You're an uke. Taken from the Japanese word ukeru meaning "to recieve" you're definately playing submissive. Sometimes blindly out of control, your eyes water, your cheeks blush, but you're only protesting because you love it. Love for you is devotion. Take this quiz!
diaoz... again nv slp... busy doing my project... *sigh*
I should stop rushing my hwmk on wkdays and do it on wkends... *tired*
Damn slpy and bodyaches now... T_T
Stupid King and the Clown will be down by thursday I think... shit lor, wana watch 2 times or more oso no chance liao... -______-;;
But, I am happy to watch with the bunch of crazy ppl... though alot not going, but I think it will be fun...
People confirm going : Violet June Tracy Esther Me!! XDDD
Out of 10, oni 5... XDDD Mimi say wana meet us up and go prata after the show... if possible.. lolx...
I really enjoy their accompany... at least I dont feel so empty...
I realise I tends to hang out with different bunch of ppl at different period of my life, previously, which was last year end till the begining of this year, I was busy hanging out with ROME ppl... XDDD (siao lor, i happened to dreamt of ruwei lolx, miss those life going mad with them... XD wonder how is snow and him.. =X)
Now I hang out with LYA ppl, I hope this will last longer then any bunch of outing friends...
Before all these, I hang out with Cosplay ppl, Anime ppl, Irc ppl, NTU jie jie, Ms Ong, School mates, Jiahui... XDD So many different bunch of fren at different time... XDDDD
Ok lah, Think I should go sch liao, wana go early to hand up the box... ^^;;
Will try to update this coming wkend I think, Coz nothing on so far, if king and the clown outing is pushed to wednesday... XDDD Till then...
Eat at a korean small resturant... though small, but very cosy, and the lady boss is a korean! XDD
Damn... mimi tried to make me drunk by keep cheers with me... violet keep fill my cup... -_-;;;
lucky! I kinda stronger today... XDD manage to survive after the round of drinking.. just my face turn reddish.. XD
Violet fed me a sotong... but actually there is a meaning behind the sotong!!! they are trying to say me blur like sotong!! wth... =/ anyway, sotong means octopus in malay...
meanie ppl.. XD but i love to hang out with them... kekeke
Since nobody is gona date me to king and the clown, I shall go watch with the "aunties" of lya fc... XDDD
ahhhh.... shitty..... fuck... i feel like crying again... -_____-
Anyone willing to bring to go japan? =/
My only request in my life...
To watch sakura taisen live show... in japan with my own eyes, and not via DVDs... T_T
http://sakura-taisen.com/06_showfinal.html
I am so desperately wana go...
as.. this is the last live show they going to make...
So completely... sad. =/ I wana go.. but so helpless... T_T
Sob.. there wont be hanagumi in the future le lah.. there wont be sakura taisen - japan anymore lah... T_________________________T why u all end it... T_T I dont want it to be ended!!! I superly in love with this bunch of voice cast and their acting... I really... really... really... very depressed now...
Dont even feel like go for my free korean dinner tmr... T_T I wan sakura taisen!! T_______________________________T
(Lachette)Dare mo ga tsuyoku aritai to negai Sore wa naze ka?
(Sakura)Naze desshou?
(L)Mirai wo mitsumeru subete no hito yo tsuyoi chikara no imi wo shire
(L)Tsuyoi chikara ga sekai wo kaeru Tsuyoi chikara ga hitobito wo mamoru
(S)Watashi wa yowai Watashi wa kowai no subete wo kowasu chikara da (L)Tsuyoi chikara de mamorou Subete no teki kara
(L)Tsuyoi kuni
(S)Hakanai yume
(L)Hagane no chikara
(S)Yasashii kokoro
(L)Aa watashi wa tsuyoku (S)Aa watashi wa yasashiku (Both)Aritai
(B)Tsuyoi chikara wa yasashisa wo shitte Tsukawanu chikara ga tsuyoi ko wakaru Ai mo nikushimi mo chikara mo yume mo Namida to natte nagare te kieru Subete wa umi e
English Translation
(Lachette)Everyone wants to be strong Why is that so?
(Sakura)I wonder why?
(L)All who look into the future will understand the meaning of strength
(L)Great strength changes the world Great strength protects all the people
(S)I am weak I am afraid of the strength that can destroy all (L)I will protect you with the great strength From all the enemies
(L)Great nations・
(S)Fragile dreams...
