Wednesday, June 08, 2011
Tired of ur lies and empty promises...
I can't see our future anymore..
It's not even blur, it just don't exist anymore...
*Fallen AngeL*
x 6/08/2011 12:09:00 PM
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Friday, May 20, 2011
我唯一做得不好的就是,我不是那个她。
你对她的宽容,绝对比对我的还要好。
你说部落格是她的,她要说什么都可以,偏偏我的脸书却什么都不能写。 问你是谁一直问你有关我们的事情,让你很累于回覆时,你却不肯告诉我。我原来付出了3年的努力,还是没发代替她在你心中的地位。
原来我什么都不是。连让你继续爱的优点都没有。
原来我真的那么失败。还以为我得到了你的爱,让我以为我是最幸福的。原来由始至终,一切都是我一厢情愿。
既然你都不爱我了,那你杀了我吧。
至少能死在你的手上,我就狠幸福了。
我不怨,也不恨。
只因为我是真的爱上你。
宝贝老公,我真的很爱你。抱歉我们的爱搞到如此地步。
抱歉我无法给你你要的幸福的温馨家家。
我爱你。
*Fallen AngeL*
x 5/20/2011 05:49:00 AM
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Thursday, May 19, 2011
I destroyed everything with my own hands...
Things are not going to be the same...
I want my blissful days back...
I want no secret between us...
I want her to treat me like a princess...
But, it's all over.
I will just quietly by her side and obey whatever instructions she gives.
I will just be a small speck of dust, hanging around you.
Afterall, I am the one who spoils everything.
Cruel enough, I wasn't given a second chance as fair as I gave her in the past.
I am told not to interfer with her life.
I am told not to ask who she is hanging out or talking to.
I am told not to force her to do things.
I am told not a say a thing about our relationship anymore in social platform.
I am told to follow her schedule, if she's free, she will meet me.
I can't cry anymore... I am not allowed to...
I am uselss... I am not like your favorite girl who can manupulate relationship so well that u dont even hate her when she turn u down and say real nasty things to u in the past and u still shield her, treating her a special person. She can throw temper when u nv accompany her in the past even she is not ur gf, yet you are tired after all these years.
Perhaps, I am just a spare tyre afterall.
I know it, since day 1. Just I refused to admit it.
It's my fault for really fallen for you, I have no choice anymore.
Treat me like whatever you want, I won't make a sound anymore in the future.
Gwen is dead. Bobi is dead. Lao Po is dead. Baby is dead.
I am lifelessdoll.
*Fallen AngeL*
x 5/19/2011 02:08:00 AM
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Friday, February 05, 2010
Humanity are nothing but thrash.
Fuck humans.
I shouldn't trust people thinking that they are all good.
I am not going to be nice and sweet since they are so fucked up.
Sorry, but I swear I am not going to go out with that person again, choose her or me if u have to.
I can't tolerate her anymore, given my age I could fuck care her and have things my way, why should I be the one tolerating them at whatever shit.
I believe I am tolerating many things good enough especially when it involves 3rd person.
But today onwards I am going to do things and have things in my way. I am sorry even it will put Dear in bad position.
I am going to fuck care the fact that she will have shorter life span than me since her dearest don't even bother, why should outsiders like me bother?
The fact is, tolerating that illness and having to be close with it is getting on my fucking nerves, and I choose to accept it as you are someone important.
Sorry, but you no longer have my respect.
I am so fucking screwed up with this family. Why in the hell did I accept you all?!
I hate putting myself down to people like you all.
I fucking hate it.
I hate my own family too, for being inconsiderate too.
If I have the money and ability, I will move my ass out of these people and live on my own.
There is a limit in tolerating, but everyone seems to step on it repeatedly.
Period.
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/05/2010 10:55:00 AM
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Humanity are nothing but thrash.
Fuck humans.
I shouldn't trust people thinking that they are all good.
I am not going to be nice and sweet since they are so fucked up.
Sorry, but I swear I am not going to go out with that person again, choose her or me if u have to.
I can't tolerate her anymore, given my age I could fuck care her and have things my way, why should I be the one tolerating them at whatever shit.
I believe I am tolerating many things good enough especially when it involves 3rd person.
But today onwards I am going to do things and have things in my way. I am sorry even it will put Dear in bad position.
I am going to fuck care the fact that she will have shorter life span than me since her dearest don't even bother, why should outsiders like me bother?
The fact is, tolerating that illness and having to be close with it is getting on my fucking nerves, and I choose to accept it as you are someone important.
Sorry, but you no longer have my respect.
I am so fucking screwed up with this family. Why in the hell did I accept you all?!
I hate putting myself down to people like you all.
I fucking hate it.
I hate my own family too, for being inconsiderate too.
If I have the money and ability, I will move my ass out of these people and live on my own.
There is a limit in tolerating, but everyone seems to step on it repeatedly.
Period.
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/05/2010 10:55:00 AM
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Wednesday, February 03, 2010
I promise I will not scold you that word anymore no matter how angry I am.
Mwackz... I Love You...
Sorry that I hurt you...
*Fallen AngeL*
x 2/03/2010 01:53:00 AM
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Wednesday, January 20, 2010
This is what I customised.. :D Hopefully will come before CNY...
And, oh yea, I got conned for buying contact lens in KL Berjaya Time Sq, they promised to send over but it's like closed to 3 weeks and no news... cant find the person too... worse is I forgot the shop name and unit number. :(
*Fallen AngeL*
x 1/20/2010 01:23:00 AM
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Sunday, January 17, 2010
*Fallen AngeL*
x 1/17/2010 05:20:00 AM
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