see him today. If I see him today, it means I seen him thruout the week! XD As we spend our time exploring NAFA's hidden passages... we even went for a tour at carpark... watashi first time to carpark... we were so tired and rested at lvl 5. This moment, CQ SIGNAL me that he is at lvl 4, walking pass... I SO HIGH LOR. and wat's next. HE CAME UP!! XD HE WAS CLIMBING UP THE STAIRS!! AND WATASHI IS SITTING ON THE STEPS!!! XD~~~ >/////////< I so shocked until nv greet him. Dame yo... must learn to be calm and greet him. As calm as Light. Plan everything calmlessly in mind. XD~~ I was so, happy. XD~~ I really get to see him... ahhhhhhhhhhh......... >_<
U.RE.SHII~! XDDDD
After our lessons and project.. the damn stage... we went to GEYLANG. YESH! THE CHICKEN INFESTED PLACE. XD We went there tocall chicken eat... with CQ and Ben... we went to YOU TIAO DA WANG! XD and some dim sum... damn freaking full... aikz. no take photo. T_T;;; I wan a good hp cam which could allow me to shoot anytime, everytime I want. T_T
But, I somehow, got diahorea when I reach home.. T_T but still ok lah, not a very jialat one.. ^^;;
Die lor. so late liao. and I am so exhausted. Tmr hab to wake early to go sch do proj... and I haben do my ED's stuffs... haben sketch oso.. haiz. hab to settle them tmr when I go sch lor... :(
Tired, but enjoyable coz got you... XD
Side note: DAMN. CQ SAID THE LOVE LOVE FRAME I USED IN MY HP TO PUT HIS PHOTO IS ORBIANG. T_T I just happened to see that function in my hp uploader prog mah... T_T so tried for fun.. but kena say obiang. pif. T_T
Anyway, getting a florist to send the present seems a good idea. But, we came up a plan, which is to find out his car and we leave the present there, hide and wait for him to collect.. XD~~ silly me... XDDD liddat can shuan bian record his expression upon seeing the pressy.. XD~~~
I must be mad. once again. XD
It's been such a long long time since I last do CRAZY things... XDDD even my previous target oso nv do crazy things.. just listen to her instruction on what she want me to do nia. Never do WEIRD things. I miss those moments I am doing now as it kinda lead me back to sec sch. MICh, SG, HC, they will accompany me do crazy things... encourage I do weird things... XDD~~ and today, I got CQ, Ben, Jes... theyARE BEING FORCED willingly to be crazy with me... XD Who call me so adorable.. nobody can resist my request... XD *thick skin-ing*
Crap lah. go slp lah. baka desu ne. XD~
ZzZzZZzZzz...
Oh yea, one last thing, I came up my LovelessMonster illustrate for year 2007 liao... got time will scan and upload it... =D~~~~~ It's is super kawaii ne! Bu yao lian. say ownself draw de thingy kawaii.. XDDD
Btw. I saw Maria's face on some newspaper report on FLH. O_o;;;
I think my bro worsen the computer's condition. NABEI. PORN PORN PORN. GO BE PORN STAR AND HAB ALL THE PORN U WANT LAH. #@%#^%$#@^$%^%
Anyway, michy, the FLH's file and vid is like almost 500mb... @_@;;; I duno wana upload to web anot.. my comp is so jialat, anytime will die off... but, dun worry, i already backup liao... XDD~~ wonder shld i burn for u and pass u when u back... tag me about it bah.
btw, I SAW HUEY CHIEN ON IN NV HUANG (fann wong's beauty show)!!! XDDD She accompanied her fren to go to this salon and sit at aside to watch her fren do the makeup... XD damn. she's so pretty. I mean HC LAH. XD~~~
Anyway, today, I saw HIM again.. XD~~~
Was thinking if I will be able to see him today. If I see him today, it means I seen him thruout the week! XD As we spend our time exploring NAFA's hidden passages... we even went for a tour at carpark... watashi first time to carpark... we were so tired and rested at lvl 5. This moment, CQ SIGNAL me that he is at lvl 4, walking pass... I SO HIGH LOR. and wat's next. HE CAME UP!! XD HE WAS CLIMBING UP THE STAIRS!! AND WATASHI IS SITTING ON THE STEPS!!! XD~~~ >/////////< I so shocked until nv greet him. Dame yo... must learn to be calm and greet him. As calm as Light. Plan everything calmlessly in mind. XD~~ I was so, happy. XD~~ I really get to see him... ahhhhhhhhhhh......... >_<
U.RE.SHII~! XDDDD
After our lessons and project.. the damn stage... we went to GEYLANG. YESH! THE CHICKEN INFESTED PLACE. XD We went there to
But, I somehow, got diahorea when I reach home.. T_T but still ok lah, not a very jialat one.. ^^;;
Die lor. so late liao. and I am so exhausted. Tmr hab to wake early to go sch do proj... and I haben do my ED's stuffs... haben sketch oso.. haiz. hab to settle them tmr when I go sch lor... :(
Tired, but enjoyable coz got you... XD
Side note: DAMN. CQ SAID THE LOVE LOVE FRAME I USED IN MY HP TO PUT HIS PHOTO IS ORBIANG. T_T I just happened to see that function in my hp uploader prog mah... T_T so tried for fun.. but kena say obiang. pif. T_T
Anyway, getting a florist to send the present seems a good idea. But, we came up a plan, which is to find out his car and we leave the present there, hide and wait for him to collect.. XD~~ silly me... XDDD liddat can shuan bian record his expression upon seeing the pressy.. XD~~~
I must be mad. once again. XD
It's been such a long long time since I last do CRAZY things... XDDD even my previous target oso nv do crazy things.. just listen to her instruction on what she want me to do nia. Never do WEIRD things. I miss those moments I am doing now as it kinda lead me back to sec sch. MICh, SG, HC, they will accompany me do crazy things... encourage I do weird things... XDD~~ and today, I got CQ, Ben, Jes... they
Crap lah. go slp lah. baka desu ne. XD~
ZzZzZZzZzz...
Oh yea, one last thing, I came up my LovelessMonster illustrate for year 2007 liao... got time will scan and upload it... =D~~~~~ It's is super kawaii ne! Bu yao lian. say ownself draw de thingy kawaii.. XDDD
Btw. I saw Maria's face on some newspaper report on FLH. O_o;;;
*Fallen AngeL*
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