(L)The strength of steel...
(S)A heart of kindness・
(L)Aah! To be strong・ (S)Aah! To be gentle・ (Both) I wish I were
(B)Great strength learns from kindness Realizing the power of the strength that was never used Love and hate, strength and dreams All turn into tears, flows away and is lost. All flows away to the ocean
[Sakura] Saa watashi wo koroshite anata [Maria] Aa anata wo korosou suru [S] Saa ima sugu koroshite anata [M] Aa ima sugu korosou anata
[S] Ima wa umi no you ni fukai ai wo kanjite [M] Sotto sono suzushii hitomi mitsumete itai
[S] Nikurashii anata [M] Uruwashii anata
[S] Kono mama anata no ai ni tsuranukare shineru Watashi utsukushii made [M] Kono mama anata no ai wo shiranai de shirasu Watashi aa mune ga itamu
[Both] Ima tashikani anata no ai wo uketometa [S] Aishiteru [M] Aishiteru [S] Aishiteru [M] Aishiteru [S] Ririshii anata zutto zutto [M] Itoshii anata zutto zutto
[Both] Itsuka wa umi e minamoto no umi e Umi kara umareshi subete wa umi e Ai mo Nikushimi mo chikara mo yume mo Namida to natte nagarete kieru
Itsuka wa umi e minamoto no umi e Umi kara umareshi subete wa umi e Ai mo Nikushimi mo chikara mo yume mo Namida to natte nagarete kieru
Itsuka wa umi e minamoto no umi e Umi kara umareshi subete wa umi e Ai mo Nikushimi mo chikara mo yume mo Namida to natte nagarete kieru Subete wa umi e
English Translation
[Sakura] Oh, will you please kill me [Maria] Oh, I am going to kill you [S] Oh, please kill me right now [M] Oh, I will kill you right now
[S] I can feel love that's deep as the ocean right now [M] I want to gaze softly upon those cool eyes
[S] How hateful you are [M] How beautiful you are
[S] At this rate I will die pierced in your love Until I am beautiful [M] At this rate I will realise something I didn't know about your love Oh, how my heart aches
[Both] Now, certainly, I will accept your love [S] I love you [M] I love you [S] I love you... [M] I love you... [S] You who are gallant, forever and ever [M] You who are dear, forever and ever
[Both] Someday, to the ocean, to the source of everything Borne from the sea, everthing flows to the ocean Love And hate, with strength and dreams All turn into tears, flows away vanishes
Someday, to the ocean, to the source of everything Borne from the sea, everthing flows to the ocean Love And hate, with strength and dreams All turn into tears, flows away vanishes
Someday, to the ocean, to the source of everything Borne from the sea, everthing flows to the ocean Love And hate, with strength and dreams All turn into tears, flows away vanishes All flows away to the ocean
The NAFA Exhibition Design, Year 2 student, 2006 award... XD Such a long name.. kekek
Yea yea, I know... it looks like some thermometer... XDD at first when my fren took it out and wana pass to me, I tot she giving me a thermo!! XDDDDD Sian.. didnt present when "prize giving" XDDDDD If not I can hiak hiak... XDDDDDDDD~~~
Well done Gwen.. =XXXXX~~~ Anyone else wana praise me? XDDDD
AHHH FINALLY!!!! NIA NIA WEEKEND IS HERE!!! WEEEEEE~~!!!!
