Mich intro me this show.. called "King and the clown". It kinda looks gayish to me... =/ well, is based on some olden korea's story... I WANA WATCH IT BABY!!! XD
Did something big... but not happy about it... I free someone from my evil paw... =) Someone whom I truely love... But, I decided. I shan't hold her back anymore. Freeing her is the best solution I guess... Life is short... why tie her up when she is still able to fly and enjoy her life... so... I surrendered. I untie the string that I tied around her 2 years ago. Fly bah, you are free already.
But, my love for you, will forever keep in a corner of my heart. Thanks for everything. I love you.
Somehow... I feel that I am cold blooded... XD Maybe I am. =/
I lost... My life sux... but yet, I am not gona give up.
I am tired... But I can't rest. My life hasn't end. I have to continue to fight on.
I decided. I will continue further study after my 3 years in Nafa. Probably if possible, I wana go to Japan and study. I wana MIA for sometime... Let myself drift in some other countries...
But for now, I still feel like MIA... So if you can't find me, means, I am MIA already. Dun worry, I will be back de.. XP
AhhHhhhh.... Been addicted to watch "Da Chang Jin".. This is the 2nd korean show that I am addicted to I guess.. First was "Ba Li Lian Ren" and it is still showing! BUT!! Nowdays, I rather watch "Da Chang Jin"'s VCD then watch "Ba Li Lian Ren"'s show.... I am bad.. XD Damn.. now I realise Korean show quite nice.. XD Just maybe that I not used to the new faces I see in Korean show, thus making me not so interested in watching... AHHHH!~~ I should go sleep now, tmr can come home earlier to continue~~!! I want the original VCD~~!!! Now I watching de is a burn out copy by my sis's friend, should I burn for myself too?!~ Or should I buy it~!! >_< So many box and so freaking expensive... T_T *Looks at Taiwan Yahoo! Auction...* Kekekkeeee...
School been busy as usual... Things are going well.. life sux as usual... XD And i am sick again.. -.- Doctor say I am too stress... and now I have to take medicine to have a good sleep.. *sigh*
Mood swing again... =/ Everything was alright until I login friendster. She changed alot.. far from the one I used to be so close with... *sigh* We really like that over mah..? If it was so easily to be able to forget the past memories, why we create it... To you, you might feel that those memories are enough le... but what about me..? How could you be so cruel to me... We are indeed drifting further and further...
Sad.. school load getting heavy again, and it is coming to the end of my year 1. Everything is getting more and more hard... I wonder will there be a change of class. And I miss my teacher, Patrick. He is really interesting teacher, and always lend me VCD.. lol... kinda brighten up my days in school when having his lesson.
Now... I no longer looking forward to anything le... just go school, go home, do home work, ro abit... yea.. after so many years, I still ro-ing... Memories... of Iris, Cosy home of Odin.... Everything indeed just a dream, just like our guild name, Dreamers... We are nothing but a bunch of dreamers having dreams together. And these are dreams that can never become real.
Ever thought of being a nun? Lol... I thought of it, but, I don't eat veggie! LOL
Am I the only one left behind..? Everyone seems to be procceding fast.. I am still a Year 1 student. Don't even know if I could complete my studies. Everyone is so muuch more pro then me. My drawings looks like kids drawing... *sigh*
What is my aim? What kinda life do I wana live? Where is my motivation..? My motivations probably are fearing of teachers scold me if I don't do my work... lol...
Anyway, today watch this horror movie lend by Patrick. I uploaded it to my Zen Vision, and my friends went to crowd around the "mini TV". XD At first I was so scared to watch de, but with them watching with me, it seems more interesting, as we could talk about the storyline. Then went to Bras Basha to get my marker refill, and saw a book fair going on. Bought 2 books on Anita Mui and a chinese pictorial book, by some online flash maker. Wanted to buy some I.T. books, but kinda out of cash. Probably going to buy it on Friday...
Feel like going to seaside...haha... Always feel like doing it... but nobody pei me... And I don't know who I want to pei me. Used to have her around. But now no more. Used to plan on going to sentosa with her. But now no more. Used to plan going to Japan with er. But now no more...
*Sigh* I go bathe and eat and go do hmwk le bah... Still feeling sick nowdays.. maybe I dying... lol.. Die bah, The world also no change without me. Today have to draw floor plan again, haiz.. like it quite much, but yet is a very stress thing. =_=
THUNDER!!!!!!! OMIGOSH!!!! IT IS SO LOUD AND SCARY!!!!!!