Really shag man... my school life is so shitty tiring... T_T Plus I everday will check the forum and try to refine the webby... so hardworking lor.. XDDD but no money... =/
Later going to see dear lucify at ps!! weee~~!! again ps lor... didnt I juz fucking returned from there? =/
Today bag super banana heavy as I went to material room to rob their material references.. XDD no lah, they going to throw away, so giving them to Interior design students.. XDD So fun lor.. so interesting~ ^^ Den still got my box and bought 2 A2 compressed foamboard... nia nia.. foamboard cost me 10 bucks in totally lor... make of gold sia... =/ Then really so heavy, end up sharing cab with jessie, another punggolian.. XDDD Then the uncle went wrong way, and we went round and round... he somehow drived towards changi i think, den hab to turn back half way as expressway kenot let u suka suka change route... XDDDD
very tired... lucky still can manage to catch up the lessons... XDDD~~
my another china fren took my things and run off coz she tot is her stuffs duhz... my bag of thingy so heavy lor.. hers so light... den b4 she go far, lucky i realised as my big yellow bag went MIA from my sight.. XDD den faster run after her... lucky took back, if not i do shit on tuesday liao... XDDDDD
Oh yea... got a small scale metal ruler as award for my exhibition design thingy.. the one I spend so much shit days on doing the tissue dispenser... XDDDD The scale ruler looks unique... never see b4~ wee~~!! Ureshiiiiiiii~!!! XD My efforts are not wasted leh.. XDDDD
Later post the pic up... XDDD
That all for tonite, think tonite will post lucify's piccy up... XDDDDDD~~~
Miss those days crazy with the cosplay people. Been wanting to step back into this circle, but feel weird. So lost touch... >_< And, most impt! COSTUME!!!~~~~~
Nia nia no time to do, lazy to do, no skill to do, no space to do, most impt... NO BRAIN TO DO~~~ XDDDDDDDD~~~~~
Anyway, I know nobody of the anime side actually view my blog but, still, All the best to Kohaku 2006.... Paiseh I not going coz! I having my Korean dinner with the LYA fanclub ppl!!~~ Free dinner leh... bu qu bai bu qu... XDDDD
Die lor~ I still haven wrote a single thingy for my ID... -_-;;; Only choose pic and paste nia... XDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Sometimes, I think what other people say are bullshit.
Life still goes on even I am sad and depress. People will say they feel sad if I feel sad, if I die they will cry. But I wonder, how many percent are real.
I got more tired than last time. Life totally sucks. =/ My schoolmates are quite sucky too... I am so tired arguing with my friend when doing the project. Well, Not dislike her, but just very tired. But, she is the only one I could hang out with lor, and I am the only one she usually hangs out with, or rather, she scare I lonely...
Yea... I am lonely. But, even there is someone beside me, I still feel empty. My heart feel very weird nowdays. Very very weird. Die, why am I feeling like that. It's seriously affecting my daily life. Worse is, nobody will understand how I feel. My "best" friend in school will give me that kinda attitude that makes me think that my feelings are not important. Well, all they care is results and their schoolwork, unlike me, so fucking free to moodswing. Lolx...
Do I think more than what others think? Sometimes, I really think I think too much. Until my mind is so fucking tired. I just need a turn off button sometimes...
Guess is the 1 month holiday didnt rest enough. Keep falling sick until no time to give my mind a break. Somemore busy dealing with the website. My mind is super super tired. Never felt so tired before... *sigh*
kirameite yurameite aoki ume mai hanatsu hana moeyuku (INSTRUMENTAL) sensaku ni ochiru sora futa hira no yume hanabi kanata ni tabi datsu anata mo mieta no onaji hikari ga aranata mo itsu no higa meaeru to shinjiteru mune saku omoi o anata ni uta wa koe kikoeru setsunai hiraku sore wa hanabi kirameite yurameite aoki ume mai hanatsu sakihokoru haru ga tataku mamoriyuku sono omoi hitasura narihibike hateru made semete tsuyoku kono hana moeyuku (INSTRUMENTAL) imetsu mono kotomuta wo itazura ni chiraga shita tachi yuku mayori wa chizuka ni kieta no asu ga mieteru setsunai hiraku sore wa hanabi kirameite yurameite tsukani yuku yume no hana agashi no tewa tomore ochi de regau mama kono omoi anata ni mari wakare hateru nara semete tsuyoku kono hana moeyuku (INSTRUMENTAL) setsunai hiraku sore wa hanabi kirameite yurameite aoki ume mai hatare itsuno hita maruni aete tsunari yuku kono omoi hitatsuki kimi watashi hitsuma demo futari tsuyoku kirameite yurameite aoki ume mai hanatsu sakihokoru haru ga tataku mamoriyuku sono omoi hitasura narihibike hateru made semete tsuyoku kono hana moeyuku
akehanashita mado ni mawaru ranbu no DEEP SKY AH aoide...
"kurikaesu hibi ni nan no imi ga aru no?" AH sakende... tobidasu GO hakitsubushita ROCKING SHOES haneageru PUDDLE FURASSHUBAKKU kimi wa CLEVER AH, REMEMBER
ano niji wo watatte ano asa ni kaeritai ano yume wo narabete futari aruita GLAMOROUS DAYS
"akewatashita ai ni nan no kachi mo nai no?" AH nageite... hakidasu GO nomihoshite ROCK N'ROLL iki agaru BATTLE FURASSHUBAKKU kimi no FLAVOR AH REMEMBER
ano hoshi wo atsumete kono mune ni kazaritai ano yume wo tsunaide futari odotta GLAMOROUS DAYS Mm... glamorous DAYS nemurenai yo!
SUNDAY MONDAY inazuma TUESDAY WEDNESDAY THURSDAY yukibana... OH... FRIDAY SATURDAY nanairo EVERYDAY yamikumo kieru FULL MOON kotaete boku no koe ni
ano kumo wo haratte kimi no mirai terashitai kono yume wo kakaete hitori aruku yo GLORIOUS DAYS
ano niji wo watatte ano asa ni kaeritai ano yume wo narabete futari aruita GLAMOROUS DAYS
AHHH!!!!!!! Firstly!!!! Congrats to michy in winning her King and the clown's movie tix and poster~~!!! ^^ Enjoy your movie tmr and start drooling at ur poster!!! XDD Remember to laminate b4 u drool on it.. =XXXX~~
2nd thing is, our camera woman send us the pic taken on 15th June... :D
but, I fucking look fat.. =X opps.. my vulgars are back.. XDDDD Damn, I only wana go to neoprint machine to take photo le lah!! T_T
btw, duno y I keep typo very typo words... the spelling is so far from the original word that I intended to type.. -_-;;
Finally get to sleep as much as I can... XDDD but, hab to do proj later.. but actually, oso didnt slp well lor, so many nitemares... dreaming abt alot ppl... dreaming abt my father trying to login to my email... and spy me... dreaming abt wat go see idols... sian diaoz.... -_-;;;
Anyway, below is the grp photo of the LYA Perfect 10 committee, but 1 absent.. XDDDD
ah... feeling so puking... must be too full... XDDDDDDDDDD
Time for bed!!! XDDD bad things all go away!! shoo!!!
Tmr must do hmwk!!! ^^;; Must be a good gal and work hard!! if not will dui bu qi dear dear!!! XDDDDDDDDDD~~~
DAMN! SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME!!! KNN.... I AM ALONE IN THE LIVING ROOM, SUDDENLY I HEARD..... GOOOOAAAAALLLLL GOOAALLLLLLLL!!!~~~ I TOT WAT THING LOR... KNN... FUCKING MAKE MY HEART STOP... -_-
Thanks to alot people, the perfect 10 of LYA's SG FC, Mich for helping me find solution to certain effects, meng for introducing your friend to me, and of coz, Yi Xian (meng's fren) whom are the GOD who solved our forum's issue.. XDDDD
It was officially launched on 15th June 2006... at Flo's hse... XDDDDDD We had lots of fun and celebrations after that... ^^ Look forward for my Korean feast soon.. XDDDDD
Though everytime has ended, I felt kinda empty... doing the website is one my my fav thing to do nowdays.. suddenly like so lost... well.. BUT I STILL GOT MOUNTAINS OF HMWK TO DO LOR... -_-;;;;;;;;;;;;
*faints*
Damn, I look shagged... -_-;; duno y.. so qiao cui... >< must be too much stress and lack of slp... sigh... I wan dear's sayang... XDDDDDD
What else to update leh... hmmm...
Oh yea, won a pair of tix to watch silent hill... ok lah, gorss, and alot gaming memories are being brough back.. hmm.. did I talk abt this b4? lolx... if you all want, can read mich's blog... I am so lazy to blog.. and been going out with her... so... read her blog = read my blog... XDDDDDD
Finally get to meet Leni at my school there... saw her eating at Kopitiam... XDD chat for soooo long lor... XDDDDDD
Went to Maria's birthday "party". At pizza hut.. didnt really hab a party, just go there eat eat... chat chat... so weird... =/
Chatted with Flo alot last nite, we got so much in common lor... XDDD no wonder we became so close after the LYA project... must be fate... we are a crazy bunch of ppl.. XDDDDDD~~~~ it's been a long time that I last chat with someone about some very secret stuffs for so long... XDDDDDD Thanks Flo for trying to brighten up my life... lolx... and all the meanie jokes we cracked.. =XXXXXXXXX~~
I should start to put my concentration on my school work le... gona write down all the feedbacks of the fans of the web, and slowly deal with them... *sigh*
But, as I said, I am willing to do it! XDDDDDDD
ouch,,, my back so tired... so aching.. anyone wana help me massage? XDDDDDDDDDD~~
finally, I am free to update.... this gona be a very long update... XDDD and with alot pictures oso... XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD~~~
Some piccy of the outing with mich and me... XDDDD pizza hut, NLB, and a weird drink.. XDDDDDDDDD
pizzaaaa~~!!!!