Well... I am not those who are afraid of thunder... but don't know since when.. I PHOBIA of thunder. Funny isn't it... *shrugs*
I am still sick.. haven't go to apply domain... -_- IT fair also haven't go yet.. EWWWWWW... Being sick sucks... =/
Anyway, today is the last day Snow's cafe/pub doing business... That place although small, but afterall.. I spend so many nights there (all overnight...XD). Kinda don't bear to let it close down like that.. er... wait.. not close down lah! Is that she moving to Sultan Plaza, but then, no longer a pub le... more like a snack shop and selling bubble tea.. =_=;; Well, the new place got pool... =X *Drools*Wah.. the rain is so heavy.. must be crying for the pub... =X
It's been a long time since I last heard thunder... *rolls off to bed to nap...*
Yesterday consider ok bah... Mich, Meng, Weiyi, Peggy, Shimin and Jes turned up. Everything went fine, and I enjoyed it alot! Hehe! We went to bugis street lah, bugis point(a new shopping) then, back to bugis... but one thing I am abit sadded is... NOBODY WANA TAKE NEO PRINT!!!!!!!!!!!! SOBBBZZZZZZZ.... T_T And we forgot to take group photos... sob.... Then mich left early... around 5 plus or 6 plus.
Then the rest of us went to eat steamboat at bugis de behind... $15 bucks, 'Chi Dao Bao'. We got ourselves chicken soup base and tom yam soup base. I ah blur.. Wanted to order Tom yam soup base, end up calling 'Ma La' soup base. Then when the uncle serve... we see the soup.. we.. O_O!!! Then they say I said 'Ma La'. Tian ah!!! Then I panic... coz, we don't eat that spicy. The other time I eat 'Ma La' with my NAFA friends (Alicia, Ray & Pang wee) I kena Ma until like duno what... -_- I eat until damn freaking full... Tom yam soup base is NICE! It kinda suits me... hehe... I love IT!!! Next time I wana go eat again. Hehe... AND! The lime and sour plum juice is free flow!!!! Kekekeke... And the food is buffet style!~~ hehehehe...
Oh yea... I took some photos.. but I am in school now... and that mini cam of mine is very unfriendly... It needs its own cradle, and the cable it use is kinda different from others de... haiz... Yesterday very sleepy, did not upload yet coz I fell asleep! Kekeke... The night before too excited le.. I really look forward to such gatherings mah.... >_< Anyway, later when I get home, I will upload it in another post.
Chim!!!! Learning Freehand now... so... ?_? I am so lost... I don't know how to use pen tool!! I don't seems to get the logic of the pen tool... sadded... Somemore home pc is way too laggy for me to try at home... *sigh* Now got a 20 min break... I am freaking hungry... but 20 min nothing I can get for makan leh... =_= pathetic morning... AND!!! I WANA SLEEP!!! 1hour+ of sleep is definately not enough for sleeping ugly like me... kekeke... Later going to have typography... It seems to be interesting, but maybe is the teacher that makes it boring.. :X botak old man... who don't know chinese much... maciam 'Chia Kang Dang'.. hehehe... No lah.. actually is he study malay last time. Weird... chinese study malay as mother tongue. I am sleepy... o[-_-]oZzZzZzZZzz
Awww... I am still struggling with my accessories side... so many things to upload... I think I gona apply a domain before I officially launch my accessories side... Sad!! But!! I assure you, the day i launch my accessories side, is the day you people(I think only girls) will keep visiting my accessories blog!! kekekee...
Anyway, cut all craps... tomorrow my school starts... -_- another tourturing term.... =X Nevermind! I get my break in May!! By then I will add more stuffs into my layout bah... My cursor although looks cute... (to me) but it is not very friendly! Kinda hard to aim on what you wana click. SUX! =X
I should go to bed already.. it is like, almost 5am!?! WTF =X I have to wake at 7am later!! lesson at 8.30am... And I am going out with Sec sch friends later... hope I don't blow my top... sometimes group outing really drives me crazy especially when they are stucked on where to go, time, and people don't "Gu Quan Da Ju" as in they don't follow the majority, and making others have problem in thinking of another place to go... sadded... I seriously think that in group outing, each should play a part by at least follow the majority, or if you got a better place to suggest, then voice it out! Well, the place the other visit might not be your interest, but why not just pop by and visit! You might find surprises! haha... I used to hate shopping, but now I shop so much till I drop... lolx! I mean, at least... YOU try to mix into the crowd... if not what for organising outing for us?! I guess the person who read this knows who I am talking about... =X No Offense! kekeke... Don't worry, I still enjoy going out with you! hehe!
Ok.... After struggling so long.. my blog is kinda ready for use. Haha... hope I could blog well in here, and it has been a freaking long time since i last blogged. Oh well, things happened, and kinda moodless over the 3 months. Well, now not saying that I am totally recovered, but I learn to see it in other way. Er, enough of that, will talk longer next time.. what I really need now is... BED!!!! lolx!! Last but not least, Hi blog! hope you will take care of me from now on...!! LOLX!! Lame... =_=