GL michy... =XXXXXX
Someone requested to take it down then I take it down lor...
what apple with vanilla smoothie... XDDD weird taste... =/
the cafe...
Some of my personal life thingy... XDDDD
My stupid finger nail... XDDDD kinda yellowish due to awis under nail polish condition... now is super botak liao... took it to keep as a memory... sigh.. I miss my nails... T_T
My current favourite soft toy... XDDD I call him "Xiao Wang Zhi" aka little prince... XDDDDDD Love it alot... hehe... a very huggable size... XDDDDD
Mich at Oishii Boushi (SF's working place) and trying to swallow her food... XDDD
Someone requested to take it down then I take it down lor...
The LG showcase shop I found at the topest level of Suntec city... XDDD I wana rob the shop's Young Ae's thingy lor.. XDDD
A Japanese snack my sis got from her company... the japs always will bring abit snack for the staffs.. and I awis get benefits.. XDDDD
Well... there is no such thing as never ending anime... *sigh* Really wish Doraemon could continue forever... T_T Suddenly so sad.. T_T
P/S: The real endings of Doraemon was he went back to the future where he belong... *sigh* I wish to read them... >_< but yet I am afraid of heart broken... XD
btw, I am dling Muka Muka anime, hope it is japanese sub... >_<
school projects and the website is killing me... -.-;;;
well, hope i get to rest after accomplishing the webby...
now only going to slp, and gona wake at 7... -.- finish doing the foam box, den read some shitty small lettering notes, highlighted and stuffs, trying shitty hard to understand the alien language of it...
pop in to check mails, concern abt the webby stuffs, which is mainly the shitty forum... damn it...
I need a forum pro... who is pro in php n mysql!!! I AM WILLING TO PAY!!!! anyone interested can go find out abt zeroboard and drop me a msg if you wish to take up the challenge... IT'S A JOB LOBANG!!!
kk, enough of shitties, time to zzzz.... -.-;;;
I feel so guilty for not able to put my attention on her at this pt of time, but after the website is down, i gona gib her a small suprise, secret o!!! XD well, not visit her lah... dont think so far... i dont even think i got time to go out in the future... -.-;;; time is super precious suddenly... =.=;;;
Hmm.. my heart feels pain when I read the testi of her and her fren... what intro gals to eachother blah blah... *sigh* it hurts me more to see her status as single... and looking for relationship... somemore, she bother to give people testi, bother to be listener to ppl, but not me. She used to say wont be giving other people testi except me... well, everything is just promise of the past rite..?
Do I actually meant anything...? Or I am the one who selfishly think that she is still my girl... damn.. my mood sux... I just dont wana lose her...
What the hell should I do!!!! #@%#$^#@^&%$&$#@$#^%
Anyway, school sux too... damn fucking stress and pack like shit... -_- I hate that... @$#%#^%$&^$#@ Everything is so rigid and no change, alot more stupid lectures... And, people comparing their GPA... they got like 2.9 or more den 3 lor.. what I got? 2.42... shitty... They talking about how many As they got... me leh? Never fail is consider a blessing le...
So stress... forum screwed up and the person say if they help us configuration and blah will be around 500 bucks... knn... money sucker...
Ymk forum oso screwed up as, I seeing people like trying to take control and be the in charge lor.. and our chairwoman still blur blur, anything also fine... I am quite tired at YMK side... might even thought of leaving... or be a silent member who dont post anymore... Tired of the demanding attitude they give me on doing the banners, and never appreciate them at all, or at least my effort. It's not like I fucking owe you all those banners, all out of my own effort... People there only look at my negative sides. They hardly even mention the name Lollipop when they talk about things...
Shitty lor, from the start I should have took charge and do the forum instead of let the other person do. I really fucking angry that I actually thought she know forum codings.. but actually she just apply a FREE FUCKING FORUM BOARD. KNN lah... liddat I also know, even primary school kid oso know lor...
FUCK FUCK FUCK! I DONT WANA BE GOOD MAN LE LAH! I AM SO SICK OF IT! TIRED OF SCHOOL AND NOBODY GIVES ME SUPPORT!!! SO WHAT THE FUCK! I MIGHT AS WELL JUMP OFF FROM NAFA BUILDING... though not high enough, highest oni 7th floor... =/
DIED le better, parents no need fork out so much fucking money to pay for my school fees... dont need care about computer spoilt, my physical health, my mind...
I dont know if I am too tired physically as too long never go school, or tired mentally as been doing website and having lectures. First week nia, I keep dozing off... This isnt like me... I hardly doze off in NAFA... -.-;;;
I wan to be exhibition designer... I want to be earning big cash... I wana be able to provide her a home with stable income... But, if she is not even there to support me, how can I walk on...
I feel so lonely... been clinging onto mich alot nowdays as I dont really talk much to other people.. meng so busy... jiahui I didnt go find her... den my sch got no close fren at all whom I can talk freely... My family as long as they dont fucking quarrel all day long I already very kam sia... Sigh... guess I should go visit a counsellor or a what therapy thingy... -.-;;;
My fucking mood just screwed along with her actions... I WANA YELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!
I seriously think, nobody will even care if I vanish from Earth, at most they will like O_O nia... you think anyone will drop a single tear for me meh...
I feel so tiny and not needed lor... Gwen is getting forgotten... Gwen is fading off from everyone's memories...
Gwen is no longer the important names you would wana remember...
Hmm.. my heart feels pain when I read the testi of her and her fren... what intro gals to eachother blah blah... *sigh* it hurts me more to see her status as single... and looking for relationship...
Do I actually meant anything...? Or I am the one who selfishly think that she is still my girl... damn.. my mood sux... I just dont wana lose her...
What the hell should I do!!!! #@%#$^#@^&%$&$#@$#^%
Anyway, school sux too... damn fucking stress and pack like shit... -_- I hate that... @$#%#^%$&^$#@ Everything is so rigid and no change, alot more stupid lectures... And, people comparing their GPA... they got like 2.9 or more den 3 lor.. what I got? 2.42... shitty... They talking about how many As they got... me leh? Never fail is consider a blessing le...
So stress... forum screwed up and the person say if they help us configuration and blah will be around 500 bucks... knn... money sucker...
Ymk forum oso screwed up as, I seeing people like trying to take control and be the in charge lor.. and our chairwoman still blur blur, anything also fine... I am quite tired at YMK side... might even thought of leaving... or be a silent member who dont post anymore... Tired of the demanding attitude they give me on doing the banners, and never appreciate them at all, or at least my effort. It's not like I fucking owe you all those banners, all out of my own effort... People there only look at my negative sides. They hardly even mention the name Lollipop when they talk about things...
Shitty lor, from the start I should have took charge and do the forum instead of let the other person do. I really fucking angry that I actually thought she know forum codings.. but actually she just apply a FREE FUCKING FORUM BOARD. KNN lah... liddat I also know, even primary school kid oso know lor...
FUCK FUCK FUCK! I DONT WANA BE GOOD MAN LE LAH! I AM SO SICK OF IT! TIRED OF SCHOOL AND NOBODY GIVES ME SUPPORT!!! SO WHAT THE FUCK! I MIGHT AS WELL JUMP OFF FROM NAFA BUILDING... though not high enough, highest oni 7th floor... =/
DIED le better, parents no need fork out so much fucking money to pay for my school fees... dont need care about computer spoilt, my physical health, my mind...
I dont know if I am too tired physically as too long never go school, or tired mentally as been doing website and having lectures. First week nia, I keep dozing off... This isnt like me... I hardly doze off in NAFA... -.-;;;
I wan to be exhibition designer... I want to be earning big cash... I wana be able to provide her a home with stable income... But, if she is not even there to support me, how can I walk on...
I feel so lonely... been clinging onto mich alot nowdays as I dont really talk much to other people.. meng so busy... jiahui I didnt go find her... den my sch got no close fren at all whom I can talk freely... My family as long as they dont fucking quarrel all day long I already very kam sia... Sigh... guess I should go visit a counsellor or a what therapy thingy... -.-;;;
My fucking mood just screwed along with her actions... I WANA YELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!
I am feeling sooooo........... insecure? erm, worried? anoxious? Why? 5th June is my day to return back to school and attend year2!!!! XD~~
Shitty! I havent had enough fun! Spend my whole holiday on bed as I am sick lor! Lucky the last 2 weekends manage to get out abit... The people I met during holidays are, Jiahui, Meng, Mich and the LYA FC people... sad huh? Ok ok, does meeting Soler and Rainie Yang consider? XD
Anyway, off topic! I wana say that MY TIMETABLE SUCKS~~ =X but, actually, not really very bad... Just monday is weird... 5.30pm ~ 8.30pm lesson... guess I will be half dead to reach home at that kinda time... =.=;;; If next time got any shitty Idols come on Monday and sign in the evening, damn, I gona smackz his/her backside... XD
*smackz monitor*
Still spoiling... I NEED A MONITOR!!!
Talking about pc stuffs, Saturday went to IT fair with mich, and she help me "A" a Lee Young Ae's LG poster~!! XD Ureshiiiiiiii~~!!!!!
Talking about LYA, the website is like most of it done, just the gallery and one love page. Poem waiting for Flo to design I think... and... MOST IMPORTANT... FORUM!!! The hoster told me alot thing... but I kinda went @_@? I hope he can help us do it on the pages we want properly... >_< So hard lor... Shitty, I started too late and break too much... but you know.. CODINGS IS VERY TIRING THAN GRAPHICSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS... =/ Hope to able to done by 14th June, no no, IS A MUST!
First time set myself such a strict target.. XD
I am hungry... I should eat some cornflakes before I go to bed and prepare for my new shitty battle tmr...
Btw, Classmates never change, just added 2 new students to our class... Hope everything gona be fun in Year 2, and! I must study hard! I need to feed dear dear in the future de... hehe..
omg!!! the song from King's men!!! They got show junki sing along too!!! XD
Damn, I just love this song.. XD
The lady's voice damn powerful!!!!!! SEE HOW FAR HER MIC CAN BE AWAY FROM HER MOUTH AND YET THE VOICE STILL SO POWER!!! O_O!!!!! I LOVE VOICE!!! XD Eh, I want her album!! XD~~~ but it's even harder to get her album then getting DBSK... LOL.... =X She looks quite..common.. not like a SUPERSTAR type... looks so.. backstage helper... =X JUN~~~~~~
fugging Daum is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard to join... manage to fill up the particular... BUT!!!!! PAPER FIRE POT!!! -.-;;; IT NEEDS WHAT TELE NO. TO CONFIRM I THINK!!! AND IT IS ONLY FOR KOREAN!!! $#%$#^%$#@#@&% Frankly, I dont mind spend abit to verify it on my phone or what lor... Daum seems to be filled with info of Korean artist.... banana de... =.=;;;;;;;
Look who we have today? Weee!! Soler!!! XD Went to see them with my sis today at Bugis... XD Didnt really a big fan of them... my sis like they way they sing.. I just like them for the look... it's rare among the singers today as they have Ang Mo look but speaks chinese, cantonese, portugal, italian, english, spanish... blah blah... Such a rare and telented guys.. XD
Got quite a good view and started snapping their photos... XD
I just enjoy snapping idols photos at such events... XD
I wish to snap Ayumi's photo, Michelle Yeoh, Anita Yuen, Yang Mi Kyung, Lee Jun Ki, Lee Young Ae(did b4 though...), Koda Kumi, some japanese voice cast - Orikasa Ai, Takano Urara, Tomizawa Michie.
Did I missed out anyone..? XD~~ Realise Junki is the throne among the roses? XD
*busy smacking monitor to get it normal*
Shitty, my monitor is spoiling.. geehz... everything is spoiling!! EVEN MY ROOM'S LIGHT JUST BLOW OFF A COUPLE OF MINUTES AGO... SO WTF... =/ I hab to smakc my monitor to get the screen normal... it is flickering... does that mean that... it's time for me to... BUY LG MONITOR?!XD~~~ WEEEEEE~~!!!!
I need $... :(
Ate Steamyboat with my sis for dinner after Soler, XD so full lor... and it's rare that my sis actually agree to follow me to ulu ulu place to eat steamyboat.. XD Had alot fishy today... XD drank alot soupy.. XD alot MSG consume... =/
*whacks monitor again*
DAMN!!! JUST FUGGING LET ME DO MY STUFFS!!! I NEED TO CONTINUE THE WEBBY!!! FAGGOT MONITOR!!!! BE STRONG AND STABLE B4 I ANNOUCED THAT U GOT NO BALLS!!! =X Wat am I talking abt... -.-;;